#admin dana

[bangtanhustlelife]

i have some explaining to do

TLDR; this has been the worst year of my life and i am a jailbird, but im not giving up.

howdy yall...

i dont know how to say any of this so i’ll keep it short. i dont want to keep making excuses for my absence, but i’ve been struggling for quite some time to just stay afloat.

as some of you may know, i struggle through some issues with mental illness, this including many doctor visits, many medications, and many therapy sessions.

ive tried to make myself happy and at least become successful via college, work, a new apartment, a car, loving myself for my appearance, getting into my hobbies, and also a relationship.

well, long story short, i got into a terrible relationship that involved a person who isolated me and ripped everything from me until i was homeless, selling anything i had to my name for something to make her happy. inevitably, she ruined my life and ended up getting me arrested.

Through all of that, ive suffered some major trauma to my body including shattered bones and internal bleeding, as well as physical and emotional scarring. I want to make a comeback, but im also 100% willing to come to terms with the fact that it will be slow, and some days will be better than others.

I want to thank you all for sticking with BHL, I want to thank you all for loving BHL as well as BTS. I want to thank you all for dealing with the lag and lack of content. I want to thank all of my admins here, active or not. I know i havent been a great leader and i really dont deserve the dedication you all tried to give me. but i appreciate every drop of it. from the deepest wells of my heart, thank you.

I am not ready to quit, so please, dont stop supporting me through the hard times. I will do my best to make you all proud, writing and working with you all has been and always will be one of the happiest bits of life for me. I cannot count on all my fingers and all my toes how many of you have touched my heart and lightened my spirit for just crossing my path. 

Bangtanhustlelife, forever fighting!~

With love and adoration, 

Admin Dana♥

[teammscr-blog]

Qrow: You really think you're ready for the field? I once used defibrillators on myself. I put shards of glass in my fuckin' eye. I've jumped from a high-rise building using only a raincoat as a parachute and broke both legs upon landing; I still had to pretend I was in a fucking Cirque du Soleil show! I've swallowed enough microchips and shit them back out again to make a computer. This arm has been ripped off completely and re-attached with *this* fuckin' arm.

Rose: I don't know that that's possible... I mean medically...

Qrow: During the threat of an assassination attempt, I appeared convincingly in front of congress as Barack Obama.

Covey: In black-face? That's not appropriate.

Qrow: I watched the woman I love get tossed from a plane and hit by another plane mid-air. I drove a car off a freeway on top of a train while it was on fire. Not the car, *I* was on fire.

Morwenna: Jesus, you're intense.

[bangtanhustlelife]

A little update

Hello everyone! Admin Dana here. I wanted to let everyone know that prompts are in fact getting written! It’s taking me some time to post them just bc my cat ate my computer charger so i have to write everything by hand. Taking a trip to the library soon to hopefully do a massive scenario release! Look forward to it!

Also, i missed selca saturday so here is this ❤️

[bangtanhustlelife]

Happy selca saturday everyone! I'm admin dana, two truths and a lie about me are ; - im puerto rican - my favorite color is yellow - i'm engaged to my best friend

[teammscr-blog]

Snow Argent(Schnee) Playlist

Flares // The Script

It’s time // Imagine Dragons

Born this way // Lady Gaga

Reflection // Fifth Harmony

Worth it //  Fifth Harmony

Ho Hey // The Lumineers

Family Portrait // Pink 

Let it go // Demi Lovato 

Mad Hatter  // Melanie Martinez 

King of anything // Sara Bareilles 

[incorrectwtnvquotes]

Faceless Old Woman: Life keeps fucking me and I can't remember the safeword.

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Cecil: Due to the lack of cicadas so far this summer, I will be climbing up the trees and screaming in their absence.

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Josh: I accidentally put my car in neutral and revved the engine and then the guy next to me revved his engine and I'm like ‘Fuck, I gotta street race.