i hope you're okay now :< and i totally get it. that would've been super exciting if you're not stressing out so much :/ as much as it would help to chill a little it'd just drive u even more crazy..... planning is very good but just don't be too hard on yourself, okay? and i'm here cheering for you!! (boy wouldn't it be nice to have a himbo hyuck rn)
so much has happened things have been really busy lately and I don't like any of it. at home and esp at work, i hate all of it. i do wish so bad that this will all die down soon.... i am seriously tired lmfao.
(but seriously though, i am so happy for you)
hi! thank u sm for being here for me it actually means so much!!! i’m working on things one step at a time and tryinggg not to think too hard about the future. i think life works in ways we don’t expect…i’m not someone who really believes that i deserve good things coming to me for all that i’ve worked for and done, but also somehow i also believe in balance and things being in flux — all i know for now is that i tend to search for happiness instead of trying to see it in what i already have. i’m trying to learn how to do the latter, and also trying to figure out what it is i want to believe in.
that being said i’m so so sorry you’re going through a hard time 🫂 i really wish i could somehow make everything better, but at the same time i know there are just some things that feel endless and you can’t believe that things will ever get easier. this too will pass except why is it taking so long 😭 i wna say that im rooting for you and that im here for you whenever you need it, both in my writing and through our conversations !!!!! we can get through this together and we will…. no feeling is final and we still have many dream days ahead okayyy :)
hope things are getting better and you’re staying safe and healthy :) take care of yourself and remember to reward yourself for the things you’ve been through
