#18.26

[hayalperestbirplatonik]

"Sen geçerken sahilden sessizce

Gemiler kalkar yüreğimden gizlice"

[kalb-ivaveyla]

bak bana bak bana, ne zerre kaldı benden

sev beni sev beni, istemem başka senden

[joysurrender84]

I'm lonely and tired... 😔

[oneweekobsession]

If anyone needs me I'll be in my office with a cinnamon whirl

that one time Serena Campbell was literally me

[targetsinthefinder]

it's hard to tell if Akihito is more angry at being used as a substitute or Feilong's idiocy here. he's become so desperate to save Feilong (and himself) that he's willing to argue against Asami on Feilong's behalf (though Akihito is part of the exchange so he might not be the best mediator available)  also of note is that even though they've been growing pretty close all this time and Feilong's been making Akihito sleep with him, not even Feilong considers this a betrayal so any of ya'll still whining that Akihito getting raped and coerced is a violation of Asami's twoo love 5evar can shut your stupid faces

yeah, nice try Feilong, but Akihito's not letting you escape the blame anymore. take responsibility, damn it! and when will people stop underestimating Akihito's intelligence? 

"if" they were friends... because for all that they've become closer and that Akihito cares for Feilong's well-being, he does not consider Feilong a friend--he's never stopped thinking of him as his kidnapper.  this is where Feilong decides to send Akihito back; this kid is straightforward, passionate, and caring to a fault, and the tears get Feilong past his stubbornness. Feilong finally admits fault, basically says that he's really lonely and just wanted a friend, and he and his pretty hair give in.

Akihito's tears are at least primarily brought on by Feilong's stubborn refusal to do what's in Feilong's own best interests, but am I the only one that thinks he's also crying angry tears because his chance to escape is slipping by? (on the one hand, he stops crying when Feilong says he just wanted Akihito to stay with him because of Akihito's own self, but Akihito's "what's the point" applies to Feilong's stubbornness in front of Akihito's freedom, too because he has to care more about his freedom than someone else's happiness, right? )?