#about ele

[thecharmingknightemma-moving]

I’m gonna be honest with you, at least in threads with people who don’t ship Dorothy with Ruby, with muses from other fandoms for example like my friend Des, I am going to think of Red as being married to Mulan. Aunt Red and aunt Mulan, for Emma.

NOT when I’m roleplaying with people directly involved, and not with ouat characters in general unless given permission to.  But in threads where the other person doesn’t mind? Yeah. I love Mulan and I love Red, I’m invested in both their lives, I wanted Mulan to find love, I liked their interactions, so I ship them while I’m neutral to her canon ship. I won’t mind writing it existing with people who like it, but it’s not my go-to ship. (But I also shipped Ruby and Belle and Ruby and Whale).

[shewassoferal]

— answer these questions then tag 20 blogs you’d like to know better!

nicknames: Ele is a nickname, and kali, but mostly people call me by my last name.

zodiac:  Aries

height: 5′2 I think (1.60 m)

time: 1pm

favorite band / artist: I really can’t choose, at this point I might just go with 883, very old Italian band

song stuck in my head:  Nothing right now!

last movie i saw: Detective Pikachu 

last thing i googled:  if I can drink Gatorade with irritable bowel syndrom lol still don’t know

other blogs: right now this is the only one active, but whydoyouthinkileft and wearesostupid

why did i choose this username: because I focused on a canon line where she was called feral, though of course THIS Jemma is way more feral than the canon one in a violent-sense 

following: 302 people but at this point mostly they are on hiatus or meme blogs, I need more

average amount of sleep: 8-9 hours but I wake up 3-4 times so they are completely useless (weird mix of a insomnia-ish situation and pains)

what i’m wearing: a pink top and colorful shorts (I’m home) 

dream job:  honestly at this point even wanting to be a therapist sounds like a dream

dream trip:  big famous American cities because they sound like my type of place, but also visit my friend in Prague, see anything pretty at this point 

favorite food:  just cook potatoes in some way and I’ll love them (but especially roasted ones with a bit of spices and chicken fingers) 

play any instruments:  nope

eye color:  hazel 

hair color:  brown but light, if I go to the beach it definitely turns blonder

languages you speak:  Italian, my island’s language, English. Was learning some Spanish 101 but I dropped it because so weak

most iconic song:  I don’t have one? I do feel powered by We Are Golden by Mika even years later though, and The Final Countdown when associated with Gob from Arrested Development can also represent me lol 

random fact:  I think I have breathed in more insecticide this year than mosquitos did because I’m a dumbass sometimes

describe yourself as aesthetic things: oh god I could never do this. I have no creativity, I can’t come up with aesthetics lfskdhfjsgg I change too much and there is chronically ill ele that feels so different from what ele would love and do and that gives me like... 50 clashing aesthetics. Maybe a comfy bed with lots of pillow and a laptop and cup of hot chocolate, christmas lights, red dresses, and some hope-positivity stickers but also at least one with some humor dedicated to how I’m dying lol and a very very very messy room 

tagged by @warwearysoldier !

tagging: @cosmoscursed @unworthyheart @openxstrings and anybody else can tag me! 

[unsurpassed]

>TAGGED BY: no one just looked like fun~

RULES: answer the questions in a new post and tag blogs you would like to get to know better

NICKNAME: Ele STAR SIGN: Aries HEIGHT: 170 cm / 5′7″ TIME RIGHT NOW: 11:55am LAST THING I GOOGLED: 5′7″ in cm lmaoo FAVE MUSIC ARTIST: Gosh I don’t really have one tbh SONG STUCK IN MY HEAD: Vanic - Too Soon LAST MOVIE I WATCHED: I think one of the xmen movies LAST TV SHOW WATCHED: Dave Chapelle stand up special :’D WHAT ARE YOU WEARING RIGHT NOW: Pajamas, pajama pants over my pajama, & a sweat shirt (HOT, I know) WHEN DID YOU CREATE YOUR BLOG: June 23rd, 2015 WHAT KIND OF STUFF DO I POST: Roleplays, mihoot (crack), and any Mihawk related content I can find DO I HAVE ANY OTHER BLOGS: I haven’t been active on any of them really but: @waywardswordsman, @empresskuja, & @baebeard DO I GET ASKS REGULARLY: Semi-regularly, I haven’t been too active >_< WHY DID I CHOOSE MY URL: Fitting of the character’s current status! GENDER: Female HOGWARTS HOUSE: Ravenclaw POKEMON TEAM: Valor FAVORITE COLOR: Green AVERAGE HOURS OF SLEEP: 7-8 hours FAVORITE CHARACTER(S): Roronoa Zoro <3 HOW MANY BLANKETS DO I SLEEP WITH: 1-2 DREAM JOB: Novelist

FOLLOWING: 403 FOLLOWERS: 1,327 (idk how many of these are dead blogs or porn blogs tho lmao)

TAGGING: @shrapnelsong, @xviipcra, @featheatre, @missprissyperona, @scarlethaki, @sabakunoo, @hakairyoku, @kyuxoryu, @waveringiridescence, @cheeky-fox-navigator & whoever else wants to!

[shewassoferal]

about Jemma and villains (or about Ele and villains)

also a reminder that: Jemma in my Roxxon verse, the one where she was abused, experimented on, and manipulated using her sister as a blackmailing pawn, can interact with characters who are grey-ish, or reformed villains or like... villains who want to do good but don’t know how, who are lost, people who were manipulated/abused into doing bad things, people she thinks need understanding and care so they can change for the better, because she feels she had so much understanding and love from Fitz - without Fitz knowing  her past - that he’s basically the one reason she found the strength to not give up. Even if she’s still not a good person. So people who have done bad things but are hurting and want to be better? Or at least regret it, feel they have no other options? Jemma is there to try to help. (Doesn’t mean all threads have to be one-sided, she’d need help too. You know me. I hurt her.)

HOWEVER, Jemma cannot interact with people who are villains who are... still... villaining? Who don’t regret it, or can’t care about people for any reason, or were simply enjoying what they were doing or doing it for their own good without having been manipulated/abandoned/used, regular villains or even dark-grey areas. Because either she will want to kill them, or will get herself killed, or refuse to interact much. They could trick her for like one reply or two but it wouldn’t really go anywhere, because eventually there would be no point. Jemma is that kind of person even in Roxxon verses, let alone in canon where she’s even more black&white morality with the enemy and not too interested in making friends to begin with. 

(Plus, I am more interested in building relationships, connections, I don’t have much fun writing threads where the characters are just enemies/can’t stand each other and there is no way out of it. I totally get the appeal for others, but 1. Jemma doesn’t allow any room for interactions and 2. I come from a real life situation of constant conflict so it would be a bummer for me lol). 

It’s why in Roxxon verses I can so easily interact with Ward, especially in the Vault, and with au Wards in general, but in canon verses I... basically cannot do that either, in no verse I could interact with Raina or Whitehall for more than a reply, I could interact with Jiaying in all verses if there is a chance to keep her from killing people including Jemma, and I can’t, in ANY verse, interact with a season 3 canon Ward or with the Doctor. 

[thecharmingknightemma]

here’s another couple of mun things which are school related because of my own comment under the jack sparrow walk post:

-like I wrote there, after giving my thesis (end of university) I was supposed to shake hands with the commission but I didn’t know and I started walking out just as gracefully, and the professors had to call me back so I’d do it 

-at the exam at the end of high school I was asked the (not even relevant!) question “who was Virginia Woolf’s husband?” and I, an actually good student, had no idea, looked at them and then answered confidently: “Mr. Wolf!” to which everybody laughed and the professor went “well, you are not wrong” and let it go

-I posed as GOB from arrested development during the pictures for my last thesis (end of the specialistic) so you get a mun-pic from 2 years ago under read-more and I did it because my friend pointed out to me, one day, after seeing GOB gifs that ‘hey you always in that pose when you make a point’ and instead of crying I decided to embrace it like I did with the walk

[shewassoferal]

also gonna be honest with you, I have to be extra careful when following back any muse who has anything to do with horror, supernatural, especially when demons and gods are involved, or anything about life after death, because it's too close to what triggers my panic even though it's such a stupid thing that and it fuels my nightmares in general, so I can make a few exceptions, especially for blogs that don't post gifsets or have them so tagged that I can use tumblr savior to block them from my sight

like, I follow a Constantine (and I already have to look away from demon scenes he has in Legends) and that might be the one exception? And I can't watch his show for sure, just like I'm done with Supernatural and many others. Which sucks because I adore his character in Legends and I’d love to write with him more (like I loved Dean and Sam Winchester at least up until s5, and then I had to slowly pull myself away from the show when I realized, too late, that I was making myself extra anxious and my nightmares were more gore-y than ever)

-I also don’t follow muses who are gods beside the marvel ones nor any sort of beings with powers such as mind-control, and basically muses that would be basically impossible to write with for my Jemma, unless she has to submit to them and/or control everything she says (same reason why I can’t write with villains). Not only I’m not comfortable with it, but she wouldn’t. She’d actually die or suffer in silence and that’d be it. 

[shewassoferal]

also me: ha Jemma forgot to drink water again me, looking at my untouched bottle: ... crap