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[abluesforbrklyn]

i don't want to go back to los angeles tomorrow. everything is better in nyc and we have water. it's rained 2x in 3days. it hasn't rained 1x in 3mos. i miss weather and pizza and being able to walk places. i miss complaining and blaming everything on how much mta sucks. i miss home already even though i'm still here.

[abluesforbrklyn]

– So I’m tripping right now because I wrote a FB status before this status & decided that it probably wasn’t in my best interest to post it. Because as a queer black person in this movement who is focused on getting free & not staying up on the bullshit happening in this realm, cause I don’t know about y'all but I’m tryna get free fuck the bullshit, my mind is constantly in that state: freedom. That’s all I dream about. That’s how I live my life. That’s how I choose to love. That’s how I show up. In every part of my day, I think freedom. If you ain’t talking about getting free — fuck what you talking about. I been seeing all the bullshit and as much as I keke at the shit with my partner, as much as I vent about the shit to my partner, as much as they worry about me. So much that sometimes I can’t sleep. But nobody wants to talk about how this shit gives us niggas PTSD. Nobody wants to talk about how this shit ain’t for free. I need a coin or two too. I’m tired of seeing gofundme’s & youcaring’s too… But I don’t know how we gonna eat most days in my crib. Anyhow. I really started this status thinking about how FB saves everything you ever type, even if you ‘delete’ it. And how I didn’t want to get caught up talking about feelings.

But I’m Just Free Talking, Kei Williams who is a Black Lives Matters NYC Organizer who is disgusted with the state of the movement right now because everyone out her bullshitting about bullshit like who created what and who was on what magazine and who got what when what was who when who was there type nonsense. Cause y'all are tripping. Like we really dying out here & we worried about straight bullshit. We stand up and say “Stay Woke” but the worst thing about being woke all the damn time is that the shit irks you to your core. I never forgot why or when I joined this movement. You shouldn’t either.

[abluesforbrklyn]

Still here. Kei, pls say hi :) ~he/him or they/them~

[heyyeah]

For the Absolutely Fabulous AC DC fan base

[abluesforbrklyn]

slow down, they don’t love you like i love you

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[abluesforbrklyn]

#BlackLivesMatter Squad at Black Alliance for Just Immigration 10th Anniversary Gala – April 10, 2016

[abluesforbrklyn]

it’s weird when the person your ex is dating is someone you used to talk to and now none of y’all are talking. 

it’s weird when that shit is all your fault. 

it’s weird when you don’t even know if it’s your fault because neither your ex nor the other person is willing to clarify wtf happened. 

it’s weird to try to be cocky about the shit like “yea yea you got my leftovers” but you really ain’t a thug but you ain’t gonna cry over no woman. 

and then you’re supposed to be chill about n just move along. for the most part i do. but there’s moments when i’m like... tf. 

twisted fuckboi shit, yo. it’s crazy out here.