Mar 15, 2022
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Regression.
Credit: School of Counseling I’m regressing. It’s probably paradoxical, as psychological regression often comes before a breakthrough. As I prepare to dive into the dark abyss that lies in the center of me, ghosts of my past rise up from it to torment me. I know these ghosts which seem so sinister are nothing more than paper tigers, but I’m still so afraid. Today the rage I was feeling for the…
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Diving into the Inferno.
Diving into the Inferno.
Credit: wallpaperswa.com I had a productive emergency therapy session today. My therapist was kind enough to rearrange his schedule to see me today, due to all my BPD/C-PTSD symptoms being re-triggered because of the ugliness and emotional abuse I’ve been exposed to following my dad’s death last week. I thought I’d sob all during our session, but that was not to be. However, I have spent the past…
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Avoidance.
The troll attack isn’t the only reason why I haven’t been posting much lately. There just hasn’t been a lot to write about. I still see my therapist, but lately I’ve been feeling like I’ve hit a wall, and most of our sessions seem to have reverted to me telling him a lot of entertaining “stories.” I feel like I’m spinning my wheels and getting nowhere. I realized after our last session that I’ve…
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