Anonymous asked: Can I have a suga fic where his girlfriend is feeling insecure about her body ( short, big boobs,& Thick thighs) and he comforts her ( if you write smut can you include some please thanks :))))
A/N: Hello!! Thanks for requesting Nonnie! Ok, so unfortunately i didn’t added the smut bit in here, i honestly kinda suck at it Orz so i’m sorry i can’t fufill that part of the request, however this is meant to have a Pt 2! If you like this i will upload Pt 2 with the smut, but since i wasn’t sure i decided to leave it out and revise it extra hard...
Hope you like it still!! <3
Pt2
Word Count: 3499
Genre: Fluffy/Smut
Pairing: YoongixY/N
Lenght: Fic
Triggers: Insecurities
Masterlist
You finished cooking your boyfriend’s favorite plate, and previously you had ordered an angel cake as dessert. You were very excited,so much you even prepared the table and lit some candles before time, and dress with that short black dress you bought for today.
Today was gonna be special.
It had been around a year since you started dating Min Yoongi, and today was your anniversary, To be honest you didn’t exactly had a set date of your anniversary,the relationship between you two had been escalating from friendship to something more formal so quickly neither of you remembered when the dating actually started, since you two knew each other you’d always hang out just the two of you, half the time it wasn't even a planned beforehand going out to some public place, or simply stay inside, the good thing about you both relation was that you felt completely comfortable with one another.
But one day it changed.
One day getting back home you were both goofing around and joking about anything, when both reached for the others hand, the gesture was mirrored at the exact same time, and neither found it strange, later that night, when you were back at your apartment without hesitation Yoongi leaned in and kissed you, and in perfect sync again you reached to him and hold him close to your body, and all it seemed so natural you two end up laughing between kisses, the night ended outside enjoying the light breeze of the night and with your face hurting from all the smiling, just talking about you two.
And that is how you choose a date, after that event happened. Everyday you spent with Yoongi after that was just like any other, only that now you were kissing him every chance you could.
But today, you wanted to do something special. You wanted to do something you were meaning to ask of him and do with him about after a week from the kiss, but never had the courage to complete, because there was one little problem…
Your insecurities.
Since you entered your teenage years, the way you are perceived by others around you always bothered you, and it made you anxious. You always ended up comparing to your classmates or your friends, you always felt judged about not being average tall, having big boobs and thick tights,thought there were days when you couldn’t care less about what people thought of you, but there were others when you would even sacrifice going out with anyone if you started to have that hunting feeling of being observed, even by yourself on the mirror.
You hated having your brain picturing random scenarios of what people might say of what you were wearing or how’d you look. And this caused you to hide under loose clothes or under the sheets of your bed.
This night however, was gonna be different, you were gonna try your best to be confident because this was gonna become special night for you, and hopefully for him as well.
You did your best to arrange yourself for when he arrived to you apartment, but having to examine yourself in front of the mirror of the bathroom only made you feel depressed, before your mind could think anything you splashed cold water on your face and without looking at the rest of you, you started to put on some makeup.
You grabbed your phone and saw you had some messages from you boyfriend
Yoongi: Hey Babe, i think I’m gonna be a bit late, i’m so sorry…
Yoongi: Nvm that, i’m got off fast! Can’t wait to see you!
Yoongi: I bought something special for tonight, be ready ;)
You couldn’t help but smile at this,Yoongi was always so thoughtful and cute with you, he was always so big-hearted with you, he wouldn’t hesitate to buy anything for you, no matter what. One time you randomly said “damn, i’m craving some ice cream right now” at almost 2am in the morning, and he just casually said “MMk be right back” and swooshed out the door even before you could stop him. He came back with the ice cream and you slapped him a bit for taking a risk going late at night to just get you ice cream, but also lowkey kissed him thanks and cuddle with him watching some videos on your laptop eating the ice cream.
You were now feeling nervous, you wanted to avoid it but you went inside the bathroom again to check your makeup on the mirror...and you saw yourself.
You sighed, you smile disappeared you now pulled the fabric of your dress trying to cover yourself up. “This dress is too short, my thighs look enormous, and the boobs look weird, like they falling to my knees, oh my god...oh my god, this was a bad idea, tch, i'm just gonna wear something else...maybe that long dress with sleeves, my arms look wrong too, tch...i put on too much make up, yoongi won’t like this. Ugh, my make up is the smallest of things, He can’t see me naked...all of this is wrong.” You felt tears starting to pool in your eyes, your mascara was washing away with them, quickly you grabbed a tissue and carefully cleaned your eyes.
You tried to calm yourself, your face was red so you breathed in and out, your heart raced and your legs felt weak. You wanted to call yoongi, said you weren’t feeling well and crawl in your bed to sleep, But you couldn’t “This is a special day for him too, don’t do that, think of him, just try to have fun and spend a good evening ok?” you looked at yourself on the mirror, grabbing at the sink “You can change your clothes, or not! You look fine, stop thinking stuff like this, and you don’t have to do anything that makes you feel uncomfortable yes?, you can wait, you both can, don’t worry...he understands you know that…” You nodded at your reflection and tried to smile “Fighting!” you shouted mentally.
You did as you said, you changed your clothes, to a knee long light mustard skirt, you thighs were out of sight but you still looked good, and you choose a cute black butterfly sleeved blouse, finishing it up with a waist belt and some ankle strap platforms. You felt a lot more comfortable and confident again.
You heard the elevator outside in the hall, you patted your heart and gather your strength. The knock on the door made you jump a little, but you walked forward and opened the door, a very serious looking yoongi was on the other side, but as soon as he turned and looked at you from head to toe his eyes sparkled and showed you his gummy smile. He had his big backpack over his shoulders and a plastic bag on his hand, his black hair was messy and he looked tired, but his clothes were impeccable, obviously he dressed up too for the occasion and of course he looked handsome as hell.
‘Hey Princess...’ He eyed you with a smug look on his face.
‘Hi Charming...’ You winked to him and acted coy, he chuckled at that with his deep voice getting closer to you and giving you a quick peck on your lips, He looked deep into your eyes and without taking his gaze of you he left the backpack and the plastic bag on the floor and returned to you grabbing your face with his hands and stroking your cheeks with his fingers, he leaned in again to kiss you, this time more longingly for you, you grabbed his lower back and got him closer to you returning the kiss with the same intensity. After a couple of minutes you needed to breath so you gently pushed him away and he grudgingly took a step back.
‘Are you hungry?’ You asked him. He nodded grabbing his stuff from the floor again ‘I made dinner...’ His eyes opened up
‘Wait...what did you do with my lazy girlfriend?’ He joked placing a hand on his chest acting surprised and shocked.
‘She got up her ass and made delicious food for both of us, but can spit on your food if you piss her off’ You kissed him on the cheek and head off to the kitchen.
‘Fair enough...I bought some wine and...a stack of snacks for if you feel like watching a movie, and of course digestive tea for later cause you don't have more, for when you feel ill from eating all the snacks at once’ he rolled his eyes smiling softly and so did you, he placed a peck on your forehead and walked to the dinner table. “He’s so amazing...” you thought getting back to the kitchen, he spoke like if all his little kind attentions were nothing, but your heart warmed up every time he had them, not only with you, but to others too, he had an affectionate heart and you felt lucky to be his girlfriend.
He placed the wine on the table and went to the kitchen to grab the corkscrew pinching your butt on his way out without looking back at your reaction, but hearing you cute little squeak of surprise.
Your thoughts from before faded away, you were concentrated on serving the food and hoping he would like it. When you got to the table Yoongi already had the glasses with wine on them and was left baffled by the presentation of the food before him, he looked happy and not tired anymore. The light of the candles adorned his features softly, his eyes looked sweetly and lovingly at you while you explained him how you did all this by yourself proudly. His smile glowed and his head tilted every time you chuckled. You both toasted and drinked up the beverage.The evening was extremely romantic, you would reached food to his mouth and he would open his mouth without thinking, then savour it and gestured as if he was crying because the food was the most exquisite thing to him, you were having so much fun and couldn’t remember why you were feeling sad before. Yoongi always had that ability of taking your mind off of the things that depressed you and he told you in other occasions it was the same for him.
‘I got you something...’ He said suddenly while you nommed on your last piece of meat.
‘You mean snacks wasn’t the whole surprise?’ You asked him confused, he blinked.
‘Of course not you goober’ he rolled his eyes and reached under his chair.
‘Here you butt nugget...’ He handed you a black little case, you put down your fork and grabbed it from his hands, you looked back at him shocked.
‘For me?’ You asked.
‘It’s actually for my other girlfriend, the one that actually gets that I got her a present for our anniversary…’ He said sarcastically rubbing his chin
‘So Jin?’ You answered him. He scoffed closing his eyes. You laughed ‘Thank you’ You simply said.
‘Happy Anniversary Y/N’ he seemed embarrassed about it, his cheeks flushed a soft red, licked his lips looking at the case in your hands and then back at you waiting to see your reaction.
You slowly opened the case to reveal a beautiful silver bracelet with a couple of birds engraved and between their peaks a delicate pearl.You took it off of the case and looked at it marvelled by its simplicity and yet how beautiful it was. You stroke the pearl with you index finger and felt the smoothness of it, your eyes began to feel teary and you look up to see Yoongi who was examining your features.
‘I love it Yoongi! Thank you so much, it’s beautiful’ You laughed and he did as well.
‘Here’ He said dragging his chair closer to you ‘Let me help you’ He grabbed the the accessory carefully with his hands and delicately helped you to hook the chain on your wrist.
‘Thank you so much...’you said again staring at him, your heart was pumping and you felt butterflies in your stomach.
‘I’m glad you liked it’ He said not looking at your too concentrated on the task at hand but still blushing once again. ‘There’ he finished, you twirled the pearl.
‘I didn’t got you anything!’ you half shouted. ‘Oh my god, i feel terrible’ you grabbed your cheeks. Yoongi gestures with his hands
‘Aish, you don’t have to buy me anything, i didn’t buy it because of our anniversary i bought it because i thought you would like it, and it would look cute on you’ he caressed your wrist and the chain as well. ‘And it does...’ he half smiled.
You made up your mind.
You were definitely gonna go on what was your original plan.
No hesitation.
‘Yoongi...’ you called him while still caressed your arm.
‘Hmm?’ you took him out of his state, you inhaled got sat up and then grabbed his hand and made him follow you, ‘Y/N?’ he sounded surprised but since you didn’t answer he just keep up with you.You entered your room and gulped while turning around to face your confused boyfriend. He alternated his eyes between the bed and you repeatedly,taking a seat on it you both remained in silence, just looking at each other, an awkward silence lingered in the room.
Against all your impulses you were determined to take the big step with Yoongi, he was gonna be your first ever, those harmful thought from before threatened to come back and haunt you once more but you tried to quiet them.
‘Y/N-’ He started shyly, but was cut off by you crashed your lips with his, this only made Yoongi more confused but you started to take deep breaths biting his lip anxiously, and he decided to just roll with it returning your kisses. You placed your hand on the back of his neck grabbing his hair between your fingers trying to deepen the kiss, as soon as you started to calm a little more the kiss returned to his sweet yet passionate nature, he did as always and tried to get you as close as possible to him, lost in the kiss he grabbed one of your thighs to place it over his lap so you would straddle him, but you instinctively flicked his hand off, you felt bad right after doing it but he didn’t seem to care that much, he moved on to stroking your back not breaking the kiss, you straddle him nevertheless but your skirt got in the way, he tried to help you by lifting it a bit but you pulled it down as much as you can to cover yourself, he grabbed your ass and squeezed but you tried to shake him off so you changed positions and pull him in a swift move so he ended on top of you. He was resting his weight on one arm and with the other he started to slide a hand fondling your neck and lowering his trail onto your chest, but then again you hand flicked him off, and Yoongi broke the kiss but didn’t separate from you
‘Babe i like it when you play hard to get but please don’t flick my hand again or i’ll have to punish you’ he said jokingly, but then he noticed your distressed face ‘what’s wrong Y/N?’ He moved away from you and you sat straight.
‘I’m sorry Yoongi’ your tears threaten to star pooling but Yoongi pull you close to him and rubbed your back and head.
‘Why?, No, babe is fine, i’m sorry if i said or did something wrong, i didn’t wanted to push you to do anything...’ He talked lowly trying to comfort you.
‘No, it’s not you, i want this...but....’ You looked at him ‘I-...I don’t feel comfortable, with me...’ Yoongi was looking at you, he seemed worried, he crossed his eyebrows.
‘How? Why?’ He slide a hand caressing your arm.
‘I mean...’ you sniffled looking away. ‘I don’t feel comfortable with my body, i don’t want you too feel...i don’t know repulsed ?’ He scrunched his nose to this word but remained quiet listening to you. ‘I don’t want you to see me, but i want to do this with you. I sometimes hate myself...how i look’ You hiccup , then dried some tears,starting to roll from your eyes with your ring finger.
‘Y/N’ He called, you bite your lip and looked at him, but what you saw left you petrified, he was also at the edge of tears, he was pouting trying to hold it in, and closing his eyes ‘I know that you had problems with how your image of yourself, but i never knew that you thought i could ever look at you and ever feel “repulsed” by you’ he quoted you felt a hard pinch on your stomach when he repeated that word. Your words. and opened his eyes to look at you, his eyes were full of sympathy but also sadness, yourself couldn’t fully understand why you picked that one but now you felt guilty for saying it to him ‘Y/N i understand that you feel this way about yourself we all do at some point and i know it's useless that i tell you this, but it’s the truth, but Y/N there is nothing that i see in you other than the woman i love...’ you gulped at his words and electricity runned up your spine, you chest sink with joy ‘Maybe you can’t see it yourself, but i see it all the time, you are beautiful, smart, funny and sometimes a little maddening like when i wait for you to stop taking pictures of every single according to you “pretty” thing you see on the street’ you chuckled ‘But you are also kind, and generous, and thoughtful, you are always so pending on others you start to diminish yourself when you should do the opposite and think of all the wonderful other things you are’ He took your hands on his and tighten his grip ‘Things that outstand the most on you’ he kissed your hands, and all those ba thoughts started to wash away ‘But let’s not get philosophical here…have you seen like... your ass?’ he asked lifting an eyebrow, this question took you by surprise and you started to laugh out loud and shake, Yoongi was still looking at you all red and puffy due to your tears but now with your breathtaking smile and your melodic -except for some snorts in between- laugh.
‘I have’ you answered.
‘No no, i mean, did you really see yourself?’ He pointed at you whole
‘Like...hard and long? You are fly...’ He said smug making you laugh even more. ‘Don’t laugh i’m serious...’ He was enjoying making you feel more relaxed, if someone asked him what he needs for the rest of his life to survive is a book of 1.000.000 bad pun jokes -because you love them- and you. ‘The things you do to me babe, and you act so natural about it like you are effortlessly ravishing and you just casually walk by and you just didn’t catch the eyes of everyone in the room with your glowing presence ’ You cocked your head raising one eyebrow in disbelief.
‘I mean...’ He coughed ‘Whatever...’ you grinned. ‘ Y/N...never think you are less than amazing...to me, to anyone...’ You nodded ‘And to you...’ He placed a strand of loose hair behind your ear ‘And if you feel this way again, talk to me please...i don’t ever want you to feel bad about yourself ok?’ You nodded again, you leaned in and kissed him,kissed him deeply, straddling him you wavered off balance but Yoongi quickly hold you in place embracing you bending his head upwards to meet you, you mouth melded into his and the tip of his tongue brushed your lower lip, you slide your hands across his chest trying to undo the buttons of his shirt when suddenly Yoongi started to slow down to talk
‘Y/N we don’t have to do this now’ his arms began to lose their grip around you but not drawing you away from his body. ‘We can wait...’ You laughed into his lips.
‘Maybe you can...but not me’ getting anxious you ripped his shirt half open leaving Yoongi startled by your strength and making him hard in a blink.
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