17.2.18
So thankful it’s coming to the end of the week. t is back next week and I am torn between being upset with her because she went on holiday and being relieved that she is back.
Overall, it’s been a bumpy ride but not as bad as I thought it would be. Maybe previous T was right in that her leaving was different than previous abandonment and that it was possible to learn from it. t being on holiday forced me to learn how to ask for help when I really need it and that actually it isn’t that bad to ask.
Still. I am so relieved she is back next week. I know she is human and we all need breaks and holidays but it is so hard to deal with!
















