#5-9-21

[adios-gatos]

finally drew my fatui ocs harbinger form ✰

since zanni usually has a civilian identity for their assignments, they choose to wear a full face mask and to use their pyro vision to alter their hair color

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[trustmeimadoctor]

Unraveling this whole control thing is making me realize how much control that I don’t actually and have never actually had. I just realized how fucking hard I struggle with communication. I’m so on edge worried about being misunderstood or misunderstanding and appearing confused, stupid, unstable or outright insane! It’s fucking exhausting! That has been MY WHOLE FUCKING LIFE! How the fuck am I not completely burnt out into a catatonic mess?

[trustmeimadoctor]

She's a rollercoaster.

[trustmeimadoctor]

Okay so... someone is speaking French... I don’t know French. I’m sure it’s just something random I’ve heard before but it’s still weird lol My great grandparents used to speak French with my grandmother all the time so maybe some of it is still deep in my mind from that. My great grandparents were from Quebec. I still don’t know what the voice is saying though lol

[trustmeimadoctor]

We walk with God.

[222kelly]

I AM JUST A FREAK!

I DREAM

OF YOU

ALMOST EVERY NIGHT

HOPE

FULLY

I WON'T WAKE UP THIS TIME

God the lyrics are almost kinda sad but it just hits in all the right fucking places UGHS AJJAJAIZJJZUXIIZISUJA ON REPEAT ON REPEAT ON REPEAT ON REPEAT

Feeling so nostalgic