#4-5-13

[whenitsquietwhenitsdark]

I want a love that’s like a contradiction. I want it loud       like Times Square on New Years        when there are so many people I can’t even hear

       you laugh in my ear. 

I want it quiet         like ruffling sheets and         lukewarm cups of coffee and         Sunday afternoon light streaming in the window.  I want it colorful         like Christmas lights shining on your face,         sitting next to               our tree.  I want it dark         like panic attacks and         broken plates and         insecurities and         just breathing in,              breathing out. I want it clean,         like fucking khakis and         rolling my eyes at you over game night at my parents’ house

       eating your second slice of pie. 

I want it dirty         like rucked up skirts and         soaked panties and wet, slick and         no time for the bed so the kitchen tile will have to do.  I want it big and vast         like holding your hands as we finally see the sunrise               and the entire world waking up  I want it small         like our pinkies linked over the gearshift with only two hours until               home        but I feel like I’m already there.

[louestylss]

louestyls:

i am feeling so bad for people that live in boston. i don't know.. i just want to hug you all and make you feel like everything's alright but i can't!! so if you're from boston i just want you to know that I love you and I'm praying for you all. I LOVE YOU  <3

[rneglomaniac]

i was in a car garage, like for repair services - there were car mechanics there and they had a little band going but they sang really badly.

there was something involving a sims 2 expansion pack, and then from an aerial view in the game, there was a simtunes layout with dangan ronpa images.

then there was this strange part where i was in a bed with some male stranger who seemed strong, but it was like a hypothetical situation that i lived through - i went back in time and when he tried to make a move on me for the 2nd time i squeezed his balls lol wtf but then i guess he didnt bother me anymore

also i think there was drugs in there somewhere..??? idk

[sslarrysettingsail]

Harry with fans at a bar in London-April 5th 2013.

Based on a tweet from Ashton from 5SOS, Harry went with them to the bar (and possibly Gemma). 

Credit to (x)

[cameronowens-blog]

Relativity of Time

I love the concept that Jennifer Egan sort of hashes out all throughout this story of how time seems to just fly by in an instant for those that have experienced a lot of it. It was so crazy to me as I read this story and put myself into the shoes of the characters when they would be in the midst of a life altering situation where they would never be the same and the narrator of the story, whoEVER it was at that point in time, would seemingly offhandedly mention something like “oh, and then they joined a cult and were almost sold into slavery…. But, hey! Now they are thrice divorced, working on a fourth marriage, and have seventeen kids! Not a big deal, right?” and we, as the readers, would just have to take it in stride. Thinking back and analyzing the story in hindsight, I realize this must be how it is to have years of life time under your belt. I talk to adults all the time and I’ll mention something along the lines of how it’s crazy that it’s already spring of 2013 and they always respond with a sentiment  roughly saying that it’ll only go faster from here on out. I think this truth is best shown by Bennie in the first chapter we meet him in when he is having constant flash backs of incidents where he signed his first big hit band or that time where he tried to kiss a nun and it all seems like yesterday to him in his mind. Interesting stuff…