Chip
I am not in AA for many reasons, one of which I don’t consider myself an alcoholic. I do however have a bad relationship with alcohol. I was given a 24 hour chip two years ago at a meeting, and for me it held more weight than an AA standpoint. To me it celebrates my sobriety, and how long I have been sober. I did not stay sober after that point, however had a better relationship with alcohol for a period of time, however hit my own rock bottom.
It also reminds me of my Nana, who was sober for 35 years before she passed away. It reminds me that I’m not alone, and that shes walking beside me in my journey. She would be proud.
With Covid I decided to purchase my own set of chips, 24 hours- through 9 months, I have them hanging where I can see them daily, and I am only going to take them when I reach my milestones.
My One Month milestone was a couple of days ago. So I have been able to hold my One month chip with pride.
To celebrate my one month I was also given a chip from my family. all of which are supportive of me taking steps to heal my mental health.
This chip is one of my Nanas AA chips, and has her sobriety date from 1979 engraved.
This is one of the most valuable things ever given to me. and it showed me what sobriety has truly given me.
Gratitude. for my family, for my loved ones, for each and everyday.
This is something I will hold dear to my heart for the rest of my life.
