Super late in writing any #bumpdates but quite frankly the anniversary of Rory’s passing and turmoil of the few days after was incredibly difficult, upsetting and a whole range of other emotions. Coupled with the fact I presented at the hospital again several times for decreased movements I have found it all overwhelming and absolutely exhausting. • Sprout is doing completely fine he is head down and rotating between left occiput posterior and anterior. When he moves in to the anterior position I can no longer feel his kicks through my placenta. Generally as soon as the CTG goes on he does a few big movements and everything always tracks well but for my own peace of mind I always get checked out. • My doctor is super happy with how everything is going despite my presentations at the hospital - they always worry her knowing our history - but so far it’s purely positional. My last scan way back in December was able to be reviewed by her after my last appointment #technologyisgreatwhenitworks and as we suspected everything is tracking well with Sprout’s growth and my placenta. So pleased is she with everything that she is contemplating not inducing me as early or at all... Something I have very mixed feelings about and we will continue to discuss. • I am finding the end of this pregnancy incredibly uncomfortable and am ready for this little guy to be here already. I am also finding some of my anxieties creeping back in especially with this spate of decreased movements.... This was our first indication of problems with Zoe’s pregnancy. It is such a roller coaster of emotions and I ready to be off of it. • #pregnancy #bumpdate #32weekupdate #technically33weeks3days #expecting #pregnancyafterloss #pal #babychisholm3 #babysprout #growingourfamily #hypnobirthing #hypnobirthingmumma https://www.instagram.com/p/Bs5UVjrHP1N/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4f0y9i0l67j7