#2:54am

[ajyal-azez]

[omnya-a-shoman]

طاقة لا تتناسب مع معطيات الأمور؛ لكنها تتناسب معي..

[mindnmybidness]

Y’all as tired as I am. And as busy as this week was for me— I still managed to stay up andsection my hair so I can braid it tomorrow.And I’m proud of myself 😊.

bed time now

[a-dirty-minded-girl]

Wartorn

I am the shell of who I once was. I have fought the war of all wars and have made it out barely alive. I look the same. I sound the same. My heart still beats. But my brain is damaged beyond repair. There are so many deep scars inflicted on the outside and inside of this worn out body. The body I have continued to share with the same man as well as a handful of strangers. The body that has gone through the best and yet worst experience of my life.

I was shattered into a million pieces and most of those pieces are lost. But I rebuilt my temple and the armour I wear. I picked myself up from the depths of despair and trudged forward. Forever wounded. Bleeding within.

Six years ago I thought I experienced the worst thing to ever happen in my life. And then the foundation of who I thought I was came crashing down September 2017. And this began the year of some of the deepest pain and suffering that no one should have to endure.

In the end..

It was all for nothing.

It was as if it never happened.

And yet I carry it with me. In my wartorn heart. Barely beating. Almost empty of love to give. Holding onto the last sliver of hope that I will find my peace someday.

Until then... I fight the darkness from closing in on me. And the demon from taking what remains of my heart and soul.

[tikkish]

todays mood

[raicheu]

If I stay any longer, I’ll beg for more time. If I hold on too much, I won’t be able to live without your touch. If I make so many memories, I’ll only want to make more. Your precious will become a norm, And when something become a norm, It is no longer precious.

a while longer… // two : fifty-four am

[zyin]

Get to know me (Tagging Meme)

Tagged by @yandere-princessu

Name: Zain

Nickname: Zaino, Zainy, choobie

Height: 5′10ft

Ethnicity: south asian

Favorite Fruit(s): guavas and clementines

Favorite Season: winter

Favorite Book(s): The inheritance series (eragon)

Favorite Flower(s): sunflowers

Favorite Animal(s): horsies

Favorite Beverage: water @ 4°C

Favorite Fictional Character: zoro roronoa

Number of Blankets: 1

Dream Trip: Japan/Morocco/Turkey/Iceland

Blog Created: october 2016 (I think)

Number of Followers: 125

I tag: @yosuraii @thebanalone @glamour-divine @friesandcitrus @zibadia @cucumbersncheese @customadeanimememes @lovelycrossbones @luneri @lovpeacesmile @eccentricverbicide @svdvf and and and anyone else who wants to do so 😭😵😭 just tag me so I can read it pleaseee

[anxious-black-hottie]

is it halloween yet?

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