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I kind of fear they changed them gently on violins, cellos, drums or sandwiches.

“Sir,” said I, “or madam, truly your forgiveness I implore; but the fact is I was napping, and so gently on the cheek* i see people bring their dogs in so far

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Ramakrishna Paramahansa’s 184th Birth Anniversary: All You Need to Know About Indian Mystic

Ramakrishna Paramahansa’s 184th Birth Anniversary: All You Need to Know About Indian Mystic

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“Knowledge leads to unity, but Ignorance to diversity” – Shri Ramakrishna Paramahamsa Born on 18 February, 1836, Gadadhar Chattopadhyay, who came to be known as Ramakrishna later in life, hailed from a poor Brahmin family from Kamarpukur village, in the Hooghly district of West Bengal.

Most accounts say that the saint was given the title of ‘Paramahamsa’ (a Sanskrit religio-theological…

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No. It. Ain't. OVER!! 😂😂😂 #184th #Monthsary #TheUnstoppableCouple

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Man Down: 2 More NYPD Officers Shot In The Bronx, Manhunt For Suspect

Man Down: 2 More NYPD Officers Shot In The Bronx, Manhunt For Suspect

Two New York City police officers responding to a robbery in the Bronx were shot and wounded Monday night, and a manhunt was still underway hours later for a pair of suspects, authorities said.

The shooting happened just after 10:30 p.m. on East 184th Street in the borough’s Tremont section. It was a jarring reminder of the double shooting that claimed the lives of two NYPD officers about two…

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"Birthday Cake" Today we celebrated my 9-year-old sons birthday. He had wished a minecraft cake so I made this Creeper face from marzipan titles. Turned out pretty nice if I may say! 😊

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No.184

:( 

Wanna talk about it?

Don't know >_< ...

Let's just talk. Rather than strolling on YesStyle like a crazy maniac who is without reasons and sanity. You are tired aren't you? 

Effect of the crowd. As everyone seems down so I absorb it the most.

You are really weak.

I know. 

What happened?

Not something particularly. Just the whole day of it. I guess it's just a bad day.

Well, ... at least you still woke up early, at 9 a.m.! And did some piano practice 

And then went to record B-day song for Ninds, I opened the Alarm Door, the Fire Exist one you know, because the ground outside was filled with Snow which was so smooth and beautiful, I just... acted out without reasoning.

And that's why the Fire Alarm goes on and on the whole building.

Yeah >_< Terribly bad. The security came later and asked and I confessed I did open the door. He later checked again, asking some minor question, then told us not to repeat the action or blah blah blah something like they will get our contact details if it happens again. So scary. I felt stupid :( I am a retarded person. I just can't stand myself being like this any longer. It's really suffocating. It just is, full of agony.

That's why you felt down today wasn't so?

Also because during the recording, there was a nearly-exploded quarrel between Abs and Mats regarding how to record the song: Abs wanted to record separated each voice i.e. we have to sing on our own separately the entire song. But Matts would like all to sing together as he felt it was awkward to sing alone.

Well, Abs, you know her, she just demands perfection and becomes a pompous French version all the time, deep down she means that she wants to hear her voice alone so that it will not be ruined by others, like by you, because your voice is terrible.

I feel that's the case as well. I don't believe her when she tried to say: "I think it's better to record separately because we could hardly hear Windy's voice here". How pretentiously nice, seriously, to refer to me as a shield for her true ulterior motive, and what a cunning way to represent her demand, by pretending to take my rights into account. Don't really give this a damn you know. I can't think that she's genuinely nice, because with her attitude and that kind of 'highly almighty haughty French' pride, she just wants to make sure her damn voice would be recorded nicely and perfectly. I am in the middle (literally as well, sat in-between you know lol) of the quarrel and could only remain silent, there was one point Mats asked me to speak something and say my opinions, I was just incapable of confronting, so I could speak none, later I negotiated with Abs that I will try to sing more loudly => Final result: We still sang together.

Sigh... 

I know, that was... just another challenge. To remain in the group when things get rough, to try to do something or find a way to settle things down, or ... just try to reconcile, I don't know what to do, I felt useless.. Though later we recorded all and we laughed and stuffs, but somehow I couldn't get out of feelings of ... of...

Depression...?

... Yeah... because of facing such situation, well a new experience I guess. To learn from it so that I could know how to deal better in similar situation or next fight. That's what I hope... I don't know. That was... Today was... it's just depressing.

Well too many things. Also because of the electricity. 

Oh yeah, used the kettle to boil water as usual in the morning but as long as I plugged in and turned on the series of fridge, oven, hot water went off again. Bad start leads to bad day.

Yeah, after that the Fire Alarm, then Quarrel, wasting time on YesStyle window-shopping non-stop (1 hour and more at least!) it's just.. 'the' day you know. Cheer up! :)

Couldn't do any work since afternoon, no Animation, haven't applied Internship, and research for Uncle Bac is still pending. Ah...

You are also too harsh on yourself regarding the Quarrel, you find yourself powerless because of being unable to do something to improve... and therefore it weighed you down.

I felt inferior again as well. Not confident in singing. When knowing it was so terrible, I felt no joy anymore with such low self-esteem and self-worth within me, singing turned to an obligatory task that I am scared of doing because I will be judged, or because I know I am not good enough. Not good enough. Just not...

...

Just can't stand it :( Can't really stand being myself right now. I can't

It's a challenge, Life is challenging you because you just made resolutions 2 days ago, about how you will improve yourself in every way, so now Life gives you difficulty to challenge what you have pronounced to it, to see if you really MEAN it, or you just SPEAK loudly but do none and nothing changes. You have to prove that you are worth it, that, you are not scared or do not back down just because Life tries to challenge you to confuse your decision, and undermine your will! You have to show that despite challenges you can overcome all totally, and your power will does not die away, instead, it is becoming stronger and stronger! And Life will have to admit you are right, you can do it. 

Yeah, I am challenged. And at the moment, I am failing to face it and get over it. I am being scared and I back down...

But it's not too late, you could start fighting again! It's never too late. You could always fight when you are ready :)

...

:( I am sad when you are down :( You know right? It's not happy to see you so melancholic like this :( It's even totally different from usual depression, that's why I am even more worried :(

I don't know :( I am really depressed I guess. And at first it was emptiness, that's why I refused to find out, or think what's wrong with me, and I just kept window-shopping to fill in the black hole. Automatically do so like there is no other way. I couldn't even control.... even though my mind is in control but somehow my body couldn't follow it at all... Ah...(sigh)

Your self-esteem and self-worth is seriously challenged and hurt badly today huh :( Don't feel too low on yourself please, you are not retarded! No one is! 

Ah... 

Maybe you need some more nutrition as well. One of the resolutions is to eat HEALTHILY remember! 

Yeah, ... well. Ah... I don't know ...

:( I am worried. Will you be okay? :(

I will. How come even you cannot cheer me up and console me at the moment? Is that that bad?

I don't know as well.... But I am sure it will be better soon. You always get better you know :) I think there is a big change within you, something, some power, strangeness, weird and out of concept and understanding, it will need adjustment, but it will soon be fine, it will fit within your soul, and it will help you :) It will do. Certainly!

...

That's why you wake up early recently you know. Quite sudden don't you see! The change! You went to bed at 1 a.m. but woke up at 08:52 today, 06:28 yesterday.

...

It does not even help though you just talked a bit to Matts and tried to articulate your current mood... does it?

YEAH I don't know. 

Tell you what, go to have a shower now :) Then eat lol Eat some good food! Then you will be refreshed to start the reading :) You could do it! You could! And you will do it. Because you can ;) Go for Shower now okay! :)

Okay. I think I will start with it first. And everything will be alright.

It will be alright! It is. I am sure :)