I sent my LGBT friend the stuff about confrimed Bubbline at 1:30 am a few minutes ago. I thought they’d see it by tomorrow, but they texted me back saying it was 1:30. Now, I thought this friend secretly hated me for some reasons earlier this year in marchish. I said I was sorry, and they said “your good dude”
That might seem like nothing, but someone doesn’t send that to someone they secretly hate. And that sounds foolish, but I believe it. It made me cry again and think that the people that I thought hated me forever didn’t hate me. That I wasn’t outcasted by them.
It made me realize one thing.
I’m not a terrible person
I’m not the terrible person I thought I was for 6 months. I can finally be done hating myself secretly. I can finally move on.
Adventure Time saving me and teaching me one more thing before it’s gone for good.