I honestly can’t believe this. I usually don’t diverge from my regularly scheduled programming but... I literally don’t know what to do. I legitimately can’t believe this is happening. It feels... wrong. Like some sort of glitch in the universe, it doesn’t even feel real. As reality is setting in, it becomes harder for me to think about his friends, his family, and everyone that knew him without feeling so awful for how they must be feeling.
I never really thought about a scenerio like this.
I kind of assumed people around my age were just supposed to live for at least 70-80 more years. That in the year 2073, that was when I would hear something like this. But now??? Now??? I mean, Christ, he was only 20! He had his entire life ahead of him and now he’s gone. I just... I don’t know how to feel right now. There’s a huge lump in my throat and I’m gonna need some time to think about this. I probably will go back to our regular Andi Mack things, but right now I just need to breathe.