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6-22-20
i want to be good again; i want to be free. thing is, all the major changes i’ve made in my life were always prompted by gesture from people who love me.
my brother once called me out when i was 11, telling me i’d changed from being his strong, leading sister. it wasn’t until years later that i started to make up for the jealous hatred i showed him when we were kids.
when i was 14, my friend shouted at me across the hall, “why are you being like this!” when i coldly shrugged off her approach and told her to go away. that was the year i committed myself to being kinder and more compassionate, the year i started to shed victim complex and sharp judgemental attitude.
the umpteenth time i made my mother cry, she expressed how even though i never asked of it, she loves doing things for my brother and i, she just wanted to hear our appreciation. i tried to better empathize and love the people i care about because of her.
the first time i truly fell in love, my partner was so certain of his worldview, he taught me how to settle into my own. i discovered vulnerability and trust, as well as the consequences of being too vulnerable and too trusting. i learned how complacent i can get in the face of a fear that gripping. and though i haven’t achieved my goal, i want to take that experience and make myself a better, more honest person. the confident, snarky, smart mouthed, well versed, and fiesty bitch i know i’ve seen come out of me. someone the little stubborn, confident, and mischievous girl i was born as would be proud to become.
Dear mom
My heart hurts. Dating sites leave a bad taste in my mouth and I'm selling photos because my job is still shut down. I don't feel like a person anymore. People always want something from you and it just. It chips away at my soul
Oh my Gods will she shut up?
"I wish i knew you were going"
We Agreed To Go In The Chat You're Part Of
"Oh well i muted that bc i wasnt going"
"He'll probably be sad for a couple days since he didn't get a card from me"
I promise i do not give a flying shit
Roan's already gonna go to his fucking house again to see mema and hopefully get free car upkeep while we're there. Doesn't mean im gonna fuckin enjoy it. Bitch ass cunt needs to have died years ago.
Gods im fucking pissed.
Im pissed about that stupid fuck who throws the word transphobe if anyone has a different take on a Video Game Character. Im pissed at kelly bc of her Im Preparing You For The Real World By Taking Extra Money I Dont Need For Rent (i dont fucking care that she stopped during virus shit, who the fuck does that shit? What a fucking bullshit line.)
Im *definitely* pissed at myself. Fucking hell.
And kelly's off work tonight. Which isnt *really* a big deal but its annoying.
Id say i cant wait to move out but then we'll be livin with Alex. I dont dislike her but gods there really aren't many people i can put up with close quarters all the fucking time.