#2am rants

[goldenchan-fx2thepeacock]

Me: I don't identify with this particular headcanon I have for my favourite character from this piece of media.

Three examples of this: you sure about that?

Me, realizing: oh fuck. Have I internalized this?

Particular headcanon: seeks validation heavily by constructing a persona / identity and goes to extreme lengths to maintain it.

Am I talking about

A: Yamada Hizashi, Present Mic from BNHA.

B: Papyrus ( a bit more blatant in canon) from Undertale.

or

C: Camilo Madrigal (kinda? I dunno) from Encanto?

I think it happening one time with a favourite character is weird, but just the characterization

Three times is kinda suspicious

[bleach-your-panties]

Just so y'all know, after Valentine's Day, we have Tamaki's birthday in March, so you know I gotta do something for my baby 🥵💜👏🏾

[thesleepingnotsobeauty]

Selfish thoughts of mine

There's something increasingly frustrating about having to work while surrounded by people during this pandemic, when we're supposed to be social distancing, and then the expectation you can't go out. I don't mean to restaurants, take ou. & drive throughs is fine with me. 

But somehow if you go to the beach, a park, or hiking trails you are a bad person for not quarantining. It's very easy to stay 10+ feet away from people while outside in an open area provided it is not crowded. 

Meanwhile at work I still get customers touching me.

But I never went to any of those places pre-pandemic if it was crowded anyways.

[ironmvnon-blog]

okay so iw fucked us all up but why isn't anyone talking about pepper???? correct me if i'm wrong but there's no mention of her at the end

for all we know tony just lost is almost-son and the love of his life???? why haven't i seen posts about this

think about it, tony managing to come back to earth completely devastated, and it suddenly hits him that those deaths have affected the entire fucking universe so he just starts panicking because he can't reach pepper – can't reach anyone, really – and he doesn't know what happened, if anything happened at all, he just doesn't know and it kills him but he keeps on searching, looking everywhere until he sees surveillance of the tower thanks to friday and it kills him a little more

he had to witness his boy die and now he watches pepper disappear

again, why isn't anyone talking about pepper fucking potts????

[that-invisible-blog]

It's comforting to know that as I am dealing with some bullshit that shouldn't even be the bullshit that it is, so is Taylor Swift in her own way. Reminding me that the world is unfair from the lowest to the low to the highest of the high, someone is always going to be there to tear you down and cause you problems and try and lead you off course to a place you don't want to be, nor have time to be, distracting you from the goal at hand. So Thank You @taylorswift for not only having your music readily available on Spotify so I can listen to a playlist of all of your songs when I'm feeling down, but also just being you

[prettypinkrosie]

i think my mom fucked up when she first crticized me for always wanting something. i kind of think she knew what she was doing.

she gave me a weapon, i think she doesn't really like it.

what am i if not desire, want? what am i if not a mess full of need and greed? what am i outside of my desires, am i, outside of my desires?

why is ambition an ugly trait when it's me, why is it an insult thrown and not a compliment given?

why does my ambition terrify my mother?

[everythings-as-it-seems]

Might fuck around and drop out of uni once again go pursue and old dream of becoming s flight attendent. A girl I know became one and she loves it, just because she’s constantly traveling to new places and honestly that excites the shit outta me. Iike fuck yeah I’m in a new place every week. My mom always thinks I want to leave because of her but really has nothing to do with my family. I just wanna get out and see things before I’m not able to. I wanna be able to be in my old age and be happy that I did a whole bunch of things while I could. I figure I’m young, I can always return to school. But my entire family all look down on me for not going through with graduating from uni, even tho most of them never even graduated from high school, my mom is the first in my family to have graduated college and university. I guess they all want me to be the second. But god damn is school hard. Colllege was so much simpler. I mean I can get the good grades, last semester I ended up with a c, which isn’t bad considering it was my first semester, was doing it by myself online, and working full time. But I can’t actually see myself Doug this, changing my major just because it’s easier to find work with psychology than forensics or criminology. I can’t see me doing a 9-5, listening to others, diagnosing them, writing up reports. I feel like I’d lose my head, knowing I went through all this schooling just to go straight to working. By the time all this is accomplished I’ll probably be in my 30’s, and I’d still feel sad especially knowing I never got to see the world.

[some-different-account]

West Virginia’s Name

North and South Carolina: Like siblings, they’re so close they’re even named after each other. 10/10 relationship. #goals

North and South Dakota: Same thing I guess, but I forgot these existed until now, so 8/10. Look at North Dakota, go south and you’re in South Dakota. Go North from South Dakota and you’re where you would expect: North Dakota. Makes as much sense as shoes being in pairs.

Virginia: Normal Virginia. OG Virgina. Sounds like your wise grandfather who sits on the porch and gives you life advice.

West Virginia: Thinks it can copy older relative OG Virginia and not confuse people. People looking at Virgina assume there’s no other Virginia because there’s no naming convention like with the Carolina or Dakota bros. West Virginia? Yeah that’s the place west of Virgina, but it didn’t go and talk to Virginia to see if the name was OK first, so now it looks like Virginia wasn’t in on this and feels mocked by this name-stealing younger cousin of his. BEING IN COUNTRY ROADS DOESN’T REDEEM YOUR BAD NAME, WEST VIRGINIA