#11.7.15

[heavenly-beet]

I get to see my girlfriend in 9 days fUCK IM SO HAPPY 😭😭😭😭💘💘💘💘

[thedeviljudges]

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[infestation-in-my-mind]

Last night went better than anticipated. Last night was good, really good. I had a good & fun time. Also, alcohol makes me a more fun person (I think) lol... Breaks me out of my comfort zone, a little. Like I danced... And I can't dance to save my life lol.

[jennitaals]

Saturday, November 7, 2015

I couldn’t hold in my tears. Crying until you fall asleep is really a terrible feeling. I just miss him sooooooooooooo very, very, very, dearly, it hurts sooooooooo much. Literally everywhere. I got the opportunity to help put up the Christmas lights for the zoo this year. I remember clearly when we went to see them last year. What I would seriously do and give to be able to do that with him again. I also got to feed the giraffes. It reminded me of the picture I took of him feeding one as well. Honestly, seriously, it’s ONE of my favorite pictures of him. Seeing his smile in the picture makes me smile. But it also makes me very, very, very, sad because I wish I could see his smile again. I wish I could make him smile like that again. I’m honestly, seriously, sooooooo very envious of the people who can see his smile each and every day. Honestly, what I would seriously do and give to be able to do that, no one understands and no one will ever understand.

[indulgent666]

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