Say it Again (Secret ch.2)
Pairing: Namjoon x Jungkook
Summary: Part 2 of Secret. Namkook are so in love and horny
Tags: smut, porn, sex, switch!Joon, switch!JK, rough sex, anal sex, oral sex, semi-public sex, PDA, secret relationship, horny JK, I Love you, denial of feelings, angst, love, anal play, sex toys, butt plugs.
Namjoon has been working for several hours now. Head, weary with a hangover. Just hours after Namjoon left Jungkook in bed this morning, Jungkook’s name lights up his cell phone.
Where are you? Meet at my studio?
I’m swamped. Meet you at home?
Namjoon hits play on the video that arrives. Jungkook's plump ass faces a full length mirror as he fingers himself. His ass is slick with lube and swollen from being used by Namjoon the previous two days. He uses a free hand to cinch his t-shirt around his waist. Namjoon can’t see his face but there are unmistakable little whimpers in the background. It doesn't take a moment for Namjoon to reply.
Namjoon hurries to Jungkook’s studio and unlocks the door to see him in front of the mirror.
“Hyung…” Jungkook whines, as Namjoon walks over.
Namjoon lifts Jungkook to his feet by his waist, kissing him. “What has you so worked up baby?”
“Can’t stop thinking about you,” Jungkook pants through Namjoon's kisses. “Thinking about how good you looked last night all filled up… makes me need you more.”
The words urge on Namjoon. He removes Jungkook's shirt and presses his back against his own chest, letting his hands roam free and admiring Jungkook's body in the mirror.
Namjoon rests his chin resting on Jungkook’s shoulder from behind him, rubbing hands over his chest and abs, and over his hard cock.
Namjoon tries to slow things down, knows they can get carried away fast. He takes a moment to really look at Jungkook.
“You’re so beautiful,” he admires. Jungkook shys his face away.
“I'm serious,” he plants a soft kiss on his cheek…”look at you.” Namjoon watches a smile creep on Jungkook's bitten-pink lips.
Jungkook speaks to Namjoon's reflection. “Say it again,” he says softly.
Namjoon smiles. “Again?” nuzzling his face into Jungkook’s neck.
“Again. Please?” Something in Jungkook's eyes looks unsure, desperate. Like he’s never heard it before.
He pulls Jungkook's chin back to look directly at him. “I love you, Jungkook.” he kisses him softly, holding his torso.
Jungkook whines and cranes his neck back to kiss him, hands tangling in his hair.
“I love your body,” Namjoon says, grazing fingers over the curve of Jungkook's hip. “I love this spot on your neck,” he sucks gently where Jungkook’s neck and shoulder meet. Jungkook swoons, nuzzles his cheek to Namjoon.
“And this one,” he continues, moving to right behind his ear and Jungkook giggles, breath increasing.
Namjoon urges Jungkook to prop his arms on either side of the mirror and bend over. He leans down and examines Jungkook’s used hole.
His voice gets low, almost a growl.
“I even love your cunt like this,” swirling his tongue around the sensitive area “puffy and swollen.”
Jungkook begs, bucking his hips back. “Pleeeeease,”
Namjoon pulls him up by his hair and Jungkook gasps, hands not braced on anything anymore, just being held up by Namjoon.
“I love what a little slut you are for me…” Namjoon filthily whispers, “...begging for it when I just fucked you this morning,” sinking teeth into his neck.
“Fuck me,” Jungkook whines at the mirror, grinding his ass back into Namjoon.
Namjoon is already sliding himself out of his pants, unbothered to remove his clothing. He pours nearby lube from Jungkook’s video shoot, guides Jungkook to lift his ass and slides inside. Namjoon sets a punishing pace right away, heedless of Jungkook's sensitive hole.
Namjoon props Jungkook’s body up flush in front of his own, watching him in the mirror. “Love fucking you till you’re full and dripping,” he taunts, feeling himself teetering on the edge already.
“Please, I need it.” Jungkook whines.
Tumbling to the floor, Jungkook gets to his hands and knees. Namjoon gets a better grip on Jungkook's hips and pushes him down onto his cock.
Jungkook moans, pleased to get Namjoon deeper inside.
Plowing inside, Namjoon growls as their skin slaps and squelches together. He keeps his rhythm when he comes, watching cum drip from Jungkook as he continues to slam inside.
He pulls out and doesn’t lose stride. Flipping Jungkook to his back on the floor, Namjoon leans down to take him into his mouth. He grabs the base of Jungkook's cock, lips wrapped tight and running over the top. Jungkook tangles encouraging hands in Namjoon's hair, pulling when he’s about to come but Namjoon sinks his lips to the base. Jungkook shudders and whines, spilling into Namjoon's throat.
Namjoon rises up to peck Jungkook’s lips before collapsing beside him on the floor, both catching their breath.
Jungkook shifts his body and winces, sensitive.
“Sorry,” Namjoon apologizes.
“Worth it,” Jungkook smiles, lacing their hands together.
“Are you sore at all?” Jungkook asks and Namjoon's heart races, images from the night before flashing through his mind.
Namjoon's eyes dart down, “a little.”
Jungkook snuggles up to him, resting his head on Namjoon's chest.
“Well, Did you like it?” Jungkook asks.
“You've asked me that already.”
Jungkook smiles sweetly, looks up at him. “Say it again.”
Namjoon smiles back. “Yes, I liked it…”
“Well… do you want to do more?” Jungkook's eyes are cute and wide in anticipation.
“Are you setting up our next fuck when we’ve just finished? And you’re nearly swollen shut?”
“That's not an answer,” Jungkook points, unwilling to let Namjoon get away with it.
Namjoon swallows before allowing himself to be honest. “I haven't stopped thinking about how good it felt, Jungkook,” stroking fingers along his cheek.” I want you, all of you. Want to be full of you.”
“Shit,” Jungkook whispers, looking like he might bend Namjoon over right there.
Namjoon feels relieved. Relieved he can just feel the good feelings without guilt or regret anymore.
“You love me?” Namjoon asks.
Jungkook laughs at him ,rolls his eyes like it goes unsaid.
“I love you, Namjoon” he kisses his lips, then leans in to whisper. “And tonight im gonna fuck you so good, you wont be able to walk tomorrow.”
Namjoon feels an excitement pool in his belly at the threat when there’s a knock at the door.
Jungkook checks the camera. “It's Jimin.” Jungkook quickly dresses, kicking the bottle of lube under the couch. Namjoon zips his pants, straightens himself up.
“Ready?” Jungkook asks before opening the door.
Namjoon nods, nervous, knowing he needed to talk to Jimin about last night but wanted to do it on his own terms.
Jungkook opens the door and Jimin enters, scoffing at their obviously fucked out looks.
“What's up?” Jungkook asks, Namjoon staying silent behind him.
“I'm here to speak to Namjoon-hyung?… I figured I'd find you here,” he says to Namjoon.
“Ok,” Jungkook flops casually on the couch.
Jimin clears his throat. “… alone?”
Jungkook sits up, indignant at being tossed from his own studio. Namjoon and Jimin glare at him, cueing his exit.
Jungkook rises to his feet and Kisses Namjoon square on the lips before leaving. “See you at home?”
Jimin stifles a smile and rolls his eyes, it’s the first time they've acknowledged it like this. Namjoon notices Jimin's reaction and lays it on thick, laughing and pulling Jungkook back.
“I love you, baby,” he kisses Jungkook again.
“I love you too,” Jungkook replies back with a cheeky smile, Namjoon spanking him on the way out.
“Enough,” Jimin scolds as Jungkook leaves.
The silence settles when Jungkook's sweet presence leaves. Namjoon stutters to start and Jimin interrupts.
“I'm sorry for everything yesterday,” Jimin starts. “The way I acted, the way I was touching Jungkook… I was wrong. Please forgive me, hyung.” He bows.
Namjoon follows up before forgiving too quickly. “Why did you do it?” Namjoon asks.
“Because you were lying to us.” Jimin says, hurt. “But I should've let you tell us in your own time.”
Namjoon runs hands over his head. “I’m sorry I made it seem like I couldn't trust you.
Thank you for protecting us.”
Despite reconciliation, Namjoon can't get the image of Jungkook thrusting up into Jimin's hand under the table from his mind. The way his eyes rolled back…it was too familiar, too comfortable.
“You and Jungkook…?” It comes out as a question.
Jimin straightens and shuffles his feet. “It’s…not my place to say,” he offers and the overwhelming silence tells an unspoken history. “But It’s long over.” he concludes with a nod.
Namjoon accepts his explanation and asks a final question. “Last night, you told me…’You're not keeping the secret you think you are’,” recalling. “What does that mean?”
Jimin sighs heavily before answering.
“You and Jungkook have never been a ‘secret’… it’s been a long time coming, I think.”
Namjoon is tuned to Jimin words as he speaks.
“The secret is… something about the way you two look at each other. Seeing you the last few months…it's like you’re both in on some great secret the rest of the world isn’t privy to.”
Namjoon thinks for a while, likes the way Jimin is seeing them.
“I’m happy you told him…that you love him.” Jimin concludes.
Namjoon half chuckles, unsure. “I don’t think he believes me. He keeps asking me to tell him again like I'll change my mind.”
Jimin tilts his head, understanding something about Jungkook Namjoon doesn’t yet.
“Jungkook got his dream come true,” Jimin says softly. “I think he’s afraid he’ll wake up.” He continues. “Jungkook has loved you for a long time. Before...anything or anyone else.”
It's then when Namjoon realizes How long Jungkook's been waiting, how agonizing it must've been when they were just fooling around and why he asks to hear it again and again.
Namjoon has always known but always pushed the feelings aside, chalking all of Jungkook's feelings and actions to admiration, being an older brother. Chalking his own feelings up to nothing.
Namjoon and Jimin leave Jungkook's studio, embracing before parting ways..
Namjoon is pulled to Jungkook's apartment like a magnet, suddenly feeling that there's so much more to say.
Namjoon enters the apartment and meets Jungkook where he stirs a pot in the kitchen. Namjoon grabs Jungkook by the waist and looks right in his eyes.
“I love you.” he says sincerely.
Jungkook smiles gleefully again, wrapping arms around Namjoon’s neck.
“I love you,” he replies. Just as happy to hear it as ever.
“I'm sorry you had to wait so long for me to tell you,”
Jungkook giggles. “Hyung, it's only been a few months,” placing a spatula down.
Namjoon frowns, wanting to help Jungkook understand.
“When did you know that you loved me?” Namjoon asks, seriously.
Jungkook's eyes go wide and he stammers. “You first,”
Namjoon takes a deep breath, trying to find the right words.
“Before… you were my friend, We grew up together,” he gazes out. “Then, our conversations got deeper and I realized… I didn’t know you as well as I thought.” He shakes his head to himself. “When you kissed me for the first time that night…It’s like I was seeing you for the first time. I knew nothing would be the same after that.”
Jungkook tilts his head to him, lost in thought.
Jungkook wrings his hands. “I don’t have one,” he admits.
“What?” Namjoon questions.
Jungkook swallows and Namjoon grabs his fidgeting hands, soothing his nerves.
“When we met, I just knew.” Jungkook says in a heavy exhale.
“Knew what?” Namjoon bids.
“Something,” he chuckles, then continues. “I was really young and I don’t think I knew what to call those feelings then. I knew it was more than admiring you but I knew I couldn’t think too much about it. But it’s always been there. And it wasn’t until recently that I understood what it was.”
What is it?,” Namjoon urges, lips drawn to Jungkook’s words.
“There is no “before & after” for me.” He shrugs his shoulders. “I love you.”
They kiss softly, having a better understanding of each other now.
“Worth the wait,” Jungkook touts with a kiss.
Pressing their foreheads together, Namjoon gives Jungkook's arms an acknowledging squeeze.
“Candles?” Namjoon changes the subject.
“Wanted it to be nice for you,” Jungkook says, already removing Namjoon's shirt. Namjoon laughs, fond of Jungkook's eagerness.
“Yeah, I made dinner,” he begins, guiding their bodies to the bedroom. “Are you hungry?”
“I was, but now I think it can wait,” breath increasing at Jungkook's touch and anticipation.
“Good,” Jungkook says, pressing a hand to Namjoon's chest to guide him on the bed. Jungkook removes Namjoon's pants and crawls above him, preying, kissing down his chest and abs.
“You’re not hungry, I'm guessing?” Namjoon teases. Jungkook rises and grips Namjoon’s jaw between his thumb and index finger, kissing him. Jungkook nips Namjoon's bottom lip with his teeth.
“Im starved,” Jungkook replies.
Namjoon's eyes go wide, feeling that ignition of desire that always sets them at a fast pace.
“Off,” Namjoon breathes out, rushing to remove Jungkook's shirt. Jungkook stands to his feet, hurriedly removing the rest of his clothes.
Jungkook lays himself above Namjoon, kissing his neck and over his nipples. He leans down to tuck his face between his ass cheeks, urging Namjoon to lift his hips.
Namjoon shuts his eyes, tries to steady his breathing. Prying his nervous knees open, Jungkook licks a strip from just above his hole, dragging it up to the tip of his shaft. Namjoon shudders.
Jungkook spits from high up and spreads the moisture around Namjoon's opening, poking the tip of his finger inside to see how stretched he is from the previous night. Leaning down, Jungkook latches his lips to suck and eat at Namjoon greedily. Namjoon trembles beneath him, stifling moans at first. Jungkook eats him sloppily, flicking his tongue around Namjoon's ass, attempting to draw sounds from him.
“Does that feel good?” Jungkook asks.
“Yes,” Namjoon breathes out.
“Then let me hear you,” Jungkook says, inserting a finger into Namjoon. Arching his back, Namjoon tries to focus on not holding his breath. When Jungkook pushes two fingers to the webbing, Namjoon gasps and whines. Jungkook hums, satisfied. Still letting his tongue circle over his fingers, Namjoon places his hands on his forehead unsure how to handle the sensation, moaning each time Jungkook pushes in.
“Turn over,” Jungkook instructs, letting his fingers slide out. Namjoon complies, lifting his ass in the air. Jungkook takes him from behind completely.
Namjoon's heart races, unsure if this is the moment. Jungkook pushes his two fingers in again, taking more time to scissor and twist into Namjoon, until he’s primed and pliant around him. Namjoon rests on his forearms, feeling Jungkook stretch him, plunging fingers inside.
“Ready?” Jungkook asks. Namjoon pushes his hips back in response.
Jungkook spills generous lube and pushes just the tip in at first, pulling in and out a few times shallowly before sinking all the way inside.
Namjoon chokes out a moan, feeling Jungkook split through him. Jungkook gropes at Namjoon’s thick ass cheeks. “Love how you wrap so tight around me.”
Holding Namjoon by his waist beneath him, Jungkook sets a pace, thrusting inside. Namjoon relishes in being so full, bouncing his hips faster on Jungkook's cock. Jungkook stills his own hips to watch Namjoon's ass work his shaft and offers an encouraging spank. Namjoon whines, at the tingle.
“Fuck, baby.” Jungkook slaps again. Namjoon is shocked at the moans escaping him.
Jungkook turns Namjoon to his back again and curls his arms around his thighs. Dragging him to the edge of the bed, Jungkook buries himself inside, watching himself disappear into Namjoon. He pushes his thighs to his chest, getting impossibly deep with slow and powerful thrusts, grinding into his body.
Namjoon cries out. “Wait_ wait, i’m gonna come,” Namjoon sits up and presses his hand to Jungkook’s shoulder, trying to stop him, not wanting it to end.
“there,” Jungkook mutters to himself and plows harder into the spot he’s found. Namjoon throws his head back as cum spills from his untouched cock each time Jungkook drills into that spot deep inside him.
Jungkook slows, giving Namjoon a breath. He stays inside, thrusting slowly.
“How do you feel,’ Jungkook checks in, spilling a little more lube where their bodies connect.
For once, Namjoon doesn’t have words, just pulls Jungkook in for a kiss. Jungkook groans and pushes deep again, to that spot, holding it there until Namjoon whines.
“Does that feel good?” Jungkook checks.
“Yes,” Namjoon pants. I just feel like_
Jungkook pulls Namjoon's fisted hands to his thighs, encouraging him to hold them open. Namjoon does, ready to take what Jungkook gives him. Bracing himself on the mattress with one arm, Jungkook finally grabs hold of Namjoon's aching wet shaft, stroking him and quickening his pace pounding inside him. Namjoon sobs at the contact, holding himself open.
“Now you’re gonna come,” Jungkook whispers and Namjoon comes at his words, feeling a familiar pulsing in his cock, then, warmth spilling inside him as Jungkook groans through his own orgasm.
Namjoon lays with closed eyes and shaking legs, whining when Jungkook pulls out of him. Jungkook leans down to slurp at his messy tummy, tasting every drop of him. Insatiable, even after the act.
Namjoon is in and out of consciousness when he feels the touch of Jungkook's hand on his body ,cleaning the both of them with a wet washcloth and tossing it aside.
Jungkook lays with Namjoon, spooning his body and wrapping a hand around his waist from behind. He plants kisses down the line of Namjoon’s neck. Then, long on his lips, Namjoon has never felt so close.
When they pull apart, Jungkook's eyes are already beckoning.
“Say it again,” Jungkook whispers.
Namjoon whispers back, “I love you.’