7-11, l*cas breaks up
this isnt even canon anymore but damn what a good log i was in the ZONe
o says: (10:29:40 PM) [text] are you at your dorm? [text] i wanna talk [text] kris. Jordanbb says: (10:30:06 PM) [text] huh [text] yeah imthere o says: (10:30:23 PM) [text] can i come over? Jordanbb says: (10:30:57 PM) [text] ofc o says: (10:31:17 PM) [text] im actually outside your door rn Jordanbb says: (10:31:46 PM) [opens door??] o says: (10:32:22 PM) [is sitting outside crosslegged leaning on the wall] [looks up at kris] Hi. Jordanbb says: (10:33:02 PM) Hey. [extends a hand to help him up] o says: (10:34:37 PM) [takes her hand and gets up] Jordanbb says: (10:34:48 PM) come on in. o says: (10:35:30 PM) [walks in and stands awkwardly next to the door, he stuff his hands in his pockets] Jordanbb says: (10:36:06 PM) [closes the door after him, looking at him with a bit of concern before shaking it off and going back to her place on her bed] o says: (10:38:00 PM) Can I say something? Jordanbb says: (10:38:08 PM) Sure, shoot. o says: (10:38:46 PM) Uh. Well. [gulps and shifts around] Jordanbb says: (10:39:07 PM) ....? o says: (10:39:15 PM) I, uh, i think.. Jordanbb says: (10:39:22 PM) [sits up, cross legged on the bed] Yeah? o says: (10:39:39 PM) [clears throat again] takes hands out of pockets stuffs them back again] I wanna can can we. I think we should break up. Jordanbb says: (10:40:11 PM) ... Why. o says: (10:41:21 PM) [Looks down] I'm leaving. Jordanbb says: (10:41:49 PM) Oh.. [swallows] Where to? o says: (10:42:02 PM) ....Back home. [gulps again and looks away] And well... I don't think a long distnce thing would work. Oh. .. Jordanbb says: (10:45:21 PM) Just kinda sprung this on me, huh? o says: (10:45:41 PM) Hey. o says: (10:45:51 PM) I thought alot about this ... I'm just. leaving. Jordanbb says: (10:47:02 PM) Why didn't you tell me til now? that's kinda what you do when you're dating someone y'know Let them know...what's going on.... o says: (10:47:44 PM) i dunno i guess i never thought about it....i think... thats why we should break up ......... [looks down] Jordanbb says: (10:48:34 PM) ... What... what do you mean? I'm not smart, so just tell me straight up, okay? I don't wanna hear that cryptic crap. o says: (10:49:28 PM) i just. [sighs] you go around doing things on your own alot of times sometimes i wonder if youll ever fight for me. i mean reallywant me. i guess i know im the one who confessed. i liked you first but i dont think you were really..... i dunno liking me back as much as i was liking you. oir maybe i wasnt showing it..... maybe im just a needy person. but. i guess thats sorta my fault i shut myself away and i guess i secretly wanted you to come after me i dunno kris... i dunno Jordanbb says: (10:59:11 PM) I--I tried. And yeah, I'd still throw a punch for you but. [falls back onto her bed, rolls onto her stomach] I'm not...I don't. chase. That's not the kind of girl I am, I think. Is that what you want? o says: (10:59:53 PM) No, I...I can't force you to be a person you're not. I'm leaving anyways and sorry sorry [brings hands to face] Jordanbb says: (11:00:14 PM) ... Come here. o says: (11:00:33 PM) [slowly trudges over] sorry. Sorry. sorry. Jordanbb says: (11:00:41 PM) Hey. [takes his hands and removes them from his face. she's still holding them by his sides while she fixes her eyes on his.] o says: (11:03:31 PM) [swallows down his tears to no avail] ... [his face scrucnesh up] [looks away] Jordanbb says: (11:04:05 PM) ...Hey. [her voice is gentle, a soft contrast to the usual sting in her words.] Look at me. o says: (11:06:53 PM) [looks at her] Jordanbb says: (11:08:48 PM) I'll miss you. [her right hand breaks away from his to catch a tear.] You're crying. Are you going to miss me? o says: (11:21:48 PM) [nods and cloese eyes and nods] yeah.. yeah i will ill miss you alot [nods] sorry sorry sorry kris Jordanbb says: (11:23:01 PM) Stop apologizing. ... [exhales slowly, casting her eyes to her feet momentarily before looking back up at him] Just go do whatever you have to do and, uh. I hope you have a good time. Maybe you can put up with a visit? I...uh. [gulps] Hah! o says: (11:25:36 PM) ... I'll be gone for good , Kris. ... [his words lodge in his throat] ...i really really- I should go, Kris. Jordanbb says: (11:26:25 PM) ... don't go. don't go, not now. Don't go. o says: (11:28:13 PM) i leave tomorrow morning i havent packed i- ... [looks down] Jordanbb says: (11:28:42 PM) Ok. Ok. [holds both of his hands and sort of swings them back and forth lightly] o says: (11:32:45 PM) [leans his head on her shoulder, whispers] can i stay here? Jordanbb says: (11:35:16 PM) mhm. [brings her arms around his waist] Yeah. o says: (11:43:46 PM) Can I just stay here like this for a second? Jordanbb says: (11:48:58 PM) Yeah. It's not a problem. [her grip tightens, then loosens a little] o says: (11:49:36 PM) [kisses her neck lightly maybe not i dunno... not out of lust] Jordanbb says: (11:52:08 PM) [brings lucas closer and holds onto him. she doesn't let out any noise, just sighs into him] o says: (11:55:08 PM) [whispers] I love you. Jordanbb says: (11:57:15 PM) . [her grip tightens almost instinctively. how typical he'd confess before a farewell; how it pained her that much more.] Why would you leave me? You--you don't. leave someone you love. You don't desert them. o says: (11:58:14 PM) sorry. sorry sorry ...sorry. Jordanbb says: (11:59:17 PM) You don't love me. you wouldn't be leaving if you did. o says: (11:59:48 PM) [cracks] o says: (11:59:54 PM) [shrivels into dust] o says: (11:59:59 PM) [blows away in the wind] o says: (12:00:02 AM) [he is dead] Jordanbb says: (12:00:14 AM) [she's speaking through clenched teeth, holding onto lucas in a way she'd never done before. her heart beats cold as he apologises, sorry and so]-- o says: (12:01:47 AM) I have to leave. I'm sorry Kris I- Jordanbb says: (12:02:06 AM) Why. Why do you have to go. o says: (12:03:54 AM) (stoP!!!!!!) My profeassor...offered me a job. I...can't turn it down. Jordanbb says: (12:09:42 AM) ...Right. [lets out a short breath. defeated, she refuses to release him, at least right now.] So. Stay tonight. o says: (12:13:48 AM) [nods, bushing against her shoulder, and rubs his prickly face into her neck] Jordanbb says: (12:15:14 AM) [she never quite got used to that odd sensation, it brings out a brief, tickled giggle. she falls back onto the bed once more, this time bringing him down with her.] let's just lay like this, alright? o says: (12:20:38 AM) [nods again, bringing his hand to her face. he brushed her hair from her face] Jordanbb says: (12:23:52 AM) [she smiles sadly, moving closer to him. their shoulders touch, the coarse hairs on his arm brush against the fading remnant of her tan, and she shifts to her side, facing lucas for a moment before going into a kiss.] o says: (12:35:02 AM) (haha im gomen man u write well im gunna go with simple action sentences and broken fragmetnsts!!) [lucas lifted his chin and tilted his head a bit to fit in her kiss. he shuffled closer to her, pressing his body tight up against hers.] Jordanbb says: (12:39:59 AM) [already kris is holding on tight; she doesn't want him to go. she won't let him go. her kisses are almost desperate, and her eyes partially open to steal a glimpse of him so near to her before closing them again hm] o says: (12:53:31 AM) [he slowly moved his hand down her body and paused at her bellybutton. his hand pressed down on her flat stomach and slowly moved up her shirt haha] Jordanbb says: (12:57:16 AM) [she slides her hands up the back of his shirt, lifting it up as they move. she stops at his shoulder and pulls on the cloth a bit as to say "hey hey take this off pls"] o says: (1:14:14 AM) [lucas blinked but sson got the message and wriggled out of his shirt . he got up closer to her face, brushiing his lips against her top lip and suggested the same] Jordanbb says: (1:14:58 AM) (
) Jordanbb says: (1:21:23 AM) [without missing the hint, she tossed her shirt to the floor then sat up, pulling him with her. she kissed his shoulder and nipped at the skin, intending to haha wow yeah let's leave some marks on lucas] o says: (1:40:57 AM) [He uttered a groan as he pressed his hands on her back. he like the feel of her skin. it was warm. she was there in in his arms] Jordanbb says: (1:44:01 AM) [she left one on each side of his neck before kissing his lips again, breaking to speak] what do you want to do? o says: (1:49:45 AM) ....[lucas kept silent. he moved his hands up to her shoulders and ran down her arms. he kissed her lips and kissed her face her chin her neck] Jordanbb says: (2:04:21 AM) [ok! lets say we're. done haha lying in bed cute no shirts ok.] lucas. o says: (2:04:47 AM) Mmm Jordanbb says: (2:04:55 AM) ... You- forget about us. before these go away. [presses her fingers into the deep red spots hm] o says: (2:08:13 AM) ........ ....what? [he looked at her ] Jordanbb says: (2:09:45 AM) [lies with her face up looking at the ceiling. distraught]
((yanno i think my laptop died or whatever the log just STOps here and well this ship doesnt even exist in canon anymore so!!!!!! she doesnt have any recollection of the thing bc it NEVRer HAPPened))
