#2am angst

[fairedenale]

Headcanon: the Triple Goddess is the real reason Merlin is bad at healing magic (has to actively try and try hard when everything else seems to be oh so natural). She won't let him. We all know if he had that capability, he'd be using it as liberally as he could. He would saved Arthur. Laws don't apply to him (Nimueh gave him the water so it was because of her powers the balance had to be restored; he didn't do that himself. If he was able I have no doubt no one would have died). The Triple Goddess can't have that though. It'd ruin the whole "Future King" part of Arthur's Destiny.

[whxwhxt]

i’ve realized i miss you less than the things you took with you. like that song im obsessed with but now cant bear to listen to because its your favorite, or that amazing book i love with all my heart but that now hurts to read because you’re the one that got me to pick it up in the first place, or the one i was dying to read but you went and gave me your own copy right before we stopped talking so now i cant look at it without feeling guilty. the friends in common i no longer talk to because i’d have to explain too much, the last place i saw you, the streets or the bus i used to take everyday while talking to you on the phone. all tainted with memories, all gone. it sucked and i wanted out and im glad i got out - but how did i let you take so much in the process?

[convolutedblasphemy]

Hi what if Alastor's not allowed to talk about his deal and can't directly ask anyone who doesn't know for help and the reason why he hates technology that was created after his death so much is because he's so scared of losing his medium... his voice... the only thing that makes him feel like he's still being heard :)

[crwatters]

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[probablynotsherlockholmes]

so uhh how tf am i supposed to know someone likes me???? like??? ?? pretty sure i’m an unloveable rat but like???? what if??????

[hiddenmoth]

It's you and I; along with the in betweens.

[khodahafiz]

does anyone else feel like they don't belong anywhere/aren't really anything i mean im a living breathing human being with a beating heart but like that's it what's the point of me

[nanemo]

I cannot go to sleep because. Tomorrow.

I'm gonna shave my hair.

More or less. But wow. Never had them shorter than now (well, not since I had hair). And I've had this haircut (that I totally love) for 7 years (it's been too fucking long). And then I will

dye them in blue

(but not tomorrow) because if I'm gonna do something radical, I can at least do it through.

And I've wanted this for so long And I'm really excited But I'm afraid it won't look good on me Or stuff And my mother doesn't even know because I don't live with her anymore So next time I'll see her it will be like "Oh, by the way, I changed my hair a little bit" Hum.

BUT I'M SO EXCITED ANYWAY I CAN'T WAIT \o/ And Lethalya is coming with me <3

AND I WILL BE GORGEOUS (yes I will yes I will yes I will v_v) (and if I'm not it won't matter because hair regrow. That's what they DO !)