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My Franken!Kyle speech headcanons (as a caretaker of stroke survivors and vulnerable/disabled adults)
Disclaimer: I am not a professional speech therapist but I have 2 years working with dementia patients, stroke survivors, and vulnerable adults with disabilities. During my time as a caretaker, I have helped people with their physical, occupational, and speech therapy skills and have seen serious improvement with them— it’s a beautiful thing I’ve been able to witness in my line of work and it gives me an in-depth look at how I believe Kyle most likely functions given his sexual, physical, and psychological trauma. A lot of these headcanons are based on actual traits and experiences I’ve seen during my work and I write all of them for Kyle with the utmost respect and dignity for the people I’ve worked with and other real life survivors.
“Yeah” and “yup” are easy-to-say words and comes out instinctively in response to things. Kyle say them a lot when he’s trying to soothe Reader, animals, or others. He’ll say ‘yeah’ with a sassy air when he gets an attitude, and favors ‘yeah’ in a bad mood, ‘yup’ in a good mood. If he’s saying ‘yup’ or it usually means he’s comfortable speaking right then. Does not always work for the sentence, they are just easy, go-to words for him.
Ex. “Hey, Kyle, how are you?” “Yup, yup!” or “Kyle, what did you want for dinner?” “Mm… yeah…”
He stutters a lot. Relearning to speak is a huge task and not every word comes easy. Soft sounds and especially ‘M’ sounds come easiest and will often come out accidentally instead of the intended sound/word.
Ex. *trying to say ‘hungry’* “Kyle mm—n…no. M-Mug. Mug.. g-gree.”
He says words wrong and Reader interprets best she can. I’ve written this into my fics before but Kyle almost always knows exactly what he wants to say— it’s just a matter of getting it out. He mixes up words but Reader can usually make sense of what he means. Ex. Saying “not” instead of “no” in response, but the negative connotation and tone make up for the incorrect word.
Ex. “Kyle, did you want this?” “Not. NOT!”
Repeats words when excited, frustrated, or confused. Repeating a word doesn’t always help, sometimes it happens out of frustration and Kyle cannot get his point across, and while not knowing another way to do so in the moment, will simply repeat the word he knows he can say over and over, or louder and louder, hoping to be understood. When he’s in a good mood, and hears a new word or word he likes, he’ll repeat it until it comes easy. Especially if it comes easy already.
Ex. *playing legos— happy* “Block. Block! Block, block, yup, yup…” or *struggling with zipper— frustrated* “Mm! Zip, zip! ZIP! Zip zip.”
Breaking up words into smaller pieces. It makes his speech sound choppy, but can actually make more sense if he does this, and it’s usually for his own comfort. Kyle often breaks longer (or even short) words into pieces to try and say each half correctly.
Ex. *trying to say ‘basket’* “Sket. Ba…ket— Bass…ket.”
This one is sad but he says “mom” on accident a lot. Again, ‘m’ sounds come very easy to him and he will say ‘mom’ as a sort of vocal stim when he’s tired/sleepy, upset/crying, or frustrated/struggling to speak. This is because it comes very easy to him, it doesn’t take effort to say the word, and usually accompanies vulnerability (whether he’s in a good mood or not) due to his past.
Ex. *tired/upset* “Kyle which one do you want?” “Mm…mom. N-no… mmm…momm….?”
He plays with words. Like repeating them to adjust to the sounds, Kyle will hum, mumble, and talk to himself, figuring out his speech and new words to try and get comfortable speaking again. If he’s in a good mood, he’ll repeat words that he likes (if he’s eating, ‘yum’ is a very easy word that he can say over and over in between bites), or if you say a new word and he tries it out and it actually comes easy, he’ll just keep saying it because he can and it doesn’t take too much effort to say. 🤷♀️ he’s silly like that
Ex. *after learning the word tree* “Mm.. t…tree! Tree, tree… tee. Tee, tee, ree… Ree, ree!”
He’ll shout words he’s confident with (or think he is confident with). For example, if he knows a word and is prompted by either that word or something that he can respond to with that word, he’ll blurt it (usually loudly). But he’s not always accurate with his pronunciation, or even the word he means to say, so he may accidentally shout random nonsense and ends up embarrassing himself, but the reader is always supportive of him trying.
Ex. “Do you want a bath, Kyle?” “MAT! Mm…no. Math?” “Bath.” “BATH!”
If he gets too frustrated with a word, he’ll give up. This usually happens after several failed attempts to say a word and he will usually exhale sharply and hide his face, embarrassment and frustration being the most prominent emotions when he struggles to speak.
He’s grown less embarrassed of his flubs and is more easy to laugh at them when you point them out. This is good but he still does get embarrassed when he fails to say things— Reader is usually careful to be encouraging rather than punishing when Kyle messes up in his speech and communication.
I will probably end up adding to this list! Totally feel free to adopt any of these as your own if you find them interesting and remember these are just my opinions, no need to agree with any of them! Thanks for reading 🩷🖤
dating tate langdon • headcanons
cw toxic relationship since it is tate, rape mention, murder, violence, etc.
info angst and fluff (?), some nsfw discussion and general perversion because, it is tate. reader’s gender is never specified.
beginning of the relationship
as soon as he sees you it’s “obsession at first sight”. he doesn’t wait a while before he decides he’s attracted to you, he knows immediately.
this attraction manifests physically at first mostly. he stopped taking his medication as soon as he met you, lest they interfere with his… ‘performance’. his thoughts about you are very vulgar and explicit, though he won’t tell you about that.
he does masturbate to the thought of you. especially at the start, he uses the thought of you and jerking off to distract himself from his hallucinations and intrusive thoughts.
if nora is part of the equation, things could get dark very quickly. but she is still his mother figure and he still wants to give her a baby. if your mother is still in the picture, and you have no babies in your household, well, since he doesn't know you as well or care about you as much at first, we know what could very well happen.
it’s ridiculous how differently he behaves with you compared to with anyone else at all. in fact, he acts so differently with you that it’s hard to tell whether everything he says and does is sincere.
he will be inclined to agree with you more often than not, especially in the beginning. if you disapprove of certain things, actions, or people, he might pretend to agree with you.
“i have no idea why someone would do that.” you mutter as you end your tirade about your anger with the culture of violence in america— how someone could go to a school and pull a gun on dozens of innocent children.
tate nods, his eyes reflecting your own distaste back to you. “it really is terrible. i can’t imagine either… they’re just kids.”
you nod hurriedly. “i know, right? it's disgusting.”
he lies. a lot. which is somewhat ironic because he will also claim to be someone who always tells the difficult truth, and will complain about people who “only wanna hear a pretty lie”. he lies about being alive, and he may tell you that he's your neighbor, a lie which could be supported by the other langdons. when you catch him in contradictions, he will deny it and deflect. he doesn't want you to know that he's a ghost, because he's afraid that this will mean you won't wanna be involved with him.
in the beginning, it’ll be clear how strange he is as soon as he meets you. none of his behavior will be normal. he lacks an understanding of boundaries, despite barely knowing you he may attempt to hold your hands, invade your personal space, and share extremely intimate information about his past and trauma.
he will pry into your personal life and want to know about your past or any traumas you may have. he wants to be familiar with you in the deepest ways and he doesn’t know how to “take things slow”. he doesn’t know or care about what a talking stage is, so he will just skip right to the relationship part.
he won’t be as attached to you in the very beginning so he might be a bit harsher or coarser in his language at times. he cares less about your feelings in the beginning, and since he’s a ghost, he might do things just to mess with your head; for example, showing up behind you in the mirror, making things fall around you.
he watches you sleep every night. he thinks you're most beautiful when you're sleeping, and he likes how peaceful you look. he likes to wonder what you're dreaming about.
he will also tease you more often in the beginning, and maybe a week in he might try to start getting under your skin.
he will go through all your things when he’s in your room. while you’re away from the house, he may rifle through drawers. if you have a diary he will read it, and if you have anything written about him, he will pester you about it and laugh.
his treatment of you will also vary heavily depending on the kind of person you are. we all know how tate langdon feels about ‘normal people’. if you enjoy conventional things, popular things, he will not be shy about his condescension. especially when it comes to things he considers to be shallow or vapid.
moreover, if you have friends, he will be jealous. he’ll be convinced that they’re fake, that they don’t really care about you as much as he does, that they wouldn’t do as much for you as he would. if anyone complains about him, or tells you that they think he isn’t good for you, tate will lash out viciously. if you tell him about this, he immediately jumps to the defensive.
“they think that you’re not good for me,” you broach the topic as gently as you can, but tate doesn’t get the memo. he stands up to his full height immediately, his brows furrowed with anger.
“so that’s it? you’re gonna listen to those assholes? you’re gonna leave me?” he makes a big show of putting his hands up, his face slightly flushed with irritation.
“no, i’m not saying that, i’m just—” but tate cuts you off. “how could you let them talk that way about me? i thought you understood, but maybe i was wrong.”
expect anyone you complain about to be "taken care of". he sees nothing wrong with attacking or even killing anyone who he believes could do you harm, or who you even simply dislike. if you're disapproving of his actions, he gets angry. "i did it for you, why don't you understand! that slimy bitch deserved it!"
he wouldn't force you into anything, since he doesn't want to hurt you. though he does initiate a lot of physical contact very quickly. it might only be one day or two till he's already making out with you and getting generally handsy.
middle of the relationship
now that he's closer to you, and knows you better, the hard edges of his personality have softened. he's more genuinely vulnerable now, and he will be very gentle in his treatment of you. expect lots of crying. you're already aware he's a ghost by now.
he is even more committed to taking care of and protecting you than he was before. he hates to leave you unattended, he might start panicking or struggling to breathe when he is not around you.
by this phase, about two or three weeks have passed at least. he's sunk his claws into your life, demanding more and more of your time and attention. if you go to school, he will convince you to drop out. if you have a job, he'll do whatever he can to convince you to stop working. he's almost like a leech or some other parasitic creature, looking to infect every area of your life until there is nothing but him.
he already hates your friends, if you still have any, but what of your family? he knows everything about your relationship with them considering he sees everything, being a constant spectator in the house. it's different with your family. he wants your parents to like him.
if you do have problems with your parent(s), he may downplay those issues. especially if the abuse isn't the same as his, or, in his eyes, "not as bad".
he will listen when you talk about your problems and comfort you, but he may also attempt to defend your parent(s) depending on how he sees the "severity" of the situation.
you rub tears out of your eyes, sniffling quietly. "we had an argument."
"oh..." tate looks at you sympathetically, wiping the tears away from your eyes and kissing your forehead. "hey, it's gonna be okay... they still care, y'know? you're lucky like that. my mom used to lock me in the attic to try and teach me to be 'grateful'." he mutters bitterly.
however, if he does consider the treatment you experience to be at the "same level" as what he went through? he will take matters into his own hands, as he often does. he may harm them, or try to "punish them". if they ever harm you, he will do whatever they did to you to them. if your parent(s) ever attempt to "send you away", or take you away from him, he may incapacitate them. but he will not kill your family members, not because he cares about their lives, but because he knows it could hurt you.
constance will also end up inserting herself into the relationship by this stage. she will probably despise you. remember how in canon, when ben called constance and told her about how tate was involved with violet, she immediately resorted to attempting to poison her? she'll attempt things of the same nature with you, and she could certainly succeed.
she could see you as a bad influence on "her tate", and this hatred of you will be exacerbated even more so if you don't fit neatly into her "good christian lifestyle". so if you are alternative, if you are a person of color, if you are openly queer, or simply don't conform to her idea of perfection in any way, she will make your life a living hell.
he will do his best to keep her away from you, and if she tries to mess with you or tries to break you two up, he will be infuriated. expect lots of arguments between the two of them. in fact, if things get very bad, she might even sic larry on you to have you "dealt with".
tate might be hesitant to totally consummate your relationship, if you are still alive and have a vagina, because he's afraid of knocking you up. he'll make excuses like "i've never done it before", or "i won't be able to get it up because of my meds", even though he isn't even taking them.
he will keep secrets from you. all the time. he thinks it's for your own good, and will go over your head to make decisions, even when they directly concern your life. he will meddle in your personal business. you complaining about this may deter him a little bit, since he never wants you to be hurt, or sad or angry. but it won't fully impede him.
tate doesn't stop at murder. we know he's gone even further than that in canon- for example, sodomizing patrick. killing chad and patrick may have been for a purpose in his eyes, it was because they didn't want to make a baby anymore, so he killed them in the hopes that a new couple who did want a baby would move in. for nora. but him sodomizing patrick was unnecessary. he did it because he is a violent and sick person.
if you find out about the things he's done, he will take one of two actions-- the first being, lie to you and say that that never happened and whoever told you it did is trying to turn you against him. the second being, to play dumb and act totally clueless. he'll pretend to be like the ghosts who remember nothing about their pasts. he'll act as if he had no idea what he did. he may play up this role to the max so that you pity him.
in his eyes, you're this perfect, good thing and he is lucky to exist in the same space as you. deep down, he knows he doesn't deserve anything from you. but he wants it anyway. he absolutely puts you on a pedestal.
he likes being the best thing in your life, being needed. he doesn't always hold you down and force you to do things, but he is manipulative. he pulls strings behind your back, and coaxes you into doing whatever he wants you to do.
tate clamps his hand over your mouth from behind you, ignoring your screaming and kicking as he drags you away into a storage closet. your protests are muffled against his hand until he takes it away and turns you around, pressing a kiss to the pulse point of your throat.
"don't freak out. it's just me." he says softly as he threads his fingers through your hair.
"tate, i have to go... if i miss another day, it'll be really bad for me." you try to reason with him, but he just smiles at you, his eyes crinkled like a cat who's got the cream.
"just wait a little longer, then you can go, okay?" he closes the distance between you, and kisses you before you can protest any further. "please?"
since he's closer to you now, he cares about your feelings more than he cares about his own. so if you really want him to, he'll leave you alone. at least, to your knowledge. despite his selfishness, at the end of the day, he wants you to be happy even if you want that happiness to be without him. he just really, really wants to be the one to make you happy.
more than anything, he doesn't want you to die in the house. he knows how miserable it is, how horrible and sad it is to be stuck there. not even being alive anymore, you would only be a shadow of your former self. he doesn't want that for you. however, if you did die and he couldn't do anything about it, he would try everything he could to make your afterlife as good as possible. he doesn't want you to be sad, so he will try to hide your death from you if it does occur.
he could never be unfaithful to you. if anyone propositioned him, he would turn them down immediately, and very harshly. he doesn't care about anybody except for you. he doesn't feel attracted to anyone who isn't you. in fact, the idea of being with other people is stomach turning to tate.
ending the relationship
there will most likely be a breaking point where enough is enough. he could never break up with you and he would never want to. for him, there will never be anyone else but you.
he will lose it if you try to break up with him. or leave him. he will not accept it. he will immediately launch into denial, and bargaining. he'll offer you anything, he'll beg, scream, cry, everything. you are his entire purpose, you are all he exists for. you are the only thing that matters to him, in fact, you're all that he has in the world.
if his promises to change, to do whatever you ask as long as you don't leave him don't sway you, he will leave you alone as you requested. but not completely.
despite his promise to leave you alone if that's what you want, he will still meddle in your life without your knowledge in his efforts to keep you happy forever. he will still watch you and follow you around the house. the only way you could truly ever be free of him is if you were to leave the house itself. even then, he'd spend every halloween for the rest of time looking for you.
if it does come down to it, he could even live with you loving someone other than him. in fact, he will encourage it, because he wants you to be happy. even if it absolutely destroys him on the inside.
he will spend a lot of time brooding in the basement if you truly put your foot down on him getting out of your life. if you think he needs to suffer for what he did, he could effectively "jail" himself for a while. so, he may spend all his time in solitary confinement in the basement, or hide up in the attic with beau indefinitely.
Dating (alive) Tate Langdon Headcanons
-> constantly stalking you. You can feel His eyes on you but you never see him
-> he’s stolen your clothing more than once, and hasn’t returned it. “I don’t know where it went! Why would I?”
-> He scared off most of your friends so that he’s the only person you have
-> Crawls into your arms and falls asleep super quickly
-> Loves to play guitar for you
-> he’s more peaceful when he’s awake than when he’s asleep (plagued with nightmares)
-> lets you see his bullet wounds
-> highly competitive when it comes to card or board games
-> his big doe eyes get him everything he wants
-> before you started to date he found out what all your socials were and created fake accounts so as to “support” you
Macabre Monster - ,, yandere pre and post death Kyle Spencer
cw(s): yandere themes, mentions of suicide (Kyle), Madison's sexual assault mentioned, Kyle's boundaries being crossed (not by reader), Kyle's trauma (non-descriptive)
✧ Both you and Kyle attended the same campus. That is where it all started. You both attended the same party. Kyle was slightly intoxicated when he met you. You were standing in the corner awkwardly with the distinctly red solo cup. You both got to talking, and something just clicked. You made your way to a backroom in the absolutely trashed frat house and just talked. You practically spilled out your guts on each other. Kyle told you everything—how his father died at a young age, how he had to take up the role of'man of the house', all of the trauma sounding to him and his mother. After that day, there was just a connection with you. Call it a sort of codependent need for intimacy. He never had someone healthy to just hang around. He needed that; he craved it with his very being. So what's so wrong with letting that little bud of codependency flower into an entire garden of obsession?
✧ From that day forward, the two of you were practically inseparable. He got your number and texted you all the time. He invited you out to places. He gave you a bunch of gifts and trinkets. He drank and danced with you. He even did a really bad rendition of “Is This Love” by Whitesnake. You guys may have kissed once, twice, or three times, but you just seemed fine not putting a label on it. You still flirted with people and went out on dates. Kyle still partied with his frat brothers and went with the flow.
✧ As the months passed and your friendship grew, strange things started happening. Certain items of yours went missing. You'd get drunk, forget to take off your make-up, and wake up with it completely off and your entire skincare routine done. Your messy dorm became neat and tidy. Sometimes you'd even feel someone playing with your hair or massaging you in your sleep. You thought that they were all just tricks of your mind.
✧ One thing that definitely was not a trick of your mind was when you read Kyle's mind for the first time. 'They're so slammin'. You blinked in surprise and kind of gave him a weird look. He continued on with the conversation, but more weird things kept popping into your head. 'I wanna kiss them.' 'I wonder if they got my gift.' 'I should probably sort their clothing again.' 'I'm so lucky to have them in my life. They are a total catch.' It disturbed you. That was the day you learned you had magical abilities. You were shipped off to Miss Robichaux's Academy.
✧ You didn't see him for a long time. It felt like a long time. It was really only three and a half weeks. For those three and a half weeks, Kyle was a mess. He turned your dorm upside down, but most of your belongings were gone. He had a panic attack and sat on the floor of your room and bawled his eyes out. He frantically texted you only to get a 'unable to send text' message over and over and over again, no matter how many times he tried. He tried over a hundred. He passed out in your room and missed his classes that day. He gathered what was left of your things and hoarded them in his room. He asked about you, and they said absolutely nothing. They wouldn't tell him anything. He was on the verge of offing himself.
✧ That was until he saw you at the party. You had grown a bit in your abilities. You were still barely able to keep everyone's thoughts out of your head, but Nan helped you a bit. You had gone to the party with Madison and Zoe. You hadn't expected to be scooped up by Kyle and dragged into the back of the house. He kind of just pulled you into a hug and sobbed. You weren't sure how long it was. The one time you wanted to read his thoughts, you couldn't. Your ears were too busy hearing all of your blood rushing, as well as his and everybody else's in the house.
✧ The rest of it was almost a blur. You both discovered Madison being assaulted. She must have had her drink spiked. All of the frat brothers were 'taking their turn with her'. No, not Kyle. Not your Kyle. He stepped in and chased them off. The next thing you knew, you were standing with Zoe, and the frat bus was driving off. Madison flipped it over with her abilities, and suddenly your entire world was crashing down. Neither of them went towards the bus. You did. You ran towards it and collapsed on the ground. You could feel only two people breathing. Neither of them matched Kyle's breath.
✧ The next week, you were so closed off and depressed that Madison graced you with the ability to get your little 'boyfriend', as she had dubbed him, back. You were morally against it, but Zoe argued that it was the right thing to do. All three of you completed the ritual. While you weren't exactly thrilled with practically selling your soul to the devil, you were strangledly excited to see your closest friend again.
✧ When it seemingly didn't work, Madison left without both you and Zoe. Zoe hid behind you when Kyle came to life and attacked the security guard. No matter what you tried to do, he wouldn't let go of you. He only aimlessly grunted and kept his hands securely around you. He held you desperately, animalistically. It was like it was the only thing he remembered how to do. Which is strange because you only cuddled with Kyle—well, a lot, actually, now that you think about it.
✧ You had to stay with Misty when you tried to drop him off to get healed. He had an entire breakdown and nearly destroyed her shack because you tried to leave him. You told Zoe to just brush off your disappearance by saying that you were visiting a relative in town. If anybody had a problem with it, they could kiss your ass for all you cared. You had Kyle back. His health is all that matters to you.
✧ You managed to slip back to the academy while both were asleep. You managed to use a sleeping spell you had learned to cure your insomnia. Only you made it much stronger, so neither would be aware of your absence until you had already left. You weren't aware of Zoe's plans to bring Kyle back to his mother— If you can call her that. You also weren't aware of how distraught he was when he woke up, and you weren't in his arms. Neither Misty, nor Zoe, nor the person who birthed him could calm him down. He was worriedly grunting the entire time. He paced and searched around every corner of whatever he could touch to find you. He looked like a lost puppy, walking in circles in search of his owner.
✧ Post-death Kyle has an oral fixation. He's like a toddler. Anything that can fit in his mouth will go in it. That includes you. He likes gently nibbling or just licking your skin. It gives him a sense of comfort and security. It also lights up that part of his mind that reminds him of when he gave you hickeys once. The first time Fraken Kyle accidentally gave you one, he was both pleased and freaked out. After you assured him that you were okay, he kept doing it. You have to teach him not to give you hickeys and small bruises. He doesn't listen. As long as it isn't hurting you physically, he'll continue to do it. Not because his mind is muddled, but because he's just that possessive over you. It's a way to mark you as his. The more primitive part of his brain needs that; it needs you to be his.
✧ He has a multitude of issues with his body and the way it is. He often cowers away from you when he is naked and does his best to cover himself up. His fingers awkwardly trace the scars and the tattoos. He tries to tear his flesh off because he hates it so much. It isn't his body, quite literally. Frat boy Kyle never did anything like that. You even think that sometimes he flaunted his body to you on purpose. No, now you have to be the one to gently coax him out of his shell. With each kiss and loving word, another one of those mental wounds is being stitched up and healed.
✧ All of those issues became especially clear when you rushed to Kyle's previous home. Zoe had already gotten there before you. You both found what was left of his mother on the carpet. It made you furious to think of what would have caused Kyle to have a reaction like this. He came into his old room whining like a starved animal. He was sobbing and could only utter two words over and over again. 'No leave, no leave, no leave.' Zoe was horrified at the scene of Kyle's dead family member. She went to go cook you all something, and you were just stuck with Kyle. Not that you minded. You almost felt a little possessive of him now—overprotective. He's still himself, and yet he's different now.
✧ He refused to wash off the blood without you. Post-death Kyle always does that. You think it's because he believes you protect him from the mental scars that his mother gave him. It's partly that, but it's also partly something else. There are still parts of this brain that work and are able to scheme. He just wants to feel your body close to his. He just wants to take care of you. Just like before the accident. He doesn't consciously understand why he is doing this. He just knows that it has to be this way. It's like there are two different Kyle's pulling at his new version of him: the yandere one and the traumatized inner child of his.
✧ He pulls you in a lot of directions. He does it harshly if you don't want to go with him. He'll just haul you around as well. You are standing one moment, and the next you are being bridled by Kyle down the street. You both left Zoe, and you couldn't convince him to go back, much less get out of his vice grip. For an undead man, he sure gained a lot of strength.
✧ He brought you both to an abandoned arcade, which the both of you would hide in sometimes. The owners couldn't pay rent, so they closed up shop. They left everything there, so people often broke in to steal parts from the machines and fool around. He vaguely remembered the place. His mind cannot remember exactly memories and reasons but feelings. This place felt good, and his old house felt bad. So he took you here, and now he feels perfect.
✧ His speech is basically nothing in the beginning. As time goes on, he develops a greater ability to communicate his words. That's why you often end up reading his mind instead. It's like wading through the swamp that Misty lived in. His mind has three different tracks: feelings, broken thoughts, and future actions. All three clash with each other because they are in various stages of regaining normalcy. He thinks in broken sentences, and sometimes it feels like he knows that you are able to read his mind. With things he seemingly doesn't want you to know, he whispers them within his mind. They get lost in translation. It's like that fog in his mind is purposely keeping you away from certain actions, thoughts, or feelings he has.
✧ His mood is dependent on your mood. You first learned this when you brought him back to the academy. You locked both him and yourself in your room. You couldn't hold back the tears, and you broke down. You were just so fucking sick of everything. Sick of this house. Sick of the other witches. Sick of your powers. You just wanted the Kyle you knew back. They just went and revived him—he wanted to be an engineer. Now he's a Frakenstines monster built back with the parts of his shitty frat brothers. You guys didn't even label what you had.
✧ You were so busy crying that you didn't realize Kyle was sobbing as well. He had curled up next to you and just started crying. When you stopped, he slowly quieted down. He brought you into an awkward cuddle on the dusty floor of your room. You almost wanted to laugh. Kyle was always like that. If you were crying, he'd pick you up in a hug and start humming something from Toto or Nirvana. He'd make really bad jokes and show you silly faces. It almost mirrored now. Kyle was trying to do something to a silly face. It looked more like he was gonna start growling at you. It made you chuckle a bit. Even now, he could make you feel better.
✧ That was only one way in which he mimicked your moods—mimicks you. He's much more prone to outbursts when you are angry or frustrated. If you slam your palms on the table out of irritation, he'll do the same. Only he'll accidentally break the table. That's happened more times than you'd care to admit. The coven is going to need a separate fund to just pay for the stuff Kyle breaks.
✧ Your habits and routine are what also help him regain some of his independence. He watches you with a keen eye. He imitates most everything you do. Of course, his actions are clumsy, and sometimes he breaks things, but he still tries his best. Frat Kyle would do that as well to tease you. He'd tease you out of bad habits such as biting your nails or forgetting to drink water. He nearly shoved a water bottle down your throat during your study hall when you casually confessed to him that you hadn't drank anything all day.
✧ That's the thing about people, right? They always surprise you. Zoe knocked you out and dragged Kyle down to the greenhouse to chain him up. She did. Madison returned. It's like death means nothing to these people. All of those memories with Kyle are yours. He remembers those feelings he had for you. Which is why it's so hard for you to be around him. He's just someone who needs someone. That someone just happened to be you.
✧ It's a good thing that little miss 'I'm going to save him' didn't kill him down there. He probably would have killed her if she really tried. He escaped and ran up to your room. He refused to move from your body until you woke up. You were the one put in charge of caring for him. Well, nobody else really could. You are the only one who is able to untangle his mind. You could still see Kyle in there. You saw almost every part of him. Everybody around him just took, took, took. You're the only one he'd let take from him anymore.
✧ He developed a habit of touching your temples whenever he wanted to really, really tell you something or communicate. It was kind of cute. He looks up at you with those doe eyes and just concentrates really hard on thinking correctly. When you respond, he lights up and bounces on the balls of his feet. It was cute until it wasn't. Sometimes the thoughts you heard from him kept you up at night.
'Kill everyone... for... you. You mine. Like before. Remember?'
'Steal stuff of yours. Keep it. Home. You.'
'Massage you like before. When sleeping. Adorable— adorable sleeper.'
'Scars. Scars like mine. Hurt you. Scars like mine. All get scars like mine.'
'Party together. Two. Us. Booze. Ex-boy dead. Me. Did it. So party. Us. Two. Only.'
✧ You didn't truly understand why he would think those things or act this way. You did understand it a little the day Zoe and Madison tried to make him a glorified sex doll. At that point, not even glorified. You knew all the things Kyle had been through. You constantly have heard his mind. When Madison started touching him like that the earth trembled beneath you, quite literally. The entire state shook. You may or may not have accidentally absorbed some of Kyle's emotions. So when Madison did that you just about wanted to tear her head off. Kyle gave you a scared, confused look.
'Good feeling? Bad feeling? Help, please.'
She was lucky to have been revived from the dead once. You were itching to put her back under. That scared you, but it also made you feel safe. Kyle always stood up for you when people made you uncomfortable. You never really had the chance to do it for him because he wouldn't let you. When you absorbed his feelings you really felt him. It was intoxicating. It's safe to say Kyle put his fingers on your temple and asked you a lot of questions about that encounter.
✧ Kyle asks a lot of questions. It's part of you teaching him how to remember himself. Some of those things are best left not remembered. Some of the questions are appropriate and some of them are not. You still remember him asking if you two ever did it. He asks a lot of questions about all of the witch and magic stuff. It is what he was most curious about before he died. After all, you just disappeared on him. He almost killed himself because of that. He ended up dead anyway. The irony is lost on him, but not on you.
'Magic? You?'
"I can read minds, remember? That's how we communicate. I've also learned that people's emotions affect me. I can make people feel things— or use their energy to make things happen."
'Like—'
He had a breakdown after that. He remembered you being taken from him. He would never let that happen again. Never.
✧ He's territorial, in case you couldn't tell. He isn't exactly the master of subtly. He grunts and smacks anyone in the house that gets too close to him, except you. He holds everything he loves close to him, including you. He has a bad habit of murdering people you interact with. You'd tried to explain it to him, but he adamantly refused to stop. You aren't naive about what all of this means for you. He isn't exactly in the condition to keep his darkest secrets away from you, mostly. Still, your abilities connect you with his emotions. You can't entirely control it. So you need to be around him just as much as he needs to be around you. You do your best to get him to stop killing people. You truly do. It's just that doe-eyed expression he gives you that makes you give into him every single time.
✧ The tablet you gifted him is the thing he is second-most territorial about. He always keeps it with him. He watches it when it's on the charger. You gave him a protective covering for it and a bag so he could carry it around. It's like his safety item. You have a bunch of games on there to help him learn. You also downloaded things that he liked before his death. You have an entire album of just you and him on that thing. Every time he sees you, he wants to take a new picture of you to put in the album. It makes him remember a little bit more.
✧ He traces the outline of your figure in every photo. You've caught him kissing his tablet with a picture of you on it more times than you'd like to admit. He always gives you this kind of blank but dopey smile afterwards. His pupils are always dilated around you, so it kind of makes him look like he's high. You don't know if the pupil thing is because of his resurrection, something with your magic, or if he is just that obsessed with you. He is just that obsessed with you.
✧ He also decorated the bag you got him with cloth markers. It was an exercise you did to help him with his fine motor skills. It was relaxing until he drew himself with both of you holding hands while everything was on fire around you. That was what you understood of the drawing anyway. You still let him keep it on there. He doesn't let anyone else touch the bag. Nan tried to touch it once, and he nearly bit her fingers off.
✧ You have to teach him to be gentle with others. He's gentle around you, but with anyone else, he has a very high chance of breaking one of their bones. You start off with animals first. They are less confrontational than humans and are genuinely easier to get alone with. Only he snaps the dog's neck and most every other animal you try to introduce to him. He only stops when he sees you getting upset. His mind immediately filled with shame in those moments. 'No. You plus me. No animals. Sorry. Love you.'
✧ He has a tendency to watch you at night. Just like he secretly did before all of this happened. He crawls into your bed and plays with the strands of your hair. He wraps himself around you tightly. Most of the time, he is the big spoon. He just likes placing his head over yours. He is obsessed with listening to your breathing and the beating of your heart. It reminds him that you are still with him.
✧ He 100% kills any witch hunter within any radius of you. If he hears anything with the word 'witch hunter', he is off searching for that person. Part of him doesn't want to murder, but the other part of him is more than eager to get rid of the person who wanted the coven harmed. He still mostly protects you, but after awhile, he learns to grow a bit more protective of the people you actually like in the coven. He doesn't want to see you in any distress. So protecting those close to you counts. In a dangerous situation he will still save you first. Even though you are more than able to handle yourself, Kyle still does it for you.
✧ Madison still absolutely cannot stand your relationship and close proximity to Kyle. She believes that it should be her who loves him. During the test of concilium, she tried to make Kyle kill you. You sensed something in his brain shut off at that point. That scared inner child was angry, and so was his violently obsessive side. It's like his need for you outweighed any other thought Madison could put in his mind. He didn't kill her then. He waited until she failed. Then he stalked into her room, and well, they never found her body. On some level, everyone knows it was Kyle, but it's left unsaid. That's just one of the many secrets of Kyle's that you will keep with you to the grave.
✧ You may not have completed all of the seven wonders, but you did become one of the new witches on the Witch Council. With Cordelia's blessing and a yandere, semi-functioning Kyle, you both set out across the world to find witches and bring them to safety within the academy's doors. The question remains: will he allow you to do so? Or is his docile behavior just a ruse to hide you away and make you permanently his?
Tricks and Treats🎃
A Halloween Special!
Alive!Kyle Spencer x f!reader Headcanons
Warnings! Headcanons (may be OOC, hopefully not), some smut/ nsfw, f!gering, oral (f!recieving), períod sėx, mentions of p n v, mainly fluff, not proofread
Requested by @vi0l3tgard3ns
I really wanted to do this, but bc I’m having issues rn with my laptop, I decided to write some quick headcannons instead. I tried to an even amount of SFW and NSFW. Also, Happy Halloween everyone! Hope you had/ have a great time!
Sfw
• Kyle loves hanging out with his frat boy friends, but holidays are different. You’re the most important thing to him, so he’ll choose to spend the night with you any day. But especially a holiday, and Halloween is definitely no exception
• Kyle would immediately come up with wacky ideas for matching costumes if you brought up the topic
• He wouldn’t mind trick or treating with you if that’s what you wanted, going around confidently in your costumes and picking up candy at each house like you’re kids again (despite being college students :p)
• He’d prefer most to stay home with you and either hand out candy or snuggle up and watch scary movies in matching Halloween pajamas, munching on candy and popcorn. Possibly both at the same time.
• He’ll pretend he’s not as scared of the movie than he actually is. But you can tell when he fidgets a bit and smoothly holds you tighter, usually sliding his hand into yours and squeezing. He’d brush it off as him trying to comfort you instead.
• If you’re scared of the movie, he’d cover your eyes and ears until the scene is over and you can continue watching the less bothersome parts. Maybe giving you a few head rubs/ pets and soothing kisses along your face until your heartbeat stopped racing and your anxiety calmed.
• If you’re not into scary movies, he’d put on Tim Burton and Charlie Brown with you. Again, he’ll pretend that he’s a little more tough and that he doesn’t enjoy it as much as he does. But he’s too gentle and sweet to be the image he tries to mimic of his friends. (He’s working on coming out of it though and being more authentic, especially because he wants to be fully comfortable being himself around you).
• He’d make sure that Halloween night isn’t the only time you celebrate. The whole month he’ll take you on small dates to the pumpkin patch, the orchard, a fall fest, some cafes to buy all their halloween specials. You’ll carve pumpkins at home and decorate your houses, you’ll definitely go shopping together for your costumes. Matching or not.
• He’d tease you and goof around, trying on all the stupid and scary items hanging in Spirit Halloween or whatever costume shop. He’ll try to scare you on some occasion, but it’s purposely corny, and of course, you’ll try and get him back and he just has the biggest grin on his face.
• Kyle jokes about the pumpkin spice craze, but secretly he’s part of the hype. I think his favorite flavor for fall would be Apple Cinnamon though.
• If you had a pet together, he’d convince you to dress them up in a costume too, and if you were matching—of course your pet would too.
• If you’re on your period that week, he’d buy lots of chocolate from the store for you, and some to hand out, letting you eat any of the leftovers. He’d have a heating pad ready for you when you snuggle and watch movies, having you laying back against his chest as his hands rest over the heating pad on your abdomen.
Nsfw
• If you bought a skimpy costume, one that showed any amount of your curves and body flauntingly, he’d lose his mind. He’d be focused on it all night and his mind might trail a little when he’s around you or you walk by. He’s definitely checking you out very obviously, even though he’s trying to hide it. Sometimes.
• If you teased him any amount in costume, even if you were at a Halloween party with his friends, he’d find a place to fuck the shit out of you until neither of you can think.
• His favorite sexy costumes would probably be (not in order): Playboy Bunny/ Bunny costume, sexy cop, sexy lifeguard, sexy angel or devil, sexy cheerleader.
• Since it’s Halloween, he’d subtly ask to involve candy during sexy. Like rubbing your lips and tongue with a lollipop so he can lick the sugar off when you kiss. Or covering your skin in a little chocolate sauce or whipped cream. He’d go crazy if you wore a skimpy costume and let him lick whip cream off your nipples (he’d more like inhale it, but y’know. Same difference.)
• If you decide not to dress up and stay home, he’d find a way to finger you or eat you out on the couch while you’re watching a movie. Oh, you’re too scared while watching the movie? Well here, let’s distract you with some mind numbing, knuckle deep massaging in your pussy while we watch, so you don’t have to worry. You’re bored? Why don’t you lay back while I let you grind yourself on my tongue and nose.
• It’d most likely eventually lead to the both of discarding the movie marathon and just fucking on the couch for the rest of the night until you fall asleep. The movie still playing in the background. Talk about Netflix and Chill.
• If he was feeling really frisky, he might ask you to try some spiked aphrodisiac candy with him to see how long you can last before one of you finally caves. Of course, the first one to cave is punished, but you’ll worry about that tomorrow.
• If you’re on your period, he’ll dress up as a vampire and beg to eat you out and fuck you. It’s ridiculous, but strangely hot. He says that it’s to “help with cramps” and that it would be the perfect opportunity, but it’s obvious that’s just an excuse because he wanted to try it with you after regularly helping you on your period (and doing some research) and was too embarrassed to ask until now. (You end up caving and it’s the best and strangest experience you’ll ever have. And of course you’ll want to do it again. Even after Halloween.)
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the evans as lana songs
tate langdon: born to die
kit walker: blue jeans
kyle spencer: sad girl
jimmy darling: A&W
james patrick march: million dollar man
rory monahan: high by the beach
kai anderson: ultraviolence
peter maximoff: video games
warren lipka: money power glory
alex (adult world): brooklyn baby
colin zabel: playing dangerous
Showering together
Kai Anderson fluff.
It’s pure and clean, just a silly thought I had yesterday when I took my shower with new products. Also English isn’t my first language.
𝔐𝔬𝔫 𝔭𝔬𝔦𝔫𝔱 𝔡𝔢 𝔳𝔲𝔢
I walked down stairs slicking my hair up in a bun, coconut oil smell filling up the air while I headed to the kitchen. Kai was supposed to be out today so I took advantage of this moment to take care of myself a little before he comes back. I always take care of my looks and smell.
“What are you doing?”
I jumped slightly clearly was taken off guard. I looked behind me to the blue hue sitting on the couch chewing on god knows what.
“Why do you smell like an island?”
I panted trying to calm myself from the scare I just had.
“I’m oiling my hair.. you were supposed to be out. I didn’t want you to see me like this.”
He titled his head slightly “Oiling your hair? What the hell does it supposed to do?”
I sighed and leaned over the kitchen counter. “It what makes my hair shiny and soft.”
He stood up from the couch and walked towards the kitchen counter with a frown. I thought he despised how I smell right now.
“Does it work on my hair too? It wouldn’t affect the color, right?”
I was dumbfounded by his question but I shook my head. “No, it wouldn’t.. do you.. want to try it?”
“Hell yeah! And I here thought your hair is soft genetically!”
“Okay fine here..” I gave him the bottle. He looked at it then at me. “What?” I asked confusingly as he looked at me without saying a word.
I smiled with realization. “You want me to do it for you?”
“It’s not like that.. I just don’t know the right amount and stuff you women do” He replied smugly trying to hide his true feelings. He wanted to feel my hands working their way through his hair tenderly, massaging his scalp and his nape.
After 2 hours I took him to the shower with me to wash it off.
“Stay still I have to wash it very well.” I opened my expensive shampoo bottle. The heavenly scent of it filled the bathroom as I massaged his hair with the white frothy product that coated my palms.
“I didn’t know you got that expensive shit they’re trying to convince people to buy, it’s a total scam!”
“It’s not a scam, Kai. It’s a shampoo that won’t fry your hair off. You will see after the shower.”
He huffed as we both waited 15 minutes for the hair mask to work it’s magic.
“I can’t believe I’m doing this! I have important stuff to do! I have followers waiting for my instructions!”
“Come on, it will be worth it, trust me.”
I dried his hair with the hairdryer after I sprayed the heat protectant all over it. “You didn’t have to force me on using that lotion over my body I feel like a glazed mess, everything is slippery.”
He continues complaining about everything but I knew deep down he was enjoying the luxury and royal treatment.
“We are done, Kai. Tell me how to you feel?”
He groaned “Finally!” He opened the closet to wear something nice and clean. I made sure all of his shirts were clean and ironed.
I sat in front of the dresser’s mirror combing my hair when he reached out for my chin and pressed his lips softly against my forehead then cheek. This is his way to say thank you to me when we are alone.
“Next time you do this make sure.. I’m here.. okay?”
I smiled warmly at him knowing that he really like it. I nod my head assuring him that I will take care of him.
He left the room heading to the basement where he had a meeting with his little minions. He’s in a good mood.
