#akuma rambles

[melodiouscharmxx]

Finally tried out alcohol... Food was good!

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[Scorpio] New Moon Water

I’ve cleansed and charged it before placing it outside.

Today has been quite the emotional roller coaster ;0;

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A message from one of my deities to me.

I’m a bit concerned with the back of the deck energies. I’m not sure what exactly will go down but I feel like emotions are definitely gonna be high. And not only for me. I sense there’s building up frustration (or will be) in my household. This deity is giving me reassurance that I simply need to go with the flow, but be rational. And to be mindful and focus on not only my goals but also relationships in general. Career wise, keep building momentum, learn via trial/error, and have faith in divine timing. Something I’ve been manifesting may also come to be or opportunities to put in more leg work to achieve those goals will come. I feel like someone might reach out to me. Might be an ex or someone I haven’t spoken with for some time.

[melodiouscharmxx]

Was gonna wrap up the night with deity divination but then it started raining. Perfect weather to recast this spell 💕🧿

[akumamana]

Happy Halloween 🎃 and Samhain!!✨✨

I apologize for not being as active here. I will likely be back to posting on the second week of November. I’ll still be celebrating Samhain Nov 1-3 and will be recuperating the rest of the week to get back into drawing💚

[melodiouscharmxx]

Akuma rambles [TW: self harm & shadow work]

I had a weird dream today involving spiders. I later decided to look through my closet and found my jewelry box/container. I haven’t touched it in years. Looking through it I saw at the bottom drawer a spider charm so that was a strange coincidence... but in that same drawer I found my old needle and razor... I stared for a while and finally recalled the last time I used them was in middle school. I completely forgot I hid them there.

I have a feeling one of my guides gave me the dream to show what in particular I need to address in my shadow work. It’s a very specific part of my life so it’s gonna be a bumpy ride opening that can of worms😬Also I think they’re telling me I need to cleanse the fuck outta my old altar (the jewelry box was on the shelf above it), clean the space, and get rid of it. Not gonna lie, I’m a little scared to touch my old altar and face that version of me in shadow work. However, I can’t keep avoiding her forever...r.i.p...

This week has got me feeling exhausted and with mercury retrograde coming...aaaahhh!😫 This shadow period already be getting to me. I need to get my shit together. As of right now, I feel like I need to work with balancing my throat, heart, and root chakras the most.

[melodiouscharmxx]

Full moon 🌕

Blue moon in Aquarius ✨

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Akuma rambles- Computer Fan

Okay I finally finished and the major difference now is the sound of the fan has lessened (sounds less violent). I didn’t have canned air, so I couldn’t get all/most of the dust out.

I’ve had this laptop since high school and never had done this until my device started to show system errors/surprise shut downs (I discovered that a computer should at least be cleaned 2 times a year).

Opening the back of my computer was hell. I was watching several YouTube videos on the disassembling and cleaning process.

I thought I took all the screws out and kept tugging the cover off but one corner wasn’t budging...

My dumbass didn’t realize there were 2 more screws underneath gel-like padding and I had actually broken 1 to get a corner free 😭😂

I finally got the back open after removing the last screw.

Above is when I finally got to the fan!

I removed as much of the clumps of dust as I could and used several q-tips to reach into the fan.

I’m hoping this prevents the random shut downs and locking 😬 only time will tell.