#27th dec

[lovelysiren88]

I love the Carter family  😭

[lovelysiren88]

“Don’t go thinking I’m a weak link cuz I’m not.”

OKAY LOUISE! I LOVE THIS ENERGY!!! 

[lovelysiren88]

God Chantelle looks so over it.

She just looks SO tired.

[lovelysiren88]

Okay.... I might be falling in love with Lee.

[onisrn]

For the first time when I feel sad thinking about the past and moments I can't hold on to and haven't recorded and just can't experience ever again (like to document them here. I'm already starting to forget what we've been doing since we came.) For the first time when I feel sad about happy times today it occurred to me that I'll go through so many more things in my life. Like there's just so much more out there that'll make my heart burst with happiness and yeah I won't be able to hold onto those moments either but it doesn't make sense to dwell on past things that won't. come. back. That's just how Allah and time and life works. Like I have yet to experience loads of other holidays and compliments and my sister getting married (to whoever) and - I'm boutta get weird here hah thank god this is an anonymous blog - having a niece and idk getting married myself and having a kid 🤷. Like there's just so much more to come inshallah and I'll get to experience so much inshallah and no matter what joys I get, I have to remember that at the forefront Allah should always be there. In whatever joys I get, decisions I make, bad patches I go through, Allah needs to always be number 1 and I need to remember and acknowledge that everything is Him (through Him) and life is Him. ❤️

[onisrn]

i'm so curious as to how I would react to situations if I wasn't PMSing

Like situations that occur while I am PMSing. And obv won't while I'm not. ((Like what happened yesterday (the last post). I am most likely PMSing right now/when the last post happened))

[onisrn]

Okay I have to fill you in on lots but

This happened today/ right now and I need to write.

So like 10 minutes abbu left and since then I've come upstairs and locked myself in su khalas room and have been crying and listening to surah yasin. I'm crying because I miss him and we were having fun here and he's so nice and I miss him and idk (I can't remember) when he's coming to isloo next.

But before that these guests stayed for I ish u not p much 3 hours (2 hrs 45 mins ish). 3 HOURS. Like ok. They were Abbu's friend baqir badami and from isloo they and been planning ke well be having a meal with them blah blah (like ykw hen we would ask the itinerary for here) anyway apparently meal didn't work out so they came over. Fine whatevs. Do today mum was saying that they'll be coming at 4 so idk come and meet them. Then she's like you can just meet them for 5 mins and then go if you want. ???????? She never says that really unless I ask if I'll be allowed to go. So I was like why or idk what i said she's pata nahi na food might be less so it's better if you go then we'll give you the leftovers. Anyway there's were 3 people and the food was : pie in the sky truffle cake (they ordered a cake specially for them. That shouldve tipped me off), chicken strips, samosas, an ENTIRE quiche that was meant for su khala, juice I think that's it not sure tho. I mean sure food would've run out hah ofc like yes I'm fat but turns out I'm THAT fat ha who knew. Anyway so apa was ready pehle sei and she went down and then I got ready later and went BC I'm lazy and there was the uncle, his wife and their son who abbu was interrogating when I went. (he's in university omg waow what a coincidence guess who else is in uni. Yes you know where I'm going with this now) so then mummy went to do the food and apa was like do u need help and she's like no then I started to say should I help and she's like I'm yk one person's would be fine and then I went and then she didn't tell me to do anything and said you can go up now if you want now. I was like no I don't mind sitting so she like made a face is as like ......do you want me to go or. She's like yeah better that you do you know you'll were sitting squashed looks weird so I was like um food?? She's like we'll give u left overs so I got offended and went up.

Anyway then is as on the terrace like an hour later with Zainab and I was just thinking written in the stars and the rishta wala scene and I'm like OKs eems farfetched but WHAT THE FU

Then I went in and sa khala goes so how old is these on and I was like................I was thinking the same thing and the. I was like huh uni I think and then I was on the ironing board and I was just thinking ok I was thinking the same thing but you know my brain is weird but sa khala thought the exact same thing ??????¿¿?? Anyway then su khala came home (she left after the guests had come) and she was like they're still here and then she had guessed too and by this time it was like 6, 6:30 and she had guessed too and she and sa khala were talking about it and then by like 6:30 apa came up and then around 6:45 mummy said they've left and then I showed attitude BC she was being rude or idek why I'm being like this haha and then Abbu left and here am feeling sad listening to coke studio and feeling sad thinking about abbu and mummy and the guy he seems rlly cool (UPenn:O) also learning Quranic Arabic and lurks calligraphy and has lived in a bunch of places like omg waow he's eems perfect (and look were pretty ok also 😏 jokes jokes. No but srsly) but like he seems rlly cool. And his dad is Abbu's best friend. Yes I feel good about this okay bye thanks this has been good therapy and my coke studio song is also ending now wow perfect

[theballsent]

THE BALLS EVENT: Omodan & Friends, sun 27th of Dec 2015

THE BALLS EVENT: Omodan & Friends, sun 27th of Dec 2015

OMODAN & Friends will be Celebrating the Season and End of 2015…On 27th December 2015, @Korret Hamlet Amusement park by Nysc secretariat, off miango Road,Jos. SHOW TIME: 3pm (more…)

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