#707txt

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707 was here lololol Yoosung is a super mega cutie!

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i wish i got dropped sooner so i never had to realize how little i mattered

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the doctors told me theyre gonna transfer me to another hospital

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anersei is probably gonna front most of the time now

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i feel so cold and alone in my hospital room, stuck to my hospital bed forced to look at the sky while the world moves on without me.

i know my friends have their own problems, and its hard to support others when you have to help yourself first. and you have other people in your life who make you happy. please take care of yourself, your health is more important

but its still hard to not feel alone, when you have no one and lack emotional permanence and dont want to be anymore of a burden. even the staff whose supposed to help me isnt much help

they said if i dont start eating theyll put me in psyche, but i feel like that wont be much different than how it is now

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i tried to ask my doctor if i could try a therapy cat but she said it might distract me from my school work

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is it selfish to want to feel important for just a moment

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he hates me. they all hate me.