#571

[sade1deli]

[the-queen-of-geese]

timeloop, anyone? anyone want some timeloop? COME GET YOUR TIMELOOP, SMOKIN' HOT FRESH FROM THE OVEN

FUCK YOU I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK

[newvehiclefees]

[meepmonstare]

How goes the timeloop?

the first this year

[daily-xisuma]

[571] My sick and awesome cipher

[coinedbank]

571: fluctuating impulse control, or flux impulse control

[PT: 571: fluctuating impulse control, or flux impulse control /end PT]

DEFINITION ⦂⠀Someone who has fluctuating impulse control.

ADDITIONAL ⦂⠀Coined on the 21st of December, 2025.

TAGGING ⦂⠀@c1rcus-of-silliness @radiomogai @scarmogai

[1111cherry]

1) inspiration!! we need a teacher support group like the kalvin’s men’s group. The slogan would definitely be that sound “we listen, we don’t judge” and some sort of snack has to be provided obviously.

I could get real vulnerable with them. I can talk about how being burnt out affected my teaching. And how different my responses are when I remain grounded. Instead of spiraling out. I’ve told the crumbled paper story so many times. I can tell it again.

Ideas are really coming to me now.

Side note: thank god for growth again. Thinking about presentations that were practice.

I was a little worried about how so many of my high vision ideas never come to fortuition. I remind myself of alignment and that stops the worry. And I maybe at a yet… or two 

2) i’ve been saying excuse me more

3) it’s been a good weekend :) probs to me for doing the hard thing of skipping angie’s christmas party. I wanted to see the girls, but I was so tired. And thought of being on for so many strangers was bleh. I desperately wanted to close my eyes towards the end of the play *** so after picking up and taking my mom home, i took a nap. I set alarms for around seven. woke up at 12:32 AM. Realized I’d set my alarms for 7 AM instead of 7 PM. Thankfully, I already texted Angie to say I probably wouldn’t make it because of the weather. I was willing to change my mind if it was still good out after my nap. I think I needed all the sleep though. It was a long week at work, but it was honestly my favorite week so far of the school year.

***Holy fuck, I was lucky!!! I happened to land on a show where all three of my students were preforming!!! I knew the two were in it, I wasn’t sure which times but I got lucky! And running into Karla was nice to have someone sit with

Christmas party was fun! For the most part ~ twas a lil lamish, but laughing is always fun and getting to get dressed up

Muwahahahahahahaha. My intuition is on point. I almost lost my mind in the shoe department of walmart. I knew I wanted to get Brooke a pair of slippers for her birthday with slipper day coming up on our school calendar. I was like OK I’m gonna have to look at multiple stores, not buy anything and then go back to my favorite pair. For some reason, I knew walmart was going to have what I needed. I started at Walmart because I needed a few other things and I figured I could just go back if I didn’t find anything else. I didn’t even bother looking at any other stores. Once I found them, I knew there was never gonna be a better pair for Brooke. I am so excited to give them to her tomorrow!!!!! 

I had to do a sharp inhale. I almost forgot about the most important good thing about this weekend.

When I was picking up my car/dropping off my mom, I remembered I wanted her skis. My old pair was from when I was like 11 and she currently isn’t gonna be able to use them so they are mine for now. She second hand made me ask dad while on the phone and he said he’d get them down but then after the car shit I knew he hadn’t thought about it. so I went looking for them. I couldn’t find them. I had my mom come out too. We find where they are in the rafters. She said she’d go ask dad I was like no he’s gonna lose his shit and I don’t feel like listening to him bitch, so I’m just gonna do it. Don’t ask him because then he’ll bitch about me doing it. so just let’s do it right now. Mom was against her at first, but she finally agreed. Felt like fate there was a ladder right there. The oldest rickiest wooden ladder of my life. I don’t even think you could see a brand name because all the paint have been worn off if there was ever even paint on this thing, the hinges were rusty. anyways I go up to and pull down the skis and it all worked out and nothing bad happened and I was so proud of Mom for trusting us to do that. And also me for going up on a ladder