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[buffy-tries-to-be-organized]

Wampires Episode 10!!!

Uh oh... That grave wasn't there before, was it?

guys this is my favorite ep please watch it please please please

It was always going to end this way. There's no point in reliving the past.

[buffy-tries-to-be-organized]

Thumbnail reveal about 10 minutes before I post the episode

wow look such design #lighting #rip[REDACTED]

[buffy-tries-to-be-organized]

Just Another Love Poem

Love is made of wildflowers

Spring life in full bloom

Love is the color of dandelions

Flashes of yellow in mid-morning gloom

Love is the weave of a blanket

That takes up half the bed

Love is adding an extra pillow

To make room for another head

Love is made of a woolen sweater

Purple threads, fraying and worn

Love is the weave of a knitted scarf

Against the chill of the winter morn

Love lives on the soot-stained bricks

Of the hearth that makes the home

Love sings with the humming tune

Heard only by dishes and soapy foam

Love is the lungs, love is the heart

Love is the end, love is the start

Love is painted with the sunrise

Pink washing the dark away

Love shines with the rising sun

Beckoning forward a new day

Love is made like a woven rope

Hundreds of fibers forming a whole

Love is wrapped around broken bones

Duct-taped across every hole

Love is not always graceful

It’s full of shattered glass and tears

Love staggers like wounded prey

Ripping open ribs, showing hidden fears

Love is stained, imperfect, messy

But the loving will never care

Love helps trembling legs to stand

And brushes leaves from tangled hair

Love is a star, a guiding light

Love is the moon, shining bright

NOTE: THIS IS QUEERPLATONIC! I WROTE THIS ABOUT QUEERPLATONIC LOVE! second note: this is also based on a minecraft smp. I'm sorry. Hearth duo has consumed my soul.

[aster-the-nerd]

Hello friends in my phone, I am here to spread the propaganda of my doggo Vespa, the besy doggo ever

Simply look at her and you will realise i speak the truth

That is all, i bid you all good day

[nevermoreyt]

The hardest thing about playing Méabh is they're so much more evil in my mind that in action. Like in my mind he's literally evil, the biblical devil and in the rp he's just like, mean.

Like Méabh says mean, ableist honestly, things and is a lil manipulative but other than that hasn't actually done anything.

Like they started using Aces name again after they asked, only for her own gain but whatever, and just kinda go 'yeah they're crazy, about Mana and Ace.

I need to up my evil guys (luckily Méabh is going crazy). I'll have to learn to PVP.

[buffy-tries-to-be-organized]

Meabh vs. Violet pvp battle when

[aster-the-nerd]

Only if Meabh somehow survives the 1v1 with Ace >:)

[neverniko101]

WHAT KINDA CAT ARE YOUR MUTUALS

I REALLY WANNA SIT HERE AMD GO THROUGH TAGGING EVERYONE BUT I HAVE TO GO TO BED NOW SO I’LL DO SO TOMORROW!!!

[allsunny-sides-up]

@buffy-tries-to-be-organized is a Orange and Little shit. Lets be honest Orange cats are little shits

@ukuraichu is TUXX, very cool, very cool

@nevermoreyt burn the WITCHH 🔥🔥

@the-wyvern-wynnedow I have no idea why, but v o i d is speaking to me right now

@splatterflick-mc I feel like you’re a liquid. Little slinky, little jelly-like, little long like

@aster-the-nerd a mix of shorthair and cloud and tux, I dunno my dude, YOURE COOL, I THINK YOURE COOL

[aster-the-nerd]

You ever get in a fight with ur parents thats so bad you have to drive down to the seafront and stare out at the ocean to calm down. Anyway yeah im doing great rn

It wasnt even really a fight i just realised once again for the millionth time that my parents will never be able to give me the support i need from them. I keep trying, i keep reaching out to them. Every now and then they have moments that give me hope and like an idiot i believe this time itll be different and it never is.

They mean well, they do the best they can. But no matter how hard i try i cant ever seem to get them to understand what i need. If im upset its either 'they have it worse' or 'stop sulking'. They say it comes from a place of love and then call me fat, lazy and smelly. They say they appreciate the efforts i make, the work i do, and then tell me all the ways it isnt enough.

I honestly dont think ill ever feel safe to actually talk to them. How am i suppose to be vulnerable with them about my gender when i cant even safely tell them that their words hurt me?

Idk if i should really use the word safe tbh, im confisent theres no risk of physical pain or being kicked out or anything like that, theyre good people. Ive just learnt instinctively that i wont receive the comfort or emotional support that i need by turning to them.

Which yknow, sux because the ppl supposed to look after and support me cant do that so i have to either turn to my friends (who i always feel infinitely awful for putting that weight on them) or somehow find a professional (which is expensive, difficult, and scary to the point of impossibility thanks to my anxiety)

Ill go home in a bit and everyone will pretend that everything is fine like they always do, they wont mention what happened, probably wont even talk much about the fact that this was the first time i actively left the house after a fight, just pretend it didnt happen, and im just supposed to swallow my feelings like they dont exist, smiling along like a happy family

[splatterflick-mc]

Session 7!! I’ve been forgetting to post vid links here.. whoops>.<

In this episode Howell finds out someone he trusts is a vampire, gets in a messy fight, and moves out of town!

Thumbnail under the cut!

[buffy-tries-to-be-organized]

WSMP Episode 7!!!!!!!!!!!

We might be on break for April, but I will never stop thinking about Violet. They haunt me. TW: Violence, shouting.

Violet is not having a good time. Why does no one listen? Maybe killing a man will help.

[aster-the-nerd]

Hiiiii peopleeee!!!

Its been a few days since session 6 of wsmp and boy was it a big one!

It was just supposed to be some playful fun, messing with Meabh and Howell, filling their house with dirt. Just causing minor inconveniences for the two people Ace doesnt particularly like.

Yet somehow by the end of the session she is emotionally spiralling with no idea who she can trust, who her real friends are, or what she should do now.

Has Illios been a dangerous vampire this whole time theyve been living together? Did he murder and turn Violet against her will?

Or is Violet lying to discredit Illios? Doe Violet have some ulterior motive trying to isolate Ace?

Neither answer seems possible, theyve both been so nice to Ace, but they cant both be telling the truth

A warning from Regal as well certainly seems to suggest Violet is telling the truth, but Ace desparately wants to believe her friends are all good people.

She wants to keep both friends, lord knows she needs them both in the face of losing Amethyst to Meabh and Howell, but there doesn't seem to be a way to achieve that.

Maybe Ace wouldve been better off staying alone in the woods after all, people are so confusing and messy.

[aster-the-nerd]

We are five session deep into wampires smp now and boy are things getting interesting.

Ace still has basically no idea whats really going on but the atmosphere of the town is noticeably tenser and more stressed than before.

Despite her best efforts, Ace's list of friends seems to keep shrinking.

Meabh seems to be the cause of Ace's problems atm so she is going to make his life as difficult as possible in the background.

Maybe she can enlist Violet to help too, she seems to be the only other person that sees the issues meabh is causing.

People in oakhurst may be scared and paranoid, but Ace will still continue her crusade to make people happy. Maybe if she keeps sharing her food? Or should she mine some more diamonds for people to make better tools?

It is almost certainly outside of Aces power to fix everything and make everyone happy, but damn it she's going to at least try to cheer up her friends!

[buffy-tries-to-be-organized]

Wokehurst Whiteboard!

This is what I drew on a whiteboard WSMP was making! (I was using my computer mouse so spare me 😭)

(also, the coughing baby is Mango's doing, not mine)

[aster-the-nerd]

Rereading an old fic sure is a thing huh

Made a tower of god fic years ago, purely for my own indulgence. It was just the main story of tower of god but from the pov of my own oc, Arie Shin

Got myself an ao3 acc recently and i kinda wanna post it cos its basically the only bit of creative writing ive ever done for fun.

Naturally im rereading it before i put anything out to the public and if nothing else, its revealing that my skill and knowledge has grown since i wrote it lol

Anyway once ive finished editing it ill probably then post it. Who knows maybe ill even continue it cos im pretty sure i got maybe to the end of season one, if even that. So theres definitely plenty to catch up on.

If some9ne gets invested once i post it im so sorry to you it almost certainly wont be updated regularly XD

Welp we have reached the point where im just rambling now so im gonna hit post :P

[goldenanomaly]

asking your homie a question

[aster-the-nerd]

Wokehurst has unexpectedly reignited my creative spark in a surprisingly big way.

Anyway Im considering making an AO3 account, mostly just to post the fic I have in my documents but maybe Ill wriye some other stuff too who knows

[json-derulo]

"you were always such a good kid! we never had to worry about you :)" thanks! you actually should've, though. like about this specifically

[aster-the-nerd]

If anyone was curious about my magic the gathering gaming yesterday:

Game 1 I used Yuna, hope of spira to gain a bunch of life and buff all my enchantment creatures to the moon! Twas vs Zacama and his dinos and Sefris exploring a bunch of dungeons and Yuna came out on top!

Games 2 featured my Grothama deck which resukted in me casting tempt with discovery 4 times and rishkars expertise also four times and ultimately decking myself out. Sefris won that game, defeating Zacama and Neriv.

Game 3 was the last one, I used my Slogurk tge overslime land sacrifice deck against gishath, neriv, and malcolm. In the end the dinos killed the pirates, the dragon killed the dinos, then the mighty overslime got the final kill on the dragon!

All in all, winning 2 out of 3 games is the single most successful gaming session Ive ever had!