So I wanted to write up my full experience just so I can look back on it. I got my dm on July 25 right around the time that sessions started unfolding so I was like 👀, but the sessions came and went. I was heartbroken, but Taylor nation eventually reached out! I had no idea what the event was, but a few days after receiving the call Taylor announced the livestream so I was very excited thinking that was probably the event. Fast forward to Wednesday August 21st I drove down to New York City with my mom. I was able to get good morning America tickets for the following day, but I accidentally slept through my alarm sgfsfgvdd. I started getting ready around one because we had to be at the location no later than 3pm. Once I arrived at the location I saw @youllbeeightynine and @andneversayinsorry I was so excited to meet them. Once we arrived at the YouTube space Scott came out and passed out release week guitar picks. After a while Taylor came out and it was so surreal seeing in person that close. I’ll never forget that moment. After the livestream we all started lining up to me Taylor. As I said before Taylor’s team was extremely accommodating when it came to my disability. When it was my turn to meet Taylor I immediately walked up and gave her s hug. Her hugs having healing powers I swear. I sat down in a chair while Taylor and I talked and got our pictures. Taylor got down on her knees so she could make eye contact with me as we spoke which meant so so much. I told her my blog and she goes, ‘oh my god I’m obsessed with you!’ She also was like I love putting faces to blogs because then I remember you forever and I was like love that for me and she slapped my arm. I died. We spoke about how my trip was going and other things. I gave Taylor a bracelet which she actually wore the next few days. As most of you know I got tparty in 2011 which I’m so incredibly thankful for, but I was so nervous I barely said anything. I’m immensely grateful for getting a second chance to finally say everything I wanted to. It couldn’t have come at a better time as my personal life has been pretty horrendous losing my father and grandmother within months of each other. I know have a happy memory to drown out the bad. Taylor really showed up just in time. I love you forever @taylorswift