4. do you like your name? is there another name you think would fit you better?
i dont use my birth name bc i dont like it. it’s super feminine, and really strong material to infantalize me and has been used to do so in the past (abby-baby, babby, abby-a-babbu, etc, even tho thats not how i spell it). but basically every name people know me by online, i chose or a member of my system chose, and i think it works.
11. describe your ideal day.
26. how would you describe your gender/sexuality?
hmmm gender-wise, i say im agenderflux, which basically means the intensity of gender i feel fluctuates - sometimes i’m strongly grounded in feeling masculine, sometimes i feel wholly agender. in addition to that, i’m genderfluid? so i swing between agender and gender, but it’s not always the same gender the pendulum swings back to - sometimes i id feminine, sometimes nonbinary. today was a somewhat feminine day, not enough to ask anyone to use she/her pronouns, but enough that i would prefer pronouns other than he/him. most days though im pretty firmly in the masculine range.
sexuality-wise… oh gosh. i really Do Not know at all. aroflux and aceflux??? i read about autochorissexuality the other day (thanks zorra) and it kinda fits? but not all the time? idk i can never really pin down a sexuality beyond “flux”. i don’t really understand romo or sexual attraction, but i have Very Strong Feelings for certain people and i am Very Gay and just ??????????? idk dude. i’m hella gay for my qp, my moirails, and my boyfriend, and beyond that i just give up on labels.
*just kinda shrugs and finger-guns my way out the door*
28. on a scale from 1 to 10, how hard is it for someone to get under your skin?
with 1 being easy, and 10 being impossible….. 1. im very sensitive and easily upset.
30. pick one of your favorite quotes.
“Believe in yourself. You are an ancient, absent god, discussed only rarely by literary scholars. So if you don’t believe, no one will.” (@nightvaleradio on twitter)