#a community

[indigoisaspookyghost]

Having online friends is such an odd thing. I love you. I don’t know what color eyes you have. Have you drunk water today? You know more about me than anyone who knows my face. I hope we can meet someday. I love you even though you’re across the world. You’ve never layed eyes on me but you see me. In my brain, you’re a bird because that was your profile picture when we met. I love you, go to sleep. Goodnight- I just woke up. I wish I could hug you. I wish I could protect you from them. Can you feel how much I care for you? Maybe we can meet. I’m going to be near you soon. I love you. I hope you can feel the little nudges and gentle bonks and headpats. I love you. I love you. I love you.

[stupid-autistic-lesbian]

I did a photo shoot with dalv and put her in American girl doll clothes

You can see it get progressively darker as the shoot went on

[lassie-farce]

the world: difficult time? talk to your family

me: okay

family: offer the worst possible advice or actively make the situation exponentially worse

me: huh

[aster-the-nerd]

We are five session deep into wampires smp now and boy are things getting interesting.

Ace still has basically no idea whats really going on but the atmosphere of the town is noticeably tenser and more stressed than before.

Despite her best efforts, Ace's list of friends seems to keep shrinking.

Meabh seems to be the cause of Ace's problems atm so she is going to make his life as difficult as possible in the background.

Maybe she can enlist Violet to help too, she seems to be the only other person that sees the issues meabh is causing.

People in oakhurst may be scared and paranoid, but Ace will still continue her crusade to make people happy. Maybe if she keeps sharing her food? Or should she mine some more diamonds for people to make better tools?

It is almost certainly outside of Aces power to fix everything and make everyone happy, but damn it she's going to at least try to cheer up her friends!

[singlethread]

I will always have so much love for this website for all that it’s brought me

[evil-era]

I HATE knowing only arophobes in my life and constantly thinking that i’m “just too young to love” or “I’m just too traumatized to love”. That’s all their fault if i force myself to think that maybe i’m not aro and maybe i’m just not ready to love!

I even was in a relationship once! those people call my relationship a trauma since i was obsessed and went to therapy because of it. I mean, it’s a trauma because i almost ended myself because of the breakup, but that’s only because i couldn’t live alone. I was insecure, too obsessed, sad, nothing made me feel good even while i was in the relationship. I never met the girl or even called her on the phone, i hated thinking THAT would become real. It’s like i almost used her to feel better about myself. I feel guilty, but i suppose that’s partly true. She used me too, before you say anything. She might have loved me, i suppose, but she made me obsessed. I couldn’t love, i didn’t know how to love romantically and i ended up searching it on the web. I felt like i was not treating her right. Worst decision of my life. I ended up only being obsessed and doing unnatural things.

Going to therapy, i understood that i have a heart, a good heart, i mostly think with my heart, and i feel love. I feel all types of love except for one. Is it really necessary to feel EVERY kind of love? Not really. But do we feel forced to feel the romantic love? Yes. And forcing things leads to destruction. Always. And i’m the living proof of that!

All I can say is that i NEVER EVER had a crush for someone in real life since i was a kid and i’m proud of it. WE EXIST. We exist and this is not just a phase, and even if it is, nobody can force us to love. Nobody should talk about romantic love to us, just like they don’t talk about sexual love to ace people. That makes some of us feel uncomfortable, sad, stressed. Don’t force us, never.

[box5intern]

Happy Friday look at his hand