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today’s mood:
ego death or just another fall from grace?
my wings are torn and i cant take this much longer.
i need to be perfect again.....
I am a Disaster
Started my period today which is making want to lie in bed and eat and cry all day when I need to be watching my caloric intake and being fucking productive but apparently nope! Not gonna happen today! Just gonna sit in front of my computer on the verge of tears eating cinnamon toast crunch! Pls someone put me out of my misery!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
WHY THE F*CK CAN’T I CHANGE!?
I just want you think about me as much as I think about you
its been a long time since i felt anxious over talking to you again. and i wonder if its because im starting to fear you. im worried anything i say will hurt you - and eventually you will snap and hurt me. i deserve it after hurting you. but i swear it wasnt my intention. i never meant to be so sad with myself. i never meant to hurt myself.