Well that was… annoying and stressful, to be honest. The thing with the post failing to post was annoying and a little stressful, I mean, of all the things.
And I gotta be honest, I'm a little hesitant on doing Asra's route tbh?? I mean - yeah, he's been our "master" and yet he really hasn't been, but it's the "master" thing than anything that's kind of putting me off. I mean, from what we can remember of the past, Asra was our teacher and there wasn't really any sort of thing other than that apprentence-teacher relationship thing going on, and yet ooooooo, he's had to wipe memories to keep me stable and they've included our relationship, ooo - but I mean ????????? That's???? I mean - suspicious, right?? C'mon. I also think that he's not only been wiping our memories, but Nadi and Jul's memories as well, I guess along with whoever else might've tried to see the Count that night. Maybe not them, idk, but I think Nadi's and Jul's and ours, yes. Because I mean, if he can (and has) wipe our memories, why not theirs, right? Nadi has no idea who he is outside of her route (yeah, she's heard the name, but still, she doesn't know him) and Jul - well, he's mentioned him and that they had something at some point, but he's expressed that he may have assumed things about their relationship and the nature of it, etc., so I mean who knows what happened there, because I sure don't.
I just - I dont really trust Asra, I guess—that, along with the whole 'teacher-student relationship but Romantic' thing just kinda squicks me. So I don't trust him, i think he may have had some sort of hand in the missing memories of the other main characters - I mean, he's more than capable of erasing memories, as he's apparently had to of done it to us several times, so why not to them too if he needed?? Who knows what he's hiding.
Tl;dr : I don't trust Asra - 1) student-teacher / apprentice-mentor, professional/academic-turned-romantic which is kinda :///, and 2) I think he's responsible for the missing memories of both Nadia and Julian, the other main characters
