today went from bad to worse really really fast. i shouldn’t feel guilty for debby being miserable as hell but i do. and it’s not just “I’m sorry” guilt. It’s the kind that eats at you along with everything else. i tried to make her leave, but she’s stubborn as hell and no matter how many times or how many ways i try and convince her i’m fine she gives me every reason that she can’t believe me. and i’m done, i give up arguing with her because it’s only piling on. and i’m hanging to a very thin thread as it is. i just…








