#bipolar 2

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Can anyone else relate

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ACCOUNT POST! BLOCK DONT REPORT!!!!! PLEASE THIS IS MY ONLY PLACE TO VENT!!!! This is a mainly a jirai blog (I’m a fashion and lifestyle jirai) but I post some menhera/recovery things as well

I’m not pro or anti recovery, I support people doing what they want ❤️‍🩹

TW for my account since I discuss my mental health issues. I will be posting about my experiences with self harm, sexual assault, suicidal ideation, smoking, drinking, trauma, vents, etc!! No I do not promote unhealthy coping mechanisms I’ve just been doing them for a long time :/

I personally flip between wanting to get worse and better frequently. I am diagnosed by a professional with ADHD. I have medically recognized bipolar 2 and am receiving treatment for it. I also have dermatillomania (I’m a compulsive skin picker)

You can call me Ruby, it is the name I use on here. My pronouns are she/hers! I’m 20 yrs old :))

Taken by my lovely bf (obsessed w him)❤️🔒

I block freely but I’m cool w most ppl. If ur a MAP, racist, zoo, rcta, pred, terf, swerf, jirai hater, or if you pmo or make me uncomfortable. DNI Melanie fans

I don’t care for/don’t have an opinion on syscourse (im not a system) but I support all my moots who are systems :)

‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚. IRL Utsudere/Dorodere/Masogire‧₊˚❀༉‧₊˚.

Ask games: 1,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,11,

Anons taken: 💿, 🏹☁️🪐🕊, ➕♂️,🫀, ⭐🌹

My interests:

🌸 art

🌸 The Menhera community

🌸Jirai fashion, lifestyle, and community

🌸 movies

🌸 manga

🌸 DIY/Crafts

🌸 Sanrio

🪷 userbox credits to @jiraisupportgroup

•Pls lmk how I can make my blog look cuter!!•

Characters I relate to:

[notavampiretrustme]

I think chronic/ passive suicidal ideation is akin to the non descriptive feeling of homesickness while you are still at home. A sense of “I want to go home” without knowing what your brain means by “home”. All you know is you long for it

[horses-make-me-cry]

it sucks not being able to trust your own happiness because you can’t tell if things are actually getting better or it’s just the hypomania

what emotions are mine? what version of myself is truly me and which version is just the mental illness in control?

[asadgirlwithaprettymind]

a fine gentleman: very demure, very mindful 🐈‍⬛

[ur-older-brother-official]

I hope everyone who has been demonized for bipolar (type 1, type 2, AND cyclothimia) has a beautiful and wonderful day and your pillow is super cold when you sleep tonight.

[psychok1lleracousticversion]

[xlovxx]

i want to turn off my mind so bad. i’m tired of my thoughts and overthinking.

i’m always saying that my state between hypomania and depression is the worst. because it is. i don’t feel anything but at least i’m not thinking at all