I need to finish a 5 page paper due in a few hours
But the tickle worm in my stupid brain won’t stop screaming at me for the first time in over a month TvT

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I need to finish a 5 page paper due in a few hours
But the tickle worm in my stupid brain won’t stop screaming at me for the first time in over a month TvT
I'll believe it all
There's nothing I won't understand
I'll believe it all
I won't let go of your hand.
Imagine, if you will: it is 2 am. I am in my car, on my way home from work. I am sitting at a light waiting for the green arrow to turn left.
The bop that is Your Love Is My Drug by Kesha is playing.
I am zoned out at this light thinking about Dieter Bravo.
I very nearly miss the light turning green.
Minor thing, but "hyperfixation" getting watered down to just mean "I like this thing a lot" makes it kind of challenging to communicate the true depths of my obsession
I'm not, like, "oh I like Devil May Cry a lot"
I'm like, "Oh my god what if I made a DMC3 AMV. I will think of literally nothing else until this is completed. I will put off sleep, forget to pack my lunch, forget to eat breakfast, consider calling out of work so I can work on it, and also, I've annoyed everyone I know by singing the song over and over as I go about my day as I mentally piece together exactly what this thing will look like, because that's how I'm coping with not being able to work on it. I keep looking for excuses to bring it up in conversation even though I'm absolutely positive everyone I have ever known is already sick of it, and also, every second I spend not thinking about it makes me feel like I got clubbed upside the head by a baseball bat"
I mean I'm doing okay but my god I feel like I'm possessed
while i'm thinking about it... should i draw sunday? 👀
Well they finally decided to medicate me
dont worry i'm fine i'm just bored
if i'm understimulated my brain starts telling me that life has no meaning and i should kill myself