JAMES HOLMES
DROPOUT INFO-TARD-EXTRAVAGANZA #1
hii im sammy or samael, and im gonna try to share more info on perps i think dont get enough attention or info.. my first one is james holmes the perp for the 2012 aurora theatre shooting!
James Holmes was born in 1987 on dec 13, full name James Eagan Holmes. James Holmes was only 22 at the time of the shooting, it was heavily suspected that he had a schizoaffective disorder of some kind, stating that he saw visions in the corners of his eyes shooting at eachother or just simple flickers of light.
A lot of things about shooters is trying to figure out their motives, whyd they do it? What lead them to killing that many people?
Holmes had an idea of an equation in his mind, wondering what was truly equal in a system of justice. All men were made equal to him, but what would change that? In his journal he would continuously talk about going over the different kinds of morality, what kinds of solutions it would lead to and what kind of solutions there were to the problems of injustice. (His notes were scanned very poorly so it was quite hard to figure out what exactly it was saying, but different entries discussing these equations can be seen. A link to my source of his notebook, along with ones with a licensed psychologists annotations which I found helpful in writing this!!)
He thought that mankind hadn't found a better solution to truth, a better solution to injustice and instead would almost immediately go to immoral or unjust acts like murders or like the shootings he had committed.
In his notes he even talked about being disgusted by these thoughts of violence, being disgusted by the thoughts of these horrific acts and wanting to find an alternative, looking for one his entire life..
Aswell as this we see his list of alternatives, trying to ignore the problems in society completely, therefore making them irrelevant, or delay the problem entirely by just "living in the moment", in his notebook we can see his rapid decline mentally, his thoughts going from trying to avoid, trying to see whats wrong with him and eventually snapping, filling his pages begging why? asking why he was given this shit to begin with..
After this page with a big WHY in the center and a question mark he starts to plan. He didn't want to send message, the message that there wasn't any... he was struggling and nobody gave him help that he needed so he enacted his plan.
The last page in his notebook, or the last line just said, "The reason why life should exist is as (?????) why it shouldn't. Life shouldn't exist."
For the last part I couldn't figure out what that one word said.. tried my best tho.
I think that James Holmes is super interesting because of why he did it especially the movie hec hose... tdkr???
his views on society and shit really interest me and i wish i could sit dpwn and talk to him. poor dude needed help just like the rest of shooters and didnt get shit so he killed a bunch of people.. one of the most well thought out plans ive seen so far tho and it was basically a schizopost by orange joker. genuinely might turn into one of my favs tho. hes interesting and this shooting happened just a day before sandy hook!!!
the equations in his notebook and his dead lizard stare are what makes me intrigued with this stupid fucking retard tho.
TYSM for @deviouspibbington for suggesting this perp!!!!!
i think what makes me so interested in him and adam lanza is that both of them believe theyre truly makign the world a better place. theyre so delusional. so autistic. might become the @nekrotist but for this guy ngl hes so fucking dumb looking i love him