#23.10.17

[samsi6]

verbogen

++==++==++==++==++ in einer aushöhlung der krümme saß in anmut verborgen eine reliquie ==++==++==++==++== niemand ahnte etwas außer einem klempner der ungerührt die mehrwertsteuer taxierte ++==++==++==++==++

[mesemoa-translations]

Yujimaru: Luv u, Nokkun🤙🏻💓

Nokkuso: Yuji-sama~ 👐💗

[mesemoa-translations]

Nibansenji: muscular. pain. all. over. my. body.

Shirofuku: I’m having seitai therapy now… my neck is dying thanks to a certain song

Leo: I also feel pain all over my body, but I think it’s the events in the dressing room that caused it mostly 🤦🏻‍♂️

Nibansenji: Shirofuku-san has a perfect right to get angry at you

Shirofuku: I got a six-pack yesterday for sure

[mahalo6365]

短い距離だったが久しぶりのウォーキング🚶‍♀️太陽️☀️.°波の音🌊心地よい風につつまれて ヤッパ南国🌴はイイスネ✨

[mahalo6365]

青い海と空 彼方には飛行機✈️広ーい貸切状態のランニング🏃‍♀️コース何とも至福な時間

[highants]

アプデで入力カーソルみえなくなってしまったぞｗｗｗ tumblrとついったは角が丸くなる合戦でもしてるのか？ｗ

カーソル治ったけど、フローティングアイコンが消えてまた荒れそうだな。

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イランがうまいかんじにプレッシャーかけてるみたいだけど、脳筋イスラエルが読み違えそうで心配。

[kkum-dreams]

October 23rd, 2017: I miss you

I had just finished my driving lesson and went into our car. My siblings were sitting in the back and chatting.

Suddenly the car started to drive by itself and drove out of the mess of cars where we were. I didn’t think much of it because our car for driving lessons had such functions, too. This just ment someone was taking charge of it from outside.

[Such things do not really exist]

Dad came and took care of it.

As we arrived home it was already late so my siblings went to bed and I went to clean my face and brush my teeth. When I came out of the bathroom and passed the corridor to my room. I looked into the living room as I saw my father still sitting there amd watching TV. I thought I’d seen someone sitting close to him but wasn’t sure about it.

The next morning I woke up earlier as usual and went out of my room. In the corridor I saw my father who was holding the hand of my mother. I went up to them with shaking knees. I couldn’t say a word because I knew if I’d say anything I’d start crying. If I’d start crying my parents would do so, too. So I didn’t.

Then suddenly my little two year-old brother came and my mom let go of my father’s hand. We looked at him while he was looking at mom.

“Look, she is happy”

[The actual word is something that expresses being pleased, being happy and smiling at the same time]

My father and I looked at her and she really was smiling at her son.

“That’s really right my son” my father said. “just this world wouldn’t let her stay here with us” he added in a more quiet voice. He and my brother left. Before leaving my dad gave my mom one last look and left.

My mother wemt to the bathroom and left the door open. Right in the middle she sat down and started to pick something up. I realized it was her way of going back.

I kissed her head, careful nut to kiss her forehead.

[It says that if you kiss the forehead of a person who passed away, they wont appear in your dreams. ]

I laid my cheek against her head and started to cry big tears. The biggest tears I’ve ever cried. When I opened my eyes I saw she was crying, too.

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In reality I felt my face get wet from tears. That’s why I started to leave the dream slowly.