Imagine # 822
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Year posted - 2021
⚠️Warning⚠️ - Mentions of attempted suicide.
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With a heavy gasp (Y/n) shot straight up from her laid down position, her right hand subconsciously grasping the necklace laying against her chest. "You're awake." A familiar voice called out from her right, catching her attention. "Donovan?" (Y/n) frowned looking upon her friend, who had joined her on the bed. "Hey sweetheart." He smiled with a small chuckle, brushing back her hair almost lovingly. "Where am I? What happened?" (Y/n) frowned in confusion, ignoring the burning itch in the back of her throat. "Your in my room." He gently grasped her jaw, turning her head to continue peering into her eyes. "This isn't the penthouse?" Her licked her dry lips still thoroughly confused. "Elizabeth kicked me out." He shrugged casually. "What happened?" (Y/n) repeated her previous question. "You drowned yourself in your bathtub." Donovan's voice was soft, a sadness flooding his eyes. "I drowned myself?" (Y/n) swallowed thickly, memories flooding her mind. "Oh god." She whimpered realizing what she'd done. "I-I died." She whispered softly, her eyes widening and glossy. "It's okay, you're okay now." Donovan cooed kissing her forehead, then tucking her head beneath his chin and into his neck. "Donovan what did you do?" (Y/n) clenched his shirt in both of her hands, suspecting that she wasn't alive, and she wasn't a ghost. "I couldn't loose you." He whispered burying his nose into her hair, inhaling her scent. "You turned me didn't you?" (Y/n) practically growled, anger flooding her body at his selfishness to bring her back. "I had to, your pulse was so shallow. I didn't know how else to save you." Donovan hugged her tighter, as she tried pushing away from him.
"I DIDN'T WANT TO BE SAVED!" (Y/n) yelled as she pounded her fists against his solid chest. "WHY COULDN'T YOU JUST LET ME GO!? I WAS HURTING SO MUCH, AND YOU NEVER NOTICED UNTIL ELIZABETH CUT YOU LOOSE! I LOVED YOU AND YOU NEVER CARED!" She all but screamed, tears streaming down her face, her words making Donovan hold her even tighter. "I've always loved you (Y/n), I just didn't realize how much until I was holding your dying body in my arms. Elizabeth had her hooks sunk deep into my skin, but I'm free of her now, and I only want you." Donovan admitted, his sincere words stilling (Y/n)'s thrashing, and quelling the angry fire within her. "I'm sorry, but I couldn't loose you." He pulled her back, his eyes glossy with tears. "I didn't want this." (Y/n) murmured softly. "I'm so sorry." His voice broke as he buried his face into her neck, his tears falling freely. "I couldn't loose you." He repeated himself again and again, unknowingly breaking (Y/n)'s unbeating heart. "I-I-I forgive you Donovan." She whispered quietly, soothing away his fears and pain that she'd hate him forever. "I love you (Y/n) so fucking much it hurts." Donovan murmured as he gazed into her eyes, slowly inching closer to her face, stilling a mere inch from her lips. "I love you too Donovan." (Y/n) whispered despite her initial anger, glancing down at his lips before she closed the distance between them, kissing him with the passion she'd held for him for years now.
