#18.10.2020

[liam-93-productions]

Liam recently in London (x) - 18.10

[xbrokenmaskgirl]

Du warst mein bester Freund, mein Beschützer, meine treue Seele, Ruhe in Frieden mein Herz.

[animasmusicdiary]

[amillionyearsago]

Bazen her şey çok zor oluyor. Kafanı toparlamak zor oluyor. Yorgunum. Neden ben de bilmiyorum. Elimde olsaydı ben de istemezdim yorgun olmayı! Ben, bilemiyorum... Belki de haklılar. Belki de gerçekten benden bir bok olmaz. Aslında ne dedikleri umurumda değil bir yandan. Beni tanımıyorlar. Sandıkları gibi içten pazarlıklı değilim. Politik değilim. Sinsi değilim. Geri zekâlı değilim. Ben kötü değilim. Ben yetersiz değilim. Evet uzun süredir iyi değilim, hiçbir anlamda. Ders, genel olarak herkesle olan ilişkim, ruhen. Yani bilmiyorum. Özür dilerim! İçten gülümsemeler ve sarılmalar veremediğim için. Özür dilerim! Size uyamadığım için. Hayalinizdeki kardeş, evlat, insan olamadığım için. Bilmem ne kadar inanırsınız, içten bir özür bu. Elimde olsaydı istediğiniz gibi olurdum ya da hiç var olmazdım. Ama bazı şeyler elimde değil. Özür dilerim... Ben de kendimden memnun değilim şu an. Değiştirmeye çalışıyorum, inanın. Çabalıyorum, lütfen inanın. Dışarıya yansıtmıyorum belki ama içimde çözemediğim şeyler var. Kay-bol-dum. Bulmaya çalışıyorum şimdi. Kendimi, huzurumu, mutluluğumu, sevincimi, o hayat dolu halimi, şımarık şımarık konuşan hâlimi. Gerçekler acıymış ve dostlar acı söylermiş. Bırakın gerçeklere kendim ulaşayım, bir bok olamayacaksam bunu kendim göreyim sizden duymak yerine. Kafam çok karışık, düşüncelerim, hissettiklerim; hepsi karışıklar. Diyecek başka şey bulamıyorum.

[nei-ning]

Had a dream where I was in big place which looked like an airport in a way, the boarding area with a desk and huge windows. There also was stairs up to open second level with some cafe place etc. Behind the desk, on my front left, was a mirror hanging on the wall, having small hooks around it. On the hooks was bra and some swimsuits / other sexy underwear. I went to them with a female friend of mine (I don’t know who she was tho) and on the mirror was little colorful text (I don’t remember it anymore) but after it flashed 1987 turtles’ cute drawn chibi heads in turn. I said to my friend that the turtles had design them, or mainly Donatello. I took one underwear suit which was very similar to full body swimsuit, except it was open from the front, going all the way down below navel. It was lilac in color. At the edges of the open, long V shape, was frills with deeper purple and pink. It was actually pretty nice in a way. I placed it in front of me, taking a look via mirror. That open area went WAY too down in my liking, so I didn’t take it. However I remember laughing at my friend that Donatello surely would had liked it (if I would had wore that).

Then she vanished and 2003 Raphael, with very nice leather jacket, came to her place. He was looking for Leo since he was missing. I went on the second level via stairs and it looked like if I was on pirate ship there. The floor looked very... unsafe. However, beneath the deck was pixel world. There was lots of water areas and small curvy road. There also was some monster with 2003 Raphael now. He was in pixels as well and I needed to play as him. I turned him around and started to run him towards me (the view was from up and I couldn’t see what was in front of him as he kept running towards me). The road was curvy and I had to make sure he wouldn’t fall into the water because then he would die / monster would catch him. Luckily it wasn’t too difficult or long so I got him out of there alive back into a real world.

Right after I got him out (it took him a while before coming to me in real world) I saw Leonardo walking on lower level while wearing clothes (black leather jacket and black jeans), from my left to my right. He noticed me so he stopped to look at me. He knew me. Now Raphael had noticed him too. I didn’t see it happen, because now I was in half awake / half asleep state, but I felt it how relieved Raphael was - almost in tears. How he tightly was hugging Leonardo, feeling all warm, loved and loving. How he nuzzled against Leo’s face and neck, not wanting to let go. He had been so worried. To me this was beautiful.

I had another dream too, but that I don’t remember anymore.

[phototagebuch]

18. Oktober 2020: Gute Aussicht

[liam-93-productions]

New Hugo boss frames in Specsavers stores across London

The new additions to the already popular HUGO Eyewear collection have launched this autumn, ready to inject a refresh into Londoner's wardrobes.

Showcased by singing superstar Liam Payne in an exclusive shoot by British celebrity portrait photographer Charlie Gray, the collection is urban and contemporary and offers the ultimate platform for self-expression for every occasion, be it business or casual.

Comments from the singer

Liam says: ‘The HUGO style is classic with a sporty edge… and represents my style perfectly. I like to complete a look with glasses – I keep it simple with thin metal frames.’

Design details

The 7 new designs added to the 26-strong collection have been crafted with an emphasis on clean lines and attention to detail, with pops of unmistakable HUGO red adding a touch of colour to subtler areas of the specs.

Glasses in the HUGO Eyewear range cost £149 for two pairs and are available in Specsavers stores across London.

[animasmusicdiary]