i desperately need someone to give me an omegaverse hollanov where shane is the alpha and ilya is the omega. ilya ends up getting pregnant and he thinks for a second that he and shane could have this...
but then he thinks about how much shane loves hockey and how outing shane's sexuality, their relationship, and a child would probably end their careers.
and ilya cant do that to shane. ilya cant take the one thing that shane loves away from him. but he cant get rid of his baby. this baby is the only family ilya really has and he has loved it since he found out about it.
so ilya leaves the nhl. he doesnt say anything to anyone, just leaves. he and svetlana find a place in the middle of nowhere that he can live and keep to himself. svetlana doesnt live with him, but she visits frequently and often brings gifts for her goddaughter.
ilya is comfortable in this life for a few months... until his alpha seeks him and their pup out...












