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To Write Or Not To Write
To write or not to write?
'Tis not a question at all.
Write about anything, big or small.
To write or not to write?
'Tis such a foolish thing to ask.
Write about the future, the present, or the past.
To write or not to write?
'Tis a ridiculous though.
Write about peace, and many wars fought.
To write or not to write?
I shall indulge it no more.
For I will write about life, love, and much much more.
(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LfI3Vsn8k2s)
When we were together I did anything for you. Like I did stop talking to certain people for you. And now that we aren't together I'm talking to the people you didn't want me to talk to in the first place and now I don't know if it's a bad thing or not for doing so. I feel bad but at the same time we aren't together anymore and I can do whatever... And like I don't wanna go about my life not liking someone if I don't have a reasonable reason... lol idk if this makes sense
5 positive things
had the house to myself 90% of the day
Finished Political Animals
Started Daredevil. I’m on episode 4 now
Picked up some shawarma and baba ghanoush for dinner
Met my 3 liter goal of water consumption for the day. I usually cop out at 2.
I'm bawling on the bathroom floor because I love you
“We talked about how much it sucked, but no matter what we had to remain n o t h i n g. And in that deafening silence, I asked if I could still call you my snowflake. And you said okay”
One day we’re going to talk about how we can’t continue on. And we’ll have to figure out what we can still do and what we can’t. And if we can do anything at all. Because I love you, and if another girl is around I’ll never be happy. So I’ll probably have to lose you at some point. The thought of being replaced hurts more than anything, even if it’s what’s best for the both of us.
its like i run and i like running. but i dont like people knowing that i run. i like people knowing that i ran. but i dont want them knowing i run or watch me run or anything like that. thats a private part of my life and i would like to keep it that way for a while. i have a reputation of being azy and i think it is good that i be fit but i want to keep up my “lazy person” status. so i act really lazy and i meani dont see anything wrong with it. but i like surprising people. so maybe thats what i like most. being able to surprise people. act stupid make all A’s. act extremely lazy be able to jog a few miles. act like i eat whatever i want when i want restrict my eating and be on a diet. so people think im a mess that accidentally has my life together somehow when in reality i am trying extremely hard to make it look that way.
4-10-15
Things feel weird with a lot of people right now. I don’t want a repeat of what happened with Jack, but I know my friends could use support that I’m not prepared to give. I’m probably the shittiest person alive.