im going to be breaking character.....i need to vent , dont be worried but i just ....i NEED this rn
i .....i need help, my skin feels like its in an oven, i need to work on things.....i cant find the motivation sadly , my alters are driving me insane, i feel like just ....i get urges for itching , looking at knives, feeling touch starved etc
my mucles hurt......shake with any inch of effort...even walking hurts
.......
im not okay , i pretend to be ill be honest.....smiling and saying im ok! : D
im not...never was ,,, never will be ........im far too damaged and broken
im far too dead
im drowning
in dispair
it hurts
but im okay
i think
maybe...
i need to take my meds everyday now
and not my insomniac ones
my...mucle ones
or im going to get horrible heart pains.....and go to hospital and i cant.....not again...not now.......
i cant even eat bread and pasteries for fricks sake
i need water to soften it
i
i
..........im
im FINE
im OK
im PERFECT
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sorry for worring yall
everythIngs aLright iM ok , doNt wOrry abouT mE , nOthing to worry about, nothing to thinK about , nothing is bad , i am okay for Now but for now stay safE and HavE a gooD day/night! 144^1^16^1144^12151511^120^2085^311619^1331181811475^125202051819
