#adderall crash

[thechrisramos]

Adderall feels like a magic carpet ride, but like through a VR headset. Except you can’t take the headset off after the ride is over. So you stare at darkness.

And while staring at darkness, you realize that the world that exists within the headset is not real, and that you’re just a character.

Then you feel guilty for having a personality that is not yours, so you stop taking the drug.

Then you crash.

Mentally, physically, and emotionally.

It's hard at first because you can barely open your eyes. 

All you want to do is sleep.

You’re nostalgic.

You’re only interested in learning about Pangea or the savanna.

You’re eating nonstop.

Then you’re back to normal, and you want to go back.

To the crash.

[fadeintothestarlight]

Update, as if anyone reads my blog..

As mentioned in my previous post I am currently struggling with stimulant dependency. A side effect of using amphetamines is lack of appetite, around January 12th I began dieting.

Well its been a little over 2 weeks and so far I've lost about 7 pounds. Since my addiction began I've lost about 12 or so pounds in total.

Last Saturday I decided to begin taking diet pills too alongside diet and excercise. I stopped taking Adderall so I could safely use the diet pills.

I'm on day 4 of being off Adderall and it's absolute hell. I'm depressed. I'm anxious. I can't function at work or in social atmospheres. And worst of all, I'm angry. I'm absolutely raging inside. I can't take it anymore. Tomorrow I'm starting it back up because FUCK this withdrawal bullshit.

[magicalgirlpropaganda]

There's just. Nothing.

No motivation to do anything

This is why i don't take my meds unless i must

[chungledown-bimothy]

Badderall + hypomania = holy fuck im going to commit a fucking murder if anyone looks at me wrong holy shit. I don't know if I've ever been this Angry. I don't know what to do about it. Fuck.

[jami-c]

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having a BRUTAL nosedive of an adderall crash already and hearing the astronomical society’s star party is cancelled made me disproportionately sad lol

brains can sure be dumb for how smart they are... supposedly

[halfrican-princess]

Is it the Adderall/4 hours of sleep I’ve been getting a night that makes me wanna destroy all my relationships at 4 am or am I just awful lol

[sinnedandfoundheaven-blog]

I'm so beyond exhausted it's insane

I wish I could've stayed in bed with you instead of leaving early to pack. I can't remember the last time I've slept for more than four hours.