#adrian system

[its-my-mental-breakdown]

Reminder for today: I love you, everyone of you. And I hope you know I'm proud of you

You ate today? Good job I'm happy your taking care of your self

You took a nap?? Holy cow I love you

You did your chores??? Omy I'm so proud of you

You did nothing but rested today?? Holy crap your amazing and I'm so proud of you for relaxing and taking care of your self

Couldn't finish something today? That's alright try again tomorrow, you'll get it

Practiced self care by taking a shower? :0 your awesome

Picked up some things off from the floor? Cleaned up your room? Did something productive?? :0000 I hecking love you so much and immso proud of you

Took your meds today? On time? Oh heck your the single most amazing person ever.

You couldn't do much today bc stress or something? Your the single most valid person ever

With love,

Adrian

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My partners @the-angry-child @candy-arsenic @rk-hamiltrash @cryptid-artists-posts : *exists*

James: perfection

Nova: absolute units of love

Jack: they all babey

Serenity: my lovely darlings

Remus: hehe they cute

Adrian: I think we're all gay for them, I think we get that.

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Adrian: what,, if l;,,, no nooo hear me out... What if I made everyone hyper aware of exactly how weird I am but,,,,,,

Remus: I'm listening

Adrian: but.... I only spill it in weird times and then panic

Nova: that...that isn't healthy....

James: what is healthy I've yet to rest and I've been fronting for days you fool.

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BABS!!!!!! I didn’t know you had a system blog!!!

Remus: hello euro, yea we got a system blog.

James: yea faeling we have a system blog sorry we didn't tell you

Adrian: I love you darling I'm sorry sweetheart

[its-my-mental-breakdown]

Just...

I wanna hug someone, like a long time. Like I wish to be held in someone's arms and feel safe and loved and happy for once in my life. Just I want affection I want love, I wanna feel like the person I hug is gonna care about me and know that no matter how many times I hug them I will always cry a lite bc I'm always touch starved and I will cling to them like a frog bc I need affection and love and validation that no I am not worthless and that I'm not gonna be left behind bc I feel like I am no matter what I do. Just I want someone to hug and hold me and make me feel safe and loved for once please.

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ive been listening to the same four songs on repeat and playing minecraft for the past two hours and micas very annoyed tm

//oooof lucky me and Adrian like the same music so I can't annoy them unless I start playing,,, shit i.forgot the name.of the song//

[adrian-system]

Can you stop

Can you not be like this

Can you let others move on and grow

They're in pain, they're forever stuck worrying of they did something wrong

Just stop leave them and us alone

Go away please

Forever

No more.

Were done with you and everything you were

We are hurt, we are in pain, were scared, we miss you all but we know if we try things will be worse.

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Us when we experience someone leaving us

Adrian: cry's for hours

Remus: time to cut off someone's n*pples

James: ehh were better than them

Jack: *sobs Inna corner*

Serenity: now that I've w

Woke up it's time to fucking stab all the jerks who's hurt us

Shane: this is a normal? Life? Thing. Stop wanting to kill people

Nm: (we just ignore her for a reason :)) )