#9.10.19

[saizoswifey]

4 New SSR in Wish Tree ❌ Time-Limited Odds UP Coming Soon!

Across the SPRING🌸 SUMMER🏝 AUTUMN🍁 WINTER❄️

Will you take this journey with him?

Woohoo! A wish tree event finally! ٩(๑❛ᴗ❛๑)۶

[waltdisneyconfessions]

The song “When She Loved Me’ makes me sob every time because it reminds me of my ex-girlfriend. I miss her so much but she’s moved on, even though I still love her.

[ener-chi]

I’ve come a long way in terms of mindfulness and the separation of self and ego. I’m doing a lot better when it comes to observing my emotions, but it’s still difficult, and i don’t seem to be making any progress when it comes to anger and frustration, and that, ironically, is frustrating. 

You hear stuff all the time that’s like “taking a moment in a moment of anger can save a hundred moments of regret” (i forgot the actual quote). But regardless, I see a lot of merit in pausing before being moved to anger, but i can’t for the life of me figure out how to do it. The only way i can see right now is to be mindful 100% of the time; but for me, right now, that’s completely unrealistic!

I don’t know. I guess i shouldn’t worry about it, and just trust that it will come eventually as i continue down my path. But I always dislike being drawn to anger and being angry.

In other news, The Twins have been talking about their seeds alot and about how they’re “going to be many small trees, yes yes!! Many baby trees!” 

Today they asked me to take some seeds and plant them. I’m not going to say no lolol so i’ve been keeping my eye for prime acorns and i’m going to try and find somewhere this weekend to plant them. Will they actually grow into saplings? Who knows! But i will do as my tree spirit friends ask of me.

Don’t really have anything else to share; it’s just been a relaxing, rainy day for me. I hope everyone has a good rest of their day.

Blessings!

[for-that-cotton-candy]

Adaptability leads to Durability | via Coach Noble

[xandiland]

1. McFly has a new album coming out

2. Fall Out Boy and Green Day are touring together

3. A new Wayside School book is getting published

What year is it again?

[waltdisneyconfessions]

I'm going to Disney with my best friend this summer and I'm not looking forward to it because I don't know how I'm going to afford it

[godsnameisjoy]

Absent

Date : 9 October 2019

Duration : Zero minutes of meditation

Depth :

With the way things were with my mind, I couldn’t quite get around meditating at all. All of 9th October 2019 I wished that I was left alone. I wished that I didn’t have the responsibility of children. For that one day, if only it was possible. Sigh ! It isn’t possible.

So, I carried on reading the book without getting too involved with any of the three children in my care on this day. The degree to which I got torn between the children and a book to review, decided the degree of will power to meditate.

The part of me that suggests ‘forget it’ to meditation, is the primitive part of me. Not undone, this part gains strength on days when I squander my attention on non-spiritual pursuits. Reading a novel doesn’t necessarily support spiritual urgency. That would depend on the contents of the novel.

I set up the app for meditation, and lay on one side with a tired head. Lying down was a crime. I fell asleep. Not a moment was spent meditating.

[joshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh]

Didn't wanna retype this experience, here's a thing that happened 7 minutes ago