#26.08.2023

[zaynjmsource]

zayn:

[nocte-litteris]

Se que lo que sientes por mí no es amor, porque que amor te hace sufrir y te lástima hasta las lágrimas.

𝕶𝖚𝖗𝖆𝖎𝕯𝖊𝖆𝖙𝖍

[hosgeldinhuzun]

[biragacgibitekvehur]

taşıdım kara gençliğimi dağların damarından

hep döşümde yaratkan, patlayıcı bir kimya

beynimde hep manalı bir uçurum

[never-mind-sweetie]

[bekindtoyou4007]

Really vivid troubling dream last night. Almost makes me hesitate to try again tonight. But I'm sure it will be fine - sleep is important for mental and physical health. And I have fun things organised for tomorrow too and the rest of the weekend! I'm taking full advantage of the time I have. I have felt so moody today, I hate how angry and full of simmering rage and negativity I've been. Seeing rude behaviour of other drivers in traffic during a busy intersection was enough to make me feel like the human race wasn't worth caring about, until I slow breathed through it. I still do feel quite negative generally... I snapped at one point after H while playing video games so immediately called time and got some alone time for both of us set up. I hate feeling like an angry grumpy bitch. I just wish I could chill out. I am hoping it's just hormones plus not having enough to do right now...

[bekindtoyou4007]

Dream diary. Cast of Mad Men having psychiatric breaks one after another, having to be ferried to local asylum. Flash to parents house, little dark monster aliens trying to break in to glass windows and if one got in, smashing it would create more like the Hydra. Trying to clean large heavy filthy double bed.