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[thebigblueheron]

I was making a todo list and my keyboard corrected "look at adding awards [for my games]" to "look at adding stress"

My phone knows me too well

#ai

[wiltedeyesandtwistedlies]

Has anyone else lost their enjoyment of one of their favorite stims? Like its just not... the same? It doesn’t even feel like a stim anymore?

I vocal stim a lot. I mean a LOT. Or I used to. An old friend I rarely talk to anymore —and who I used to live with so she knew my stims even if she didn’t know that’s what they were— pointed out that I didn’t “make my happy sound anymore.” And that she missed it.

The truth is I wasn’t happy around her anymore. Like I said, we rarely talk now. I know my new normal state of mind is pretty depressed. I barely talk at all anymore. The only stimming I’ve been doing is self soothing —rocking, hugging myself, I’ve even started sucking my thumb again.

Today was a really good day compared to others and I was humming and remembered my old favorite stim. So I tried it but it wasn’t the same. I’ve been trying since she pointed it out two weeks ago. I tried all my sounds. And none of them feel like a stim at all.

I don’t know. I just want to know if this is a normal thing. I’ve never seen anyone else talk about it and I don’t know anyone else who has experienced it. This is a first for me and it’s making me feel worse than I already did. Advice is welcome.

[breathingpeonies]

neurotypical people will never understand the unbelievable stress and anxiety that you feel when they tell you to stop moving because "it's shaking the bed" or "it's distracting" etc. like,,, hi yes i Cannot™️ not do that without incredible effort and constant focus which is very draining and rarely allows me to think about anything else. it's not something i choose to do and i'm not trying to annoy you. please understand that.

[wiltedeyesandtwistedlies]

Adhd is:

Needing to sleep so bad your body is screaming at you to let it rest. Your eyes are heavy and burning, your head pounding, sending spikes of pain into your eyes. Your muscles literally ache, your limbs too heavy to move but too pained to be still. Your joints throb, your stomach cramps, your body weighs much more than it had hours ago.

And somehow you’re just.....too bored....to sleep...??

[wiltedeyesandtwistedlies]

I obsessed over an organizing project, worked out every single detail and category and subcategory.

And now it’s finished.

And existence is so so heavy.

[gamma-2]

Coloured in a charizard today!

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[dietician-lunajaiswal]

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