Good day. I would like a general spread and then my questions are should I reveal how I do what I do? What is blocking me? What should I focus on. Thank you thingstothinkabout
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9 of Swords, 4 of Swords, High Priestess, 10 of Swords, Ace of Swords, Page of Cups, Page of Swords
First off, so many swords. So many thoughts. So much thinking. Like you’re anxious and you’re trying to come up with the right solution and you don’t know if you’re going to be able to come up with the right solution, but you want to make a solution so you’re over here worrying about yourself. I want you to breathe. Like a couple a times. Sit down and do nothing if you can. The cards even say this, give yourself space to not be for a second. Cause if not, you’re going to end up worrying yourself to death. I’m honestly surprised that the Death card didn’t come up because there is something that you just gotta let go.
First of all, remember that you can control how you present yourself, but you can not control how others see you. That is up to them and their psyche on how they perceive the world and how they perceive who you are as a person. You can try and be a sweet as possible, describing who you are (and what you do) down the very last detail. But if they don’t like, they’re not going to like it. You can’t make someone accept (anything) you which is why we have to start accepting ourselves. Do you accept yourself and what you do fully? Because if you did, you wouldn’t be so caught up on how someone else will. And I can hear it now, “But some people don’t want to be in hiding anymore! Some people want everyone to know who they are without holding back!” That’s cool, but here you are worrying.
I usually don’t give myself as an example but I feel like it would make sense if I do, so hear me out. Ya girl has parents that know I read tarot and a mother that knows I do more than read tarot. She doesn’t *know* I’m a witch but she knows something is up. While I think it’s cute that they know, it honestly was not necessary, and I was more comfortable with them not knowing. Because my mom knows I do more, she’s always asking questions, and I have a lovely mom but that woman is a whole Christian. I knew my dad would not approve totally and has made very interesting comments that he could have kept to himself. Stress and annoyance. I was more comfortable being hidden than I was being open and being open so new in the game. I was and still am confident in who I am, in who I was and am becoming, and my gifts. I knew who I am and what I do was not up for debate or question. That if I wanted to debate or question that was up for me and myself to decide.
Now, back to your question. Are you okay with who you are and who you are becoming? Are you ok with your gifts? Why do you need others to know what you do? For validation? Or to teach? To inform? As long as you are completely comfortable with your info being out there and with others knowing the intricacies of what you do, then, by all means, go ahead. The Tarot can not tell you if you should do something or not, it instead shows you what stops you from doing something and I as the reader point out why. Whatever you choose to do, make sure you are completely ok with it. Don’t do it for others, do it for yourself.
What is blocking you? Well, we kind of tapped into that already. Yourself and wanting others to accept you. Because you don’t want the worst possible situation you hold off on living life and being who you want to be. I can tell you’re a calculated person, and once again, you can’t calculate everything. Life isn’t going to go how you want it all the time. Does that also mean you gotta do just any ol thing and hope for the best? Nope. But you have to have a balance. Don’t second guess yourself so much. Don’t overthink so much. What you receive from others is how things are, nothing more or less. What you sense may be confusing, but only take home what you can understand. Everything else that doesn’t make sense isn’t that important right now. Move on to the next part of your day, your week, your life. Also, stop. Breath. Go to bed. Eat. Take a shower. Take care of yourself more. Everyone can’t get luxury things and live that life, but do what you can to be healthy. You don’t have to eat a salad every day and wear the latest Mani and Pedi that you go just that morning while you were waking up to be healthy. Give yourself an hour. That’s all. Trust me it is going to make a world of a difference because when you’re balanced physically, you can easily balance the rest of yourself in other aspects.
Things to focus on. Well, I feel as though that the reason you think so much is because you feel like you can’t put these thoughts anywhere else. You gotta let them go and let them out. Journal. Talk to the moon. Talk to a tree. Get a plant. I need you to focus on letting off that mental steam without judgment. You got things to share, but you need to hear yourself say it before you go off and tell the world and that’s ok, but you have to say it. Thinking about something and verbalizing it are 2 completely different things. Try and be on this plane of existence too because this is where your body is.
We also need to focus on how we view ourself to the extent in which we do. This is a slightly cryptic way of thinking, but I get the feeling that you view yourself from so many different angles, and you’re not comfortable with accepting any of them because they are all you or they could all be you. This isn’t to say that you shouldn’t because this is you and this is how you are, but it’s also ok to not do that. You may need to find a method of meditation that is right for you so you can clear your mind more. You just feel so busy, that is why I’m typing so much because this is how you think (and probably sometimes talk). You have to slow down and smell the roses.
The cards tap into newness, into being a student of something and learning about a new venture. You are in the right direction, whatever it is you are trying to do, but you have to do it. You can’t think through the journey, you have to walk and experience the journey. Don’t be scared to not do something because you don’t know what is going to happen. That’s the whole point of the journey, is the uncertainty that pushes you into new experiences. It’s daunting, but always worth the lessons in the end. Remember when you choose your next steps
This is a tarot and oracle interpretation for @floatingontheground . I put a star next to that one position that you said flubbed you up, so if you want to just scroll to that part you can. Also, unless the position only had one card, I also bolded the card names so you can quickly see what each card means. Hopefully, with everything together including that one position, you’ll be able to get the big picture.
Thank you for allowing me to interpret your cards, love!
What you want: Temptation is a given. You wish for someone to be exciting, You want your relationship to be exciting. You wish for adventure, for continuous lust. You pretty much you wish for this other person to make you the center of attention and to always be doing things to gain your attention, even after they already have it. You wish to feel like a high schooler too, or at least experience young love. Have butterflies in your stomach and to always get a giddy feeling when you guys hang out. To sneak out and go somewhere private and then come back and act like nothing. The fun, the excitement, and kind of love that never feels like it's getting old, but with a heightened need for touch. On top of that, you also don't want to be lusted after so much that you are put on this pedestal (The reversed aspect of the card). You want the person to want you but not because of what you look like but for the content of your character. For your mind and how you carry yourself. You are more than what you look like on the surface and if you are to be in a relationship with someone they need to understand that they need to get to know you for you. 5 of Swords talks about defeat and the feeling you get when someone does the complete opposite of what you want. Or when they do what everyone has been doing for some time know when they get to know you. They spark up a conversation and quickly get to talking about your appearance. Its the same thing all the time, and it's annoying you and making you want to that relationship you want even more.
What you need: You need someone to build with you even out of the relationship or from a platonic standpoint (3 of Pentacles) and you need someone to show you the silver lining in everything (5 of Water). You tend to get distracted by the thing that doesn't matter the most, the thing you lost in the past, the things that have hurt you. You wish thing could be different and you end up not only getting lost in your thoughts but your emotions. Thinking about that one thing that happened years ago can turn your whole day around. While this person can't change you, they can encourage you to change. You need someone who is encouraging no matter what they. You need someone who realizes that you will bring yourself down a lot, and it's not because you want to be sad all the time, it's just how you are.
What you deserve: You deserve someone who can make up their mind (2 of Pentacles reversed) and you deserve someone who's got some spunk to them. A fire in their eyes, a life to live. Excitement is coming back up with this card (Ace of Fire) and it just shows that while you may not live a boring life, you wish for something a little bit more than what you deal with on an everyday basis. If his life ain't exciting, if he doesn't have anything going for himself, if he doesn't have a plan for himself and eventually a plan for the 2 of you, then he's not what you deserve. You need ambitions, a purpose, or at least an idea of one. Someone to match the work ethic you have (Cause it can be tiring being the only one doing all the working and then not having someone to relate to about working as hard as you do).
Inner obstacle: This one is also self-explanatory. You keep fighting with yourself. You may have been presented with some really good potential people to start a relationship with, but your so used being let down that you usually talk yourself out of whatever that being started between you and the other person. To get what you wish for you have to let your guard just a little bit. Stop talking yourself out of dates and out of getting to know someone and do it just to see where it goes. Just because someone isn't the right one for you doesn't mean it is the end of the world. You're used to saying no but you take it to heart when you have to say no. Learn how to say no and be ok with it. No is a complete sentence. You should be confident in it and be able to walk away knowing you said just enough with that one word.
*Outer Obstacle: So let's start with the position and work our way down. This is the "outer obstacle." The obstacle that is not about you internally but about you outwardly. This can also not be about you and be even more "outer" than you think.
Now the Prince of Wands is also (I assume) the page of wands. Wands meaning action and high energy and prince (or page) meaning (in this case) a young person.
So you outer obstacle is people who can not commit to what they started. They are young or young-minded. They seem like they want a relationship with you but they always drop off and go to the next "best" thing or they may lose interest entirely. They are emotionally and energetically inept to handle a relationship let alone a relationship with you. This seems like it doesn't have anything to do with you, but this is about relationships and you decide who you want to put your energy into. Therefore, this is who you end up always gravitating towards. This is your type that you haven't shaken off yet. And until you learn how to steer clear of them, you will most likely always end up falling for these types of people. One way of avoiding another headache is to go back to the "what you deserve" position and look for some ambition. Do they see a future with you? What future do they have for themselves? If there is nothing planned out, not even their day to day and they're just out and about because then you need to leave them be. It's not worth it trying to start something with someone who cants start anything within themselves (whew chile!)
Overcoming inner obstacles: (I think you meant to put Queen of Earth) You have to be patient with yourself. Realize that you will jump to conclusions literally and end things prematurely because of your thoughts and emotions and your past. Learn to slow down and see where things will go. Be kind to yourself and allow yourself the fun of finding things out, regardless of the outcome is positive or negative. And even if things don't go the way you wished, try to have some fun while doing it. And when things drop, learn from it, go with the flow, and move on. Don't let your anxieties stop you from living your life. Get that d*** appointment, get kissed on, go on a date, and keep it moving.
And if you really don't want to give out your energy like that, still enjoy yourself. You can still talk to them all. You don't have to stay to yourself, because if you do you'll end up missing out on the person who is willing to be what you need, want, and deserve.
Overcoming outer obstacles: This is a very interesting card but it requires you to remember another aspect of the reading that keeps coming up
We tapped into the fact that you keep interacting and finding these people who aren't for you because you're attracted to the artificial energy and ambition they put out. And we also tapped into the fact that you turn to hold on to feel about your past not going the way you wished it to. To get over that, you have to stop thinking about what it is you wish for and just experience life, which is kind of on the same energy as the last position. But the twist is that be happy to have options. Acknowledge that you even keep bumping into people who at the time wish to be with you. This is not to say be grateful or to say that you should indulge in all of them, but that your energy is big enough and powerful enough and full enough for others to want to get a taste. It should be a compliment that so many people take interest in you so quickly. Instead of paying attention to the fact that they leave, pay more attention to fact that they come to you and that you always have options, whether you choose one or not.
Something to embrace that will help you manifest: Once again, ignoring the bad and the ugly and embracing a different viewpoint You gotta put to the side everything you don't like and find new things to look forward to, to get excited about. Being upset about what you don't have is going to be never-ending because there will always be something that you'll never have. Practice abundance and the law of attracting by only looking about what you appreciate and like (or even love) and ride off of that positive energy as much as you can.
Overall, I'm getting that your cards are just telling you that you can't put your life on hold all because your life isn't picture perfect or isn't going according to plan. Go out anyway. Talk to them anyway. Experience who you are with them anyway. Life is meant to be lived, not controlled. Eventually, love will come to you when you most need it, and the more you open yourself up to others the better the chance you'll meet them when you're not even paying attention.
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Hey, love! My question for the paid reading is this: how do I continue my spiritual growth as a psychic and witch going forward? I’m hoping my spirit guides can offer some input, as well! Thank you so much in advanced. :) Have a lovely week!
King of Cups, 2 of Cups, Tower, Queen of Pentacles, Hanged Man
The King of Cups is the king of psychic abilities and empathy. He is the one that comes to you when you're down, hold a hand out to those in need, and is always eager to put his heart first to solve any problem. A people person who is dependable and doesn't like letting others down. He walks through this world with his feelings and he gauges how much of himself he should give based off of them. There is rarely ever a time where he doesn't give himself to a situation, even if it's just saying something encouraging. In terms of psychic abilities and you, you need to start applying them to others. Yes, you can always practice how well you can connect to spirit on yourself but you'll never really know the length in which you can extend yourself and yourself abilities unless you get out of your comfort zone and put someone else ahead of you. This could in the form of what I'm doing, or this could just be every day. Talk to someone and see what you can predict of feel. Because King of Cups came up, empathy is on my mind. You may have a knack for helping others and clairsentience, or feeling other energies and feeling. And you don't just help someone and ask what they need. You gauge how much you put yourself out there based on your feelings. Are they too sad for you to talk to? Do they need encouraging? How do you feel when you hug someone who is in a good mood, or whose mood was "ruined" earlier that morning? Your guides want to you step out and try something new, they see that you're eager to learn and now its time for you to include human interaction into the mix.
2 of Cups just re-emphasizes the connection aspect. You might not even know it now but you will be able to help those who need it most with your practice. Try relying on friends and family first if they are comfortable with you using them as a guinea pig, ask if they feel a certain way or try to predict something before it happens. Listen to them and give them advice based on your higher self and angels, but what you think is the "logical" way to do things. Over time you will learn how to control your own energy so that when you approach a stranger, they will feel calm enough in your presence to allow you to help them.
The Tower touches more on the fact that you will have to get out of your comfort zone and will have to go through some major changes. Know that is you decide to continue on with this path that it may come a time where life may be ripped out from under you. This is not to say that your life will become negative, but that it needs to be demolished so that something greater can be built up. The foundation that you are on right now is not stable enough for you to continue on, and your guides know this. They want to want you and make you realize that not everything is going to be peaches and cream. One minute you will learning everything that you need to know, and next thing you will feel fatigued and very annoyed. You may become oversensitive, and some people around you will see your irritation. This will not mean that the path that you'll be on isn't for you, but that your body is adjusting to the new life. The life of a psychic. You have to be aligned in a way so that you can connect with both the physical world and the spiritual world without much effort. You will learn the difference between the 2 worlds, how they feel with you and how to balance them in your life. It's going to seem strange at first and you may not understand everything right away, but it is worth it if you choose the life of a psychic and witch. This betterment for yourself and yourself only.
The Queen of Pentacles talks about the amount of knowledge you with inquire as you grow from your "Tower" situation and that you will become more and nurturing. Probably with nature and the natural world that you live in. You will do whatever is you can to have more herbs in your house to plant and probably will learn to cook eventually or at least incorporate food more in your practice in some way. Like tea leaf readings or putting cinnamon in your desserts. If it has anything to do with nature, you'll want to know about it. The think about natural studies is that it takes a lot of time and effort. There is a lot of information out there and it will be a while before you'll become confident in your knowledge and ability to use it in your practice and with the people around you.
The Hanged Man just tell you that this whole journey is going to change your perspective that in order to gain any knowledge you will have to step back and let the universe do its thing. This is something that cannot be controlled once you agree to the terms. You will have to learn how to go with the flow but to not just sit back and let things happen. Be passively active in your growth. Yes, your head might hurt but maybe you didn't meditate that day and as the days go on you may need to continue to meditate every morning to adjust to your new senses. Sure this book doesn't make sense now, but eventually when you take it day by day or page by page and study each passage for what it is, start to finish, you will learn it. Dedication is key. Be open to the possibilities of the future and allow yourself to evolve into this new you. Rely on your guides and higher self whenever you can and always be good to yourself health wise. Don't push yourself too hard. This kind of journey does not have a finish line, but just because there is no "end" doesn't mean you don't do anything.
If you accept this life, enjoy what the universe has to offer you.
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Hi! I've paid. I've been wanting to get a reading from you for a minute. I don't have a boo or anything because in the past I've pretty much just ended up isolating myself from relationships to work and make money. I'm currently transition to a job that better on all fronts, but I may have missed out on some things. So I guess my question is romantically what is going on with me? I'm typically good at getting what I want, but this evades me.
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So first off, this reading as a couple of positions and a couple of "free" cards or cards that I interpret intuitively about what their meaning is. Throughout the reading, I will let you know what cards are for what and their position.
The Relationship Now - 2 of Wands
This card is a wonderful card to start with, as you have already mentioned that you are not in a relationship right now, but with this card, it says that there is work being done on both sides. You and this other person are actively thinking about love, even if it leads to dead ends and while it seems tiring to keep going and pursue something that seems like it doesn't align with your life, you both still take a chance every day to keep your heart a little bit open for the other to finally walk in your life. This card is also an encouraging one, telling to keep your head up. That eventually, you will gain the love you seek and that you still have a few steps to take to get what you desire. Some work with yourself needs to happen (and with this other person as well) before a foundation can start, but know that your love is coming. Don't give up hope just yet.
You - 9 of Pentacles, 8 of Swords, Wheel of Fortune
These cards are the “Free” cards as well as the next set of cards below. These cards talk about you and this other potential person and what is going on in you all’s life.
There is confidence and there is a material life that is comfortable. You are able to get what you need and sometimes what you want. You are happy where you are in regards to your work life and you might even have a stable group of friends and loved ones that support you at all times. In the physical world, it seems like you go it all together, with how you present yourself and how you connect with others. But its the complete opposite in your mind. Your thoughts are always jumbled, they're always going, and it's hard to make sense of how you feel. You may feel from time to time but your mind always over thinks things and it becomes confusing for you to understand who you are and where you stand, regardless of how the outside looks. This unsureness is something that may have gotten in the way of past relationships, something that blocked you from the other persona in what ultimately made the other person frustrated with you. When asked the simple but loaded question, "How do you feel," you could never really answer, or you always used the go-to answer, "I'm good," or, "I'm fine." Over time, you never telling your feelings as you should in a relationship led to you not telling your jumbled thoughts to you not saying anything. The silence then became overshadowing, taking over the relationship and what pushed past lovers away in the end.
That second half was all from the 8 of Swords, but the good things about that card are that it is possible to get out of the problem you have created in your head and ultimately, creating in your real world. And it's really simple. You have to just talk. Tell people how you feel even when you're not certain. Let them into your world and take them on a ride of how your mind works. Opening yourself up is making yourself vulnerable, and while having a perfect a relationship sounds great, it is not realistic. What is realistic is sometimes crying on the shoulder of a loved one because you're confused, or walking back and forth ranting because a relative goes on your nerves, or weighing your options out loud so they know where you stand. You don't have to be as sure and stable in your mind as your public life seems to be. But just like your active in your public life, and active in your mentality, be active in connecting with other mentalities, as connections lead to relationships.
Try practicing with your friends or relatives, as I have a feeling you've also been putting up a facade with them too. Yes, it's going to be nerve racking but if you can't be true to yourself and to the people who love you platonically, how are you to be true to a person you're connected to romantically?
The Wheel of Fortune then let you know that a change is coming. A continuation of the "Relationship Now" card. Just because things are going the way you want them to, doesn't mean that things are going anywhere. You just have to keep riding the wave, keep building yourself and your life. Eventually, you will get to what you seek as the universe hears you. They know what you want Just let them set it up so that it can happen. Eventing doesn't just happen overnight.
Them - 3 of Swords, 8 of Swords, 3 of Cups
These cards are a description of who you possible next lover will be, the one you wish to have a long last relationship with. There is a possibility that you may know this person already, or you might have never seen them a day in your life. Either way, you have to keep your heart open and your eyes even more open.
First, it is obvious that they are coming out of a relationship of their own. A relationship where there were a couple of daggers thrown, and it ended hurting one person more than the other. Words were said, and maybe someone did something that they regretted, but in the end, they had to move on. To them they things kept piling up and getting worse, and they knew it would be better to leave and be sane than to go almost insane trying to mend a relationship that won't last. With this kind of intro, you have to know that the potential love of your life has some trauma with them, some sadness that they held onto, some anger that they probably haven't let go of, and confusion of their own. They will have a wall up, and will slightly resemble you. When you meet them and listen to what they have to say or how they carry on the conversation, it will almost be like looking in the mirror. Just like a person has to be careful with you and listen more than talk back with you because you rarely open up your mind, you will have to b careful with them. Their heart has been damaged and they will not be so inclined to be with you or with anyone romantically.
This is my turn to warn you. Don't be persistent. You are initiating this connection, yes, and you're trying to everything you can to always have a healthy one, but have a healthy relationship with someone means having a healthy relationship with yourself and with boundaries. Don't push them to open with you when they don't want to right away. Show that you're around and that you're always open to hang out, but leave when they show that they don't want to be bothered. A relationship should not be stressed, especially in the beginning. Don't force what isn't there. But, when they do decide to come around, be open to them. Be aware of your limitation as well as their's.
The last card, the 3 of Cups kind of gives a glimpse of where you both might meet at. A party meeting? A gathering? A club? A lounge? A place with all of your friends? Wherever it is, there will be a crowd, you will be enjoying yourself, and you may be even celebrating, hence the party or party like atmosphere.
How Could This Relationship Be? - 8 Of Wands
This relationship can really take off the way you've always wished. It could be exciting, it could be fun, it could be eye-opening. I see travel as being one of the big things between the 2 of you. You guys might end up experiencing the world together, trying new things all the time and being adventurous, even if that means doing so in the comfort of your own town or own state. Every day will never be dull and from the night out to a lazy Sunday evening. You will both encourage the others to always do their best and will never let the other person talk down on themselves. You both know what it means to be confused and unsure in your own respects, and will wish to carry out this relationship as clearly as possible. Nothing will be held back, and if something isn't said at the moment, it will be said later on. A beautiful way to carry out a relationship.
How Can You Get To How Things Could Be? - Emperor
Control. You need control of your thoughts, control of your emotions, and control in your actions. And let me set things clear, I'm not asking you to be perfect in everything you do, but I am asking you to be sure, to be stable, to be methodical. Do not hold yourself back because things are scary. Ride with those feeling of uncertainty and stand tall in your uncertainty. You seem so confident to everyone you come across, learn to hold that same energy within yourself when your alone and when you're in a romantic situation. Vulnerable is incredibly sexy and when given to the right person and give life a beautiful relationship. Don't hold yourself back from what could have been because of your afraid of who you are. Be firm in your power. Even when you're not sure exactly what that power is.
I wish you the best of luck love!
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I loooved your last reading of mine and I’m back to see what 2019 has for me (in general)!
I'm so glad you enjoyed your last reading with me, and I'm glad I get to read for you again!
With this yearly reading, the month I start with is the month I pull the cards in. So the first month with start with January and end in December. There are 2 cards for every month and at the end, I will bring everything together and bring up the points that I felt that were most important.
Also, please note that as the months go on, the accuracy of the cards may be a bit muddled as the future is always subject to change and the future is a long span of time.
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2 Major arcana card tells you that this month will be a major month for you. You'll start off your year on an energetic note, a good foot forward. You might have already felt this, but you want to do more action than planning this year, and it will most benefit you to take control of that energy inside of you. You also may get the feeling of doing something a little bit more traditional. Whatever steps your planning on taking, they are calculated and thought out, and you may need to carry this kind of energy throughout your year. Don't stop yourself out of fear that your outcome may not come to fruition. Instead, think more about the journey. You have so much you want to learn and so much energy to push you through, allow that to kickstart your year and put you on a good note this 2019.
Another side note is to pay attention to patterns. If you don't have a habit or a routine of any kind, think about starting one this month. Make sure it's something you enjoy doing or enjoy learning every day so that the idea of getting up and doing this task doesn't seem too daunting.
February: Knight of Cups, Lovers
Beautiful cards to have during the month of love. This could point out that the relationship in your life may pick up during this month and that any blockage in the communication of the love between the 2 of you will clear up very soon. If you are in any romantic relationship with anybody, this month will be a breath of fresh air as fights will be at an all-time low and that feeling of comfortableness with the other person will open up any stagnant energy around you 2.
This month will be the month to talk about feelings, not just with your romantic partner but with the people you're close with. Indulge in the energy of love and open yourself up to others around you. Let some people in that you haven't let in in some time. And open the floor for those same people to open up to you. If there is any grudges that are being held or anger that anyone hasn't let go of in some time, now would be the best time to hold it out and let it be.
One last thing to remember about this month, that you and other people are not to open your heart and expect love back in return. These card talk about the energy that may be present and that may encourage love to flow everywhere around you and others, but that doesn't mean that someone will always be open to receiving that love. You may let someone how you feel after years of holding it in and that other person may not care and move on with their life. The point of letting others it is for your benefit so that you can get that weight off your chest. Be careful with expectations during this time.
March: 3 of Swords, 7 of Wands
The 21st of March is the new Astrological year and therefore, aries angry maybe present during this month for you. I see fights, disagreements, you and others pointing fingers instead of holding accountability. The beginning of the month may hold the same compassionate energy from February, but things will soon change as the end of the month approaches.
One of the cards in this particular deck that I'm using, the 3 of swords, has 2 beings being stabbed through the chest, but one being is stabbed twice while the other being is only stabbed once. I can not tell which person may be hurt more but I can say that this will be the time to be careful what you say to the one close to you. Think before you open your mouth and even take a break from them if you have to before you go back to them and tell them how you feel. Also on the flip side, do not take what people say to you by heart. They may have a certain feeling about you or a situation that you are in with them, but what is fueling their mouth is not love but anger and maybe jealousy. Be aware that only a few things may be true and that everything else that they do or say is just meant to hurt you. Shield yourself from that by not indulging in the madness around you.
April: High Priestess, Temperance
Another beautiful set of cards that are both major arcana. These types of cards talk about the balancing aspect of your life and the fact that during this month you may feel like you may want to try and figure your life out and make it more manageable. The last cards flow in tho this month, and you may start off the month on someone bad side. Tension may rise around you and you may feel out of place having to wade through all the anger.
Take time out during this month to take care of you first before anybody else. Realize that whatever you do, if it doesn't benefit you or make you happy, don't do it. Don't look at it, think about it, even share air in that space, person, or place. Recognize what makes you feel so off balanced and find personal ways to counter it. Don't be afraid to put yourself as your highest priority during this month.
And, as a side note, if you're able to balance yourself out enough, you may want to think about going back to those who felt wronged or hurt by you. Your new and refined energy may seep into the auras of your loved ones and it may push them to also come to you calmer than before. And even if they don't at least you can settle your differences on your own accord and with a clear mind and therefore with clearer words.
May: Death, Knight of Wands
May for you has only one theme. A change in direction. A change of heart. A change is actions. This could be a physical move or it could be a move inside of you. You had goals at the beginning of the year, now a situation may come up where you may have to switch your goals around. Change your mindset. Or you may change how you are in relationship to your goals. SO maybe your goals may not change at all but you may want to change your habits and your actions so that they line up with where you want to go. Whatever it is you do, accept the alterations forcing themselves in your life. The loss of one thing and the start of another is a cycle that is always moving. The natural order of things that can not be stopped. And usually, when someone or something tries to stop it, a bit of chaos may ensue to help push that cycle around again. So, allow whatever thoughts and feelings in your mind to come to. They are there for a reason. Embrace change in your life during this month and realize that another chapter is happening.
June: Hanged Man, 10 of Pentacles
There may be a new perspective on how you see family and close ones. That fallout that happened months ago may come up once more and this may be one of the final and major times you will be able to address any hard feelings that may linger. I can not say that the perspective that will change will be positive or negative, but during the alteration, always keep the family and friend aspect in mind. Keep the idea that there was a reason you still talk to these people till this day. And that while you may have disagreements, are those disagreements worth a break in the relationship?
While this may not take up the entirety of the month, be prepared for this talk to last a long time and to take a bit of energy out of you. Self-care will be the best for you during this time.
July: King of Swords, Emperor
While there are specific energies coming from these cards, I get the sense that a father figure may present himself during this time. If not a father figure, maybe a family member much older and more established, an older brother, or a close friend that is depended on in the workforce. They will assert themselves about ideas that they hold and while they may not push them on you, they will tell you that they think this way. And this way may not be a way that agrees with. Even if this what about a father figure, these cards would also point out the fact they will need to push the "I am one with myself" mask away and stand your ground. Let this person or these people know that you are not one to walk all over on and that you have an opinion just as important as theirs. Let others know how you feel about situations and don't allow the enormous "Big Dick Energy" for this person or these people scare you to silence. You understand what needs to be fought for and know that energy in the right place can do wonders for the world. Don't be afraid to fight for what is right.
August: Queen of Wands, Queen of Cups
This month will be the month where you shed loose more of that shy skin in the public eye and bring out more of your personal confidence. On both cards, the queen has a small pet or companion. Maybe your confidence may shed away more because of another person, or the new confidence may be to show off in front of another, to prove even more that you are not what you seem. Strut your shit boo, and don't be afraid to show off a little. This is how you present yourself to the world, carry yourself like you're your own personal trophy.
On top of this confidence, you need to learn how to balance it with your natural empathetic heart. You are usually not the person to be so boisterous, but that doesn't mean that you can't be confident and sweet at the same time. Show others that you are able to be nice even though that fact that you may be dolled up a little bit more, more vocal, or more likely to walk away from foolishness. After having to speak up for yourself last month you may need to still prove that you are the same caring person you were before. Don't lose yourself in trying to be a little bit of a person than you're not (if that make sense).
September: Ace of Pentacles, 5 of Cups
A new business venture may arise and present itself to you during this month. But, an in taking that venture you may feel like you'll be abandoning your old position and people at the level around you. I'm not saying you can feel sadness for you're the old place of work, but you have to remember that you may have just gotten promoted or a change in jobs. This may be something you've been asking for some time now, and you finally have it. Don't let that sadness cloud your excitement you should have for the new opportunities popping up for you. You also have to remember that these opportunities will lead to even more opportunities only made for you. A new path is being set out for you and you make be tempted to just sit at the beginning of it and not do anything. Find a way to get out of that rut and try to push yourself to the rod that you may have been laying down yourself for months.
October: 2 of Pentacles, 4 of Wands
I see you trying to juggle somethings in your life. And if this month is like anything like the previous months, then you may be juggling your work life with your home life and your personal life. I may feel like it might be getting to be just a little too much for you. You realize that you might have asked for this kind of job or position, you weren't ready for the hectic life it came with. Or, you may have known you were going to have a hectic life, but you didn't think it would be like this. This will be apart of the personal journey you have to venture through. What do you have to let go of so that your life can be less busy? Does this mean that you have to take one less work or hours? Or does that mean that you have to tell your family and friends no more often? I'm not the biggest fan of taking away self-care, but if there is something you do a little bit too much of at home, you may want to bring it down a few notches and try simpler ways of living your life away from life. Whatever it is, you may be walking on a tightrope this month. Try to not push yourself too hard and instead learn how to step back.
November: Knight of Pentacles, Sun
Once again, the energies of last month have oozed into this month and you've realized what you've needed to do in order to feel more balanced in your overall life. You feel more stable and like you're more able to tackle on any task the universe has to throw at you. You'll realize this month that there is joy in taking things slow or one at a time and you'll feel grounded in knowing that you have your limits, and that's ok. Limits do not mean that everything has to stop, it just means that you need to find other ways to do things. Find a different way to solve the puzzle. For you, this month, slow and steady will win the race, and help give you peace of mind.
December: Empress, King of Pentacles
Once more, that balance aspect is back again, and I see you ending your year a beautiful note. Everything you went through this year will all have their lessons and you'll feel that each lesson did wonders on your soul. I get a sense of you feeling whole and one, and while you may not feel wise beyond your years, you will feel like you could help someone out of similar situations and be able to give them solid advice. You'll be about to bost in your new find wisdom and know that from this point forward you'll be able to learn from past situations and mistakes and not make those same mistakes again. Enjoy who you'll be at the end of the year and enjoy any newfound company as well. Enjoy you're loved ones and allow yourself to walk into the next new year with your head on right, your back straight, and foot in the right direction.
Overall, I would like to say that I love how the energies of each month oozed into the next month, show the connections between the emotions you may go through and the emotions of everyone else. This also shows that in order to have your best year you may need to go back to what you already learned. Keep a journal may help you keep track and what has already happened to you. Or every month writing down how you felt the month went, and when something big happens in your life or you do another end of the month review, you can go to previous months and see how it all ties in together. Whatever you do, I wish you the best. You seem to me that you have a level head, even when adversities come through and try to get you off kilter. Everyone has things that they need to learn, as learning is an everyday ordeal. Be proud of each accomplishment you make during this year, love!
Omg my apologies I used my other account @dulce-caramel0 when I sent my payment. Hello, and thank you for taking the time for doing my reading ❤️ I have a question regarding my love life- What does the universe want to tell me in regards to a friendship that ended a couples years ago?
4 of Pentacles, Page of Wands, Queen of Wands, Knight of Pentacles, World
I can say at first glance that the relationship at that time was a little lop-sided. On one end you have energy that is always on the move, never stopping, probably a person who really loved to go out and talk to different people no matter if they knew them or not. Then on the other side, you have a person who stays to themselves a lot. Not the much of a party person, someone who is more confident being alone or being surrounded by those 3 people they trust dearly.
I get the sense that at first these 2 people saw each other and admired the other for their differences. The person who went out all the time loved that the other could just sit at home in silence or maybe some soft music and be content. They probably were very studiest and loved taking their time in the learning process and therefore they were always studying. The party friend kinda wanted to be able to slow down sometimes so they stay with the quiet person. The quiet friend admired that the party person was not afraid of anything, or at least it seemed like it. They loved that they were loveable and while they didn't understand much why the party person liked hanging around them, they never objected. Probably during this time, they could hear the many stories or when the party person went out and almost got into fights or did something crazy with a group of people they just met. This exchange of energy that was going on was you guys trying to somehow become the other person strictly through interaction. You guys wanted the other to "rub off" on you in a way. But soon, it turned out that the both of realized that just being next to someone or just talking to them isn't going to change who you really are as a person. And, I feel like both of you if not 1 of you realized that being with someone who is not necessarily connected to you can sometimes be a headache. Eventually, you both wanted someone who was more like the personality you had. So, the party person slowly wanted the quiet person to go out with them more to parties, but the quiet friend was reluctant to go and probably spat words about the party friend about much they went, say they may be a nuisance of some sort.
The world card coming up at the end tells me that whatever happened between you 2 was supposed to happen and that you shouldn't worry about how the course of things went down. Whether things ended in a fight or with a final deep talk to settle things once and for all, it all went according to plan. Closure is something that everyone wants but it isn't what everyone needs. So, if closure did not happen, that is fine because the universe took care of it and therefore you should leave it in the past no matter how things ended.
If the 2 of you were to come into contact with each other again should you pursue them and try to build up that friendship? I feel like I shouldn't answer this and instead tell you to listen to your intuition. If you feel like you can talk to this person while also leaving everything that happened behind you, or at least learning from the mistakes of the past, then, by all means, I see no problem with talking to them again. But, if just for a second, you get the feeling that you're about to rehash some old energy or you know that they will bring something from the past because that's just how they are, I would not suggest interacting with them.
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I want to know where to go next in my spiritual journey, I feel stuck and I’d like to meet my spirit guides. I also want to know what is blocking me from remembering my dreams for over a year, why cant I remember where my spirit goes at night..
So I cut up the cards for each question. In regards to your spiritual journey...
8 of Pentacles, Wheel of Fortune, 3 of Cups
You need to be more proud of what you’ve already done. There may be a sense of haste for you right now. You wish to continue on, move on to the next phase. And I'm not saying you won't but allow yourself to wallow in the accomplishments of your past. What have you already learned that was a bitch to learn but you learned it anyway? What did you end up picking up along your journey that you never saw yourself picking up before it? If you could sum up the lessons you learned recently, what would they be. Being reflective of your past does not be you are stuck in them. It means you are growing and evolving, and in order to continue on to the next phase, you need to allow yourself to grow via the past.
Once you do and give thanks to what has already come to you, life will seem like it has flipped for you, and knowing the next steps will be like second nature. The Wheel and the 3 of Cups both have more than one being on the cards, giving me the feeling that in order to keep moving you have to open yourself up to other people being on the journey with you or teaching you. It's time to spread your wings and go somewhere new. Go out and sit somewhere and see what spirit has to offer you. Yes, you can meet these people online, and it is possible the majority of the communication will be via online or mobile. But, in order to meet them, you have to get out of your comfort zone, or your current home and walk around a little bit. Take in what life has to offer. If it's just enjoying a nice day and enjoying the spirits around you, then so be it. If it a bit more material and life gives you actual people to talk to, then that's ok too. But know that you won't alone anymore once your journey takes the next step. You might not always learn in a group or with others, but for now, this is what spirit thinks you're ready for.
In terms of the absence of your dreams...
7 of Swords, Ace of Pentacles
The first feeling is that there is guilt on your end that is holding you back. Because of work you have not dealt with mentally and maybe emotionally, your spirit or higher self-does not want that added "weight" into the dream world. And therefore leaves you in the "dark" so to speak.
The second feeling is very personal and specific. I don't always get feelings like this, as I'm very good at describing the energies of the cards. But this combo seems to have a specific energy. And that is the guilt of a child. Ace of Pentacles for me has been a procreation card. Though the other energies are material wealth and family, I have a strong feeling you're not feeling guilty or upset in those areas. There is a sense of guilt or feeling robbed, and the with the pentacles card being an ace (meaning 1 in numbers) I get the feeling that you're upset about a past child that is young? Not older than a toddler and as young as a child not yet left the womb. I will not go deeper, because if you know what I talking about, nothing else needs to be explained further. But, I will say that you need to find it in your heart to forgive. That sounds like the most cliche thing coming from a tarot reader, but you will never be able to completely live with yourself unless you forgive yourself for the guilt that has built up. You will always be blocked mentally aka the brain you need for your dreams if you shove what you don't want to think about in the back of your mind. Eventually, it will grow like right now, and your mind will make it so you remember everything else but the light. Find your way through it. I can't say that the darkness will go away. Part of it and the feeling of it will somehow always be there but from now on you need to equip yourself with the power of forgiveness, to sooth this guilt that you can have a clear mind and eventually clearer dreams.
Of course, if this does not pertain to you, I still feel like a guilt overall is what is stopping you from fully remembering your dreams. It's like a mental block in the physical. This blackness and nothingness you feel is the block trying to manifest itself physically so that you're aware that you have it. And in order to get rid of it, you need to do shadow work in order to settle the guilt inside of you. This process will not be overnight, but it is a process needed in order to remember your dreams again. And hopefully, lift a needed weight off of your shoulders.
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Hello! So I’ve been practicing conjure for about a month or so now and have been doing love work (mostly candle work and sweetening jars) and I wanted some insight on whether or not there will be any romance or long lasting relationship in the near future? I’m at the point where I’m ready to listen and see if anything I’m doing is going to manifest. Thank you so much for your time! I really appreciate it! ☺️☺️
9 of Swords, 2 of Pentacles, 6 of Swords, Emperor, 5 of Wands
So, based off of the info you gave me in your question, and it seems to me that you're attracting the wrong kind of person for you. My cards say that there is no doubt that the spells that you've been doing are working. It's just that they're working on the wrong person. A person who is not compatible with you.
The 9 of Swords tells you that not only are you constantly thinking about your spells right now but after this person comes, you will then be thinking about why you did those spells. What did you do wrong? Why did it have to be this person? How are you going to get them to leave?
Then there is a chance that you will always be a balancing act. Always trying not to get on their bad side. The Emperor comes through as a supporting energy, telling you that this person will be very controlling. Always wanting things to go their way and never letting you shine in the relationship. The Emperor can be seen as a king that everyone either wants to be or just wants in their life (or in bed) but for this reading, he is coming through as the stubborn kind. The kind that can get on your nerves and never care. The kind that is stuck in their ways. The kind that is explosive and sees being explosive the best way to handle things. A headache to say the least.
And lastly, I get the feeling that not everything will be as they seem. The 6 of Swords is a card of helping others in need. There could be a time at the beginning where you're always helping each other and leaning on each other will be a continuous act between the 2 of you. In the beginning, it will seem like the 2 of you are meant for each other because of how much you feed off of each other. But that feeling of positive energy will soon turn into negative energy. Fights and disagreements will start to become more normal, an everyday thing. You guys won't trust each other like you used to and it will seem like the other person feeds off more negativity more than positivity. Like what you 2 did before was just for the moment, and that now that they're more comfortable with you, they'll begin showing their true colors in being argumentive and opposing just for the hell of it.
Overall, this is a very clear warning. If you don't mind a person like this, then, of course, go through with the spells and allow this person to come into your life. But if you still have spells going on and you'd rather not be in a relationship with a noncompatible person, I would advise that you stop them right now. If you have anything written for the spell to help manifest things in a specific way, I would advise that you look through what you wrote down. Check to make sure this is exactly what you want. Check your wording because there is a chance that you didn't word something exactly right. If you catch something off, rip the paper up and throw it away. Also, check yourself and figure out are you even ready for a relationship. Yeah, you seem like you're ready because you did these spells, and the universe may have answered your prayers but is what the universe gave you exactly what is best for you? This could also easily be a test. To see if you go through with this, will you get yourself out of it and ignore that fact that you have what you asked for? Will you realize that you and your health and your mentality are way more important than a relationship with someone else, good or bad? Your future is in your hands.
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