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everyone makes so much noise all the time
Autistic problems- when people in comidy movies/tv have awkward moments, it makes my whole body tighten like concrete, and makes the surface level of my skin hurt. I get so uncomfortable for the characters. Can’t do sit coms. Hyper-empathy is a bitch.
When I first watched that episode of The Good Doctor where we see what happened to Shawns brother and he was in the police station and Claire (?) That other nice doctor had that relaization that Shawn really doesn't like being asked questions he only likes volunteering information I didn't really think about it much but now I realize that is such a me thing. I get so overwhelmed and flustered when being asked questions especially when there's a lot of questions at once. I feel like that's the kind of autism thing that you wouldn't normally explicitly know about so honestly good on the writers.
Anyone else have the same experience/reaction with questions??
FUCK a local collage Is telling people about ABA (Applyed Behavioral Analysis.) therapy. If you don't know ABA was invented by a guy who made "correctional" treatment for gay and trans people. Only ABA targets autisic people so this is really bad for me.
I met some nice ducks today!
i wish i got the "good at math autism" but unfortunately i got the "doesn't know how to interact with human beings" autism
You know I was beginning to wonder if dad might be autistic. He hasn't been around to really observe and attibute shit I'd recognize now.
He does this thing, get him started on anything sciencey- or don't- I mean I was just sitting there digesting lunch and he chuckles and I ask what "oh just thinking about our heating system. It's geothermal." And bam he launches into a whole explanation. He's been doing that constantly. Just feeding me all sorts of information. I'm not sure how much I'm absorbing but I like listening to it anyway. 😅
but yeah. The frequency and nature of it just feels like a Neurospicy trait. I also know he'll go down the rabbithole on anything he finds remotely interesting. He researches shit excessively. Especially when it comes to medical things. I don't wanna call him a hypocondriac exactly, but it's a bit obsessive how much he'll read up on something. 👀
At coffee time today he told us his mother made him a turpentine and tea "hot toddy" when he was little once, so he may just have brain damage. Who knows. 👀
Stepmom and I were having a deep discussion on family things and I said "Yeah i was too young and.. autistic to notice any of what was going on with my parents" which so far has been the only time I have referenced that in terms of myself 👀👀👀
It went unnoticed. I keep debating whether or not I wanna tell dad "hey, so it turns out im most likely autistic." Not out of fear exactly but. I just know hes gonna question me like "why do you think that"
I am a shitty ass debater, I cannot gather my thoughts enough to get into that on the spot. Especially verbally. It would have to happen over several conversations to really get a full picture of my thoughts on literally anything. 😔
I mean the only thing I can think of to whip out as an example is "I used to bang my head on the wall" 🤣 what neurorypical child does that, really. Anything else could be attributed to other shit. My hard of hearing, or my congenital health problems. I don't want to feel like I have to defend it..
But also I think I would use the excuse that being autistic is why I have no dopamine 👀
Stepmom called dad the R word when she was giving him shit for doing something weird/stupid. He's like "are you calling me stupid?" "No, like.. special."
and I oop 👀
i do think robert has loved jimmy a painful lot at some point, he probably still does in a way and always will, but i’ve never quite felt the same love and adoration from jimmy’s part, hes always seemed distant and unreachable and too proud and powerful and wise for such mundane things as love lol but idk maybe he’s just a capricorn 💀
Well anon, I think he’s just an autistic ♾