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timeloop, anyone? anyone want some timeloop? COME GET YOUR TIMELOOP, SMOKIN' HOT FRESH FROM THE OVEN
FUCK YOU I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK
How goes the timeloop?
the first this year
[571] My sick and awesome cipher
571: fluctuating impulse control, or flux impulse control
[PT: 571: fluctuating impulse control, or flux impulse control /end PT]
DEFINITION ā¦ā Someone who has fluctuating impulse control.
ADDITIONAL ā¦ā Coined on the 21st of December, 2025.
TAGGING ā¦ā @c1rcus-of-silliness @radiomogai @scarmogai
1) inspiration!! we need a teacher support group like the kalvinās menās group. The slogan would definitely be that sound āwe listen, we donāt judgeā and some sort of snack has to be provided obviously.
I could get real vulnerable with them. I can talk about how being burnt out affected my teaching. And how different my responses are when I remain grounded. Instead of spiraling out. Iāve told the crumbled paper story so many times. I can tell it again.
Ideas are really coming to me now.
Side note: thank god for growth again. Thinking about presentations that were practice.
I was a little worried about how so many of my high vision ideas never come to fortuition. I remind myself of alignment and that stops the worry. And I maybe at a yet⦠or two 
2) iāve been saying excuse me more
3) itās been a good weekend :) probs to me for doing the hard thing of skipping angieās christmas party. I wanted to see the girls, but I was so tired. And thought of being on for so many strangers was bleh. I desperately wanted to close my eyes towards the end of the play *** so after picking up and taking my mom home, i took a nap. I set alarms for around seven. woke up at 12:32 AM. Realized Iād set my alarms for 7 AM instead of 7 PM. Thankfully, I already texted Angie to say I probably wouldnāt make it because of the weather. I was willing to change my mind if it was still good out after my nap. I think I needed all the sleep though. It was a long week at work, but it was honestly my favorite week so far of the school year.
***Holy fuck, I was lucky!!! I happened to land on a show where all three of my students were preforming!!! I knew the two were in it, I wasnāt sure which times but I got lucky! And running into Karla was nice to have someone sit with
Christmas party was fun! For the most part ~ twas a lil lamish, but laughing is always fun and getting to get dressed up
Muwahahahahahahaha. My intuition is on point. I almost lost my mind in the shoe department of walmart. I knew I wanted to get Brooke a pair of slippers for her birthday with slipper day coming up on our school calendar. I was like OK Iām gonna have to look at multiple stores, not buy anything and then go back to my favorite pair. For some reason, I knew walmart was going to have what I needed. I started at Walmart because I needed a few other things and I figured I could just go back if I didnāt find anything else. I didnāt even bother looking at any other stores. Once I found them, I knew there was never gonna be a better pair for Brooke. I am so excited to give them to her tomorrow!!!!! 
I had to do a sharp inhale. I almost forgot about the most important good thing about this weekend.
When I was picking up my car/dropping off my mom, I remembered I wanted her skis. My old pair was from when I was like 11 and she currently isnāt gonna be able to use them so they are mine for now. She second hand made me ask dad while on the phone and he said heād get them down but then after the car shit I knew he hadnāt thought about it. so I went looking for them. I couldnāt find them. I had my mom come out too. We find where they are in the rafters. She said sheād go ask dad I was like no heās gonna lose his shit and I donāt feel like listening to him bitch, so Iām just gonna do it. Donāt ask him because then heāll bitch about me doing it. so just letās do it right now. Mom was against her at first, but she finally agreed. Felt like fate there was a ladder right there. The oldest rickiest wooden ladder of my life. I donāt even think you could see a brand name because all the paint have been worn off if there was ever even paint on this thing, the hinges were rusty. anyways I go up to and pull down the skis and it all worked out and nothing bad happened and I was so proud of Mom for trusting us to do that. And also me for going up on a ladder